I kept spouting nonsense in the dayti as if I had lost my leftover brain cells or soone was again making go crazy. I don’t know which it is, but from the mont I saw this guy, everything seed weird.
"It’s ok, I can go ho myself", I said, pushing him away, but again those broad hands supported and pulled even closer than I was before.
What are these feelings?
Why does he seem so close yet so far as if he is present with , but he is not? Is it because I know he has soone he loves, but I’m dying to get between them because I’m so freaking lonely and I don’t want this loneliness to disappear from my side? What is it?
Ayla, you have lost it.
I again pushed him away and started walking in the middle of the road. I can’t seem to keep my feet steady. My feet keep moving here and there and I could see the people’s eyes on , which are quite intimidating.
"Ayla, stay. I will take you wherever you want to go", Xenon said and followed , but I kept moving forward until again he pulled toward him.
"Didn’t I say to stop? Why are you not listening to ?" he said, but again he mumbled sothing I wasn’t able to hear.
"What did you say?" I asked.
"Nothing", he replied and threw on his shoulder, making scream.
"Hey, where are you taking ? I didn’t agree with that term." I scread, hitting his back.
"Yeah, I was too aware of that so we should have a contract before you could ask sothing like this again", he said.
"But leave now", I said when a spank landed on my butt making silent.
I realized I shouldn’t behave like this. I’m glad this is not a public place or it would have been hell embarrassing for to deal with it.
"Oh, it seems you are all sober, Miss. Ayla White", he smirks, making annoyed.
"Don’t you dare try to make rules on ", I said in a low tone.
"But still I feel as if it is working well", he smiled.
I didn’t say anything and followed him obediently until he took to his place. It takes ti, but he drove faster than I expected.
When I ca down, I saw it was an enormous villa, just like the last ti I saw it in my childhood.
Jas’s house looked the sa, but it sure gives a painful mory and also reminds of my pathetic mistake, which I have done in the past.
"What?"
"Why did you stop there?" He looked at .
"Oh nothing", I said and followed him inside.
To be honest, the place was enormous, but there were none. I wonder how he lives in this entire place where there is none.
"Ah", I stopped, but he asked.
"You want to ask sothing?"
"Why is there no one here?" I asked, hesitating as if I will make another mistake if I ask anything right now.
"Why? Are you expecting sothing? Like my parents?" he asked, almost making freeze. That is when I realized I sure made a mistake asking that. I could feel my palm turning cold, filling with sweat.
"Ah no", I sohow said.
"Ha ha ok or I thought maybe you too were expecting my parents just like all who are after my money", he said, making look down.
I’m sure we are just partners for a while.
I know this relationship is nothing but based on our feelings being substitutes for each other which will be only physical but still I kept wanting more as if nothing else is mattering to other than the feeling I get from rubbing each other’s sweat skin which is warm enough to burn every desire.
Gosh, this is driving insane.
I reached near the couch, placed it in the hall and sat when he handed over the lemon juice as if he was used to it.
"So from now on tell how much alcohol you can take or I don’t know when you will end up being drunk and I will not be with you to take care of yourself", he said, making chuckle.
"It is not like you are my boyfriend or anything", I know my words are like him but I don’t want him to rule over too as I can’t do that as well.
"Yeah right", it was awkward.
"So", I stopped.
"So?" he too stopped.
"What next?"
"Next?"
"Yeah, about the contract you talked about on our way", I said.
"Oh yeah, do you rember? I thought you will only rember the spank", he laughed, making my entire face flush.
While I was calming myself, he went and bought a pen and paper from his study. He wrote whatever term he wanted to keep and then handed it to .
PARTY A SHOULDNT INTERFERE IN PARTY B’S PERSONAL SPACE
PARTY A AND PARTY B SHOULD SHOW OUTSIDE LIKE A COUPLE
THE RELATIONSHIP SHOULD BE FOR A YEAR AND THE PARTY A SHOULDN’T ASK ANYTHING ABOUT PERSONAL INFORMATION OR TRY TO BRIDGE THE LINE
I kind of expected the terms but now after reading, I feel as if I’m the one at a disadvantage and will get hurt by the end but still I want to say yes so that I won’t be alone for a year. So that I won’t have random thoughts for a year.
"Do you agree?" he asked, making snap out of my thoughts.
"Yeah I do", I said and signed imdiately.
"So from-
He was about to say sothing. He was unable to speak after I kissed him. I don’t want any more hurtful words. I don’t want to hurt myself anymore, even if it is just for a while. I want to be happy.
Ayla, you can do it.
I snapped out of my thoughts and kept kissing his lips while he supported my waist and carried to his room. We didn’t stop kissing even for a second but our tongues swirled while our eyes didn’t look away but kept it close as if trying to know each other’s next move but I failed.
His eyes are so freaking deep as if I will drown if I try to know more, but who knows if these eyes will make drown in them or just suffocate with his almighty.
"Didn’t I say to keep focusing on , Miss. Ayla", he clearly said my na just for the first ti in physical interaction.
"Didn’t you take as a substitute?" I asked.
"Yeah, and her na is Ayla as well", as he said, my heart skipped a beat as if he was telling .
As if he is whispering in my ears and telling , yeah it’s you who I fell in love with, but again I know all of this is a sweet illusion that I will never want to wake up from.
I clasped my hand around his neck and continued kissing him until his phone rang.
I stopped.
"Is it important?" I asked in a low tone.
He shook his head as a no and again kissed as if he was devouring , but the phone kept ringing, making annoyed as hell.
"Wait a minute!" he said and picked up his phone.
I was still waiting for him but his facial expression looked annoyed as if he was talking to soone he hates the most.
"Didn’t I say not to call and disturb ?"
"How much longer do you want to suck on my blood?"
"Will you stop if I just fucking die?"
He is yelling loudly, which is audible to even if I’m standing far.
"Don’t you dare co here", He shouted but the other side hung up the call.
He slowly ca toward and said, "Maybe you should go ho for now."
"But-
I stopped.
"Don’t forget the clause on the contract", he again drew a line.
I again felt an ache in my chest. It is painful as well, but I didn’t show a painful expression but smiled and walked away from the place. But the pain didn’t leave. It keeps staying in place intact.
"Why am I getting my hopes up again?"
"Did I forget what happened to during such freaking tis?"
"Did I forget what Jas did to , even if I mistook my love for him?"
"Did I forget what the topper made feel about who I trusted for the second ti?"
"If I didn’t then why am I craving again?"
"Why?"
"Why?"
"Why?"
"It is getting annoying."
"It is making it hard to breathe still. I’m alive."
Tears ca out of my eyes while I’m in the middle of the road. People kept staring at but it didn’t bother but I cried for a long ti as if his words broke my heart again.
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