"I’m ho"
I went inside when I found Jennifer and Kylie in a corner, staring at each other’s faces.
"What got into you?" I asked while removing my shoe when my eye fell on the couch, making even angrier than I was.
"Ayla", they called my na, but it was damn slow.
"Why are you all here?" I asked without even looking at them. It was none other than my parents.
Mom, dad, brother and the other one are none other than my cousin.
"Ayla, is this a way to talk to your parents?" brother raises his voice just as usual.
"Didn’t I say I don’t know you? Then why are you interfering in my business? Do what you want? I’m not stopping you? Why are you poking your nose into my family matter? Did I call you or do you think if you co with my dad, you will be my family mber?" I said nonstop.
My anger is still burning even after so freaking long.
"Ayla!!!!" he scread again.
"Jenny, I don’t know these people, so show them the exit except my dad, ok?" I said and was about to walk away from my room when soone held my hand, making look.
"Dad, what are you doing?" I asked.
"Baby, can’t you let it go for this once?" he sounds gentle as usual.
"Why?"
"Is today sothing special?" I asked while thinking.
"Yeah it is", he replied when I said, "Oh is it my death anniversary?"
The entire pace froze hearing the sentence, but it didn’t seem as if I said anything wrong when Ayla had died once before.
"Ayla, what are you saying?" Dad said in a sad tone.
"What? Everything that I said is true", I said and again tried to walk away when he stopped again.
"Did sothing happen?" he asked.
"What happened? like what?" I asked.
"Anything?"
"Yeah, it happened. You’re this son. Keep coming here or sending gifts making rember everything that he did to , so tell him not to bother then I will be very happy", I smiled.
"Ayla, I’m your brother", Jace shouted again.
"Yeah brother who told his friend to pretend to be my boyfriend because for him my heart was a playground where he could apply all those tricks which he couldn’t do to himself", I said looking straight into his eyes.
"Ayla, it’s all in the past", his voice was low.
"Past? Ha ha, is it really in the past?"
"But why is everything so freaking clear in front of my eyes as if it happened just yesterday?" I said.
Again everyone becos silent.
I don’t even have an idea what to do. Each ti I saw them everything beca clear as if I stood right in the middle of the hall and everyone kept surrounding while I was looking down as if I was the guilty one.
I keep rembering how Jas kissed her which I was least expecting. I never explained very well what I saw but I still rember how both were clenching their hair as if they were about to make out right there if it weren’t a public place.
Ha, why am I even thinking about it?
I slapped myself like a crazy person when dad held my hand.
"What are you doing?" he asked, holding my hand.
"If I had any idea about your situation I would have never sent you here to leave you alone when you are not even ntally stable", his words stunned .
"Dad"
"Could you repeat what you just said?" I asked him while moving his feet backwards.
"Ah it is...." he stopped.
"Yeah, you think I’m crazy?" I walked nearer to him.
"It is not", he said looking away from .
"No dad you just if you would have any idea about my situation then you would have never left here alone as for you I m ntally in stable right?" I kept asking.
"It is not. Don’t trust words", dad again said with a slight bit of his raised voice.
"No dad, it is you who keep twisting my words, not ."
"It is you who brought about my ntal stability when you know the reason very well. I can’t believe you behave like this for them when you know the entire thing very well", I kept saying without taking a break.
I could see Mom, Jace and my cousin too tried to move their feet toward but I backed off.
"You know what? I will just stay out of all of you. It is best of all", I said and started moving toward my room when a random hand held my wrist making turn toward her.
"Ayla, listen to ", woah I can’t believe she ca to .
"Let explain my side for once", she sounded as if she was begging but why doesn’t it affect .
"I have been trying to explain what happened that day for so long but you left ho the other day so I didn’t have ti to explain itself."
"I don’t know how to get in touch with you so I was silent till now but I hope this ti you will listen to . I beg you I will accept whatever you will say or do after that so please just once", she said but when I was about to touch her I felt as if her body was moving far from making freeze in place.
"Yona!!!!" their voices were so loud.
Their looks are intimidating.
My entire body is shivering, giving another trauma.
How did it happen?
"I didn’t do anything", my voice shut while I saw the glare of Jace.
"What have you done Ayla?" he said.
"It’s ok if you get angry with us."
"It’s ok if you hate us."
"It’s ok if you don’t talk to us but do you have to push Yona like this? I didn’t expect this from you."
His looks pierce through my heart as if he kept on clenching my heart making bleed even more than before but now it is not stopping. It is hurting a lot. I want to scream please don’t say it like this but my voice is not coming out.
I kept seeing them going far from while I kept extending my hand to hold on to them but my eyes closed while I was nowhere to see anyone. Not anyone could feel my pain any longer.
I opened my eyes but I found myself in a dark cold place. My entire body kept on freezing.
"Hello"
"Where am I ?"
"Anyone here?"
I kept on calling but I didn’t know I could end up in a similar place which I saw in my dream long ago.
No no, I don’t want to be here.
Ayla....run.....
Run
Run
But my feet didn’t move but I felt as if soone kept on holding the surface under my feet while the sa thing continued and I saw Jace with a girl who I have no idea who she is.
"Bro-
I tried to call out his na but the voice didn’t co out as if soone kept on choking .
I decided to wait there and hear the conversation but I could hear nothing but soon I saw them holding which made hide. But why?
I kept holding myself behind a tree when all of sudden Jace appeared out of nowhere scaring the shit out of .
"So you are hiding behind this?"
"Did you think I wouldn’t be able to see you, my dear sister?"
"So bad."
He sounded an.
"Oh, Jace, who are you even asking this? Ayla? You sure?"
"Don’t you know how dumb she is? She couldn’t even solve a kid’s math issue and you are asking her how she choose this dumb place to hide? I will say you are too la to ask that", she said.
As she finished her sentence both started to laugh at while I kept on looking at them.
"Dumb Ayla", they laugh again.
I kept holding both my ears so that I won’t have to listen to them but nothing is working. The laugh got even louder from the start.
"Stop it!!!"
"Stop all of this conversation!!"
"I m not dumb!!!"
I kept on shouting but they didn’t stop. Their faces turned weird looking like so kind of demon laughing at .
"Brother stop it!!!" I shouted.
"Brother? Who is your brother? I don’t have a sister like you", he said and looked at the other side of extending his hand.
"Look she is my sister...Yona", he said, bringing her to .
"Yeah, this type of girl could be my sister. Who is beautiful, who has a brain, who knows how to utilize her brain but not like you dumb Ayla", his words kept on piercing .
"Oh Ayla, sorry for ruining your life", Yona said to .
I couldn’t believe she is the one who said she wanted to explain when this Yona has a weird smile on her face which is enough to creep .
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