First Love of mine

Theysaidlifeisabeautifuljourneyfilledwithchallengesandsurprises..Butwhyareallthetroublesintheworldfilledinmylife?!Hey!I'mAylaWhiteandthisismystory.BecauseofmydadIhavetransferredtoanewschool.Butmymindisfilledwithmanythoughts.AmIreallygoingtogetalongwithothersinschool?CanIreallymakefriends?CanIhavemyfirstlovehere?ButbeforeIcouldfigureitoutmyinferioritycomplexbrokeme.TheoneIthoughtwasmyfriendendedupbecomingtheworstnightmareofmylife.TheoneIthoughtbroughtlighttomylifeasmyfirstlovesoonstartedmakingmefeelasifI'mchasingsomethingmyheartdoesn'twant.WhydoIfeelsoattractedtowardmyclassheadwhenhehasnothingbutanattractiveshell?WhydoIkeeppullinghimneartomewhenIthoughtthereissomeoneelsewhoshouldbemyfirstlove?