"Ayla", I’m tired of him calling my nas.
It’s hell annoying that I couldn’t even bear hearing my na. It is suffocating. The more he is calling my na, the more it is making rember what I have gone through and everything again becoming so suffocating.
"What is it?"
"And who are you?"
As I asked who you are, he kept looking at blankly.
Kylie and Jennifer ca to and said, "Ayla, what are you doing?"
"How could you behave like this to your brother? Have you finally lost it or what?"
I snapped.
"Brother?"
"Who are you calling my brother?"
"And if it seems he is your brother, then mine. Don’t you think so?" I raised my brow.
They stayed silent while I walked toward my so-called brother.
"So I asked you, right? Who are you?" I always like to co to a point. Why twist the word around when it will co to the sa point at once?
"Ayla, what are you saying?"
"I’m your brother Jace. How could you say you don’t know ? Or is it too long since we t that my face seems to have changed? Tell !!!!"
"What are you saying? When I truly don’t know I have a brother", I said while my facial expression was supporting . They already waited a long ti for to say this line. I trained them enough not to cry but to stand strong and say.
"Ayla!!!!!!" he shouted my na.
"Yeah, I know my na is Ayla, but I don’t have any brother nad Jace, nor do I have any brother."
"In my family, I have a dad, none else", I said without batting an eye.
He massaged his temple and again ca back to .
"I don’t know why you are behaving like this, but tell what this is?" he pointed his finger to the visible hickey.
I laughed and said, "Can’t you see it’s a hickey?"
"Ayla, I’m not joking. I’m asking you sothing serious. Tell , what is it?"
"Did soone force themselves on you? Tell I will look after it", he said, shaking my body again and again.
I felt frustrated.
I removed his hand from my shoulder and said, "It’s none of your business Mr. so please don’t interfere in my matters when I don’t like soone pushing his nose into my affairs."
"Ayla, enough of your jokes and tell ", he said.
"I’m not joking at all", yeah it’s true I’m completely sane.
"Ayla!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" he raised his voice again.
Gosh, my eardrums are about to blast.
"I can hear you, so can you speak in a low tone."
"No, you can’t hear."
"Do you think I ca here all the way just to hear this hit from you? No, right? Then behave yourself Ayla before I lose my sanity", he said, but it was more like a warning.
"Ha Ha"
"Do you think I called you and told you to co all the way? No, right? Then how do you think you may bla when I did nothing at all?"
The entire place was silent. I’m surprised how silent Kylie and Jennifer are as well.
"So now get out of here. You are not invited here", I said, pointing at the door.
"Ayla", he called my na again.
"Stop calling my freaking na. I’m going insane each ti I hear the na out of your mouth. It is suffocating, so please don’t you dare utter my na from your lips. Because I don’t want to rember those feelings which I want to forget till now", I said but I could see him again trying to call .
"And another thing?"
"What is it?" he asked.
"Don’t send gifts again", I said.
"But you liked them, right?" he asked.
"Like?"
I said and pulled him toward the locked room and showed him how I kept those gifts from him.
"You see How much did I like your gift? So don’t do things on your own", I said and walked to my room, but I again stopped mid-way.
"And you two, did you have fun calling Allen to my place and showing him the room which I always keep close to showing off?"
"But iiiiii"
They shutter.
"Yeah you two, at least I didn’t expect this", I said and locked myself in my room.
I do not know what happened afterwards, but the silence I felt inside was incredible. I want this type of silence always, but maybe I will feel it only once I die.
I thud on the bed while I am lost in my world.
When I opened my eyes, I found myself in my ho. I couldn’t believe how long it has been since I ca here but still, the nostalgia makes feel alive.
I walked inside slowly but when I saw dad I ran to him and hugged him from behind.
"Dad"
"I can’t say how much I missed you."
"Oh, gosh, this feels so real."
He turned toward and hugged back. But it was more like he carried in his arms when I realized I looked like a kid. My hands were tiny, my feet were small and my body as if I shrank.
"Oh My Ayla, you now can speak and know your dad", he looked so happy as if I could die with no regrets.
He let snuggle while calling the entire house.
"Hey, look, now she can speak."
"She called dad", he is announcing just how cute it is.
"Dad, let too," I heard a similar voice.
I looked at his side when I realized it was Jace.
"Dad, let carry her, too. You know she called your na first because you always carry her around and keep her with you unless it sure would be ", he said and took from dad.
Is it true?
I can’t believe he loved this much before. But look at now what he made . No matter how I looked at it, I still feel as if he was acting all this ti and he fooled enough with his natural acting just to discard from their life.
I don’t know anything.
"Jace, go call your mom", Dad said while Jace went inside, but I could hear so noise from her room.
Later, he ca out of her room looking down.
"What happened?" Dad asked.
"I don’t know", he said and took toward his room while dad went to her room.
I can feel the ache in my heart even if I don’t know if I went through this or not. I could feel the ti when mom asked if I loved her or not, but still, I know I didn’t say sothing which was still stirring inside up inside.
"Ayla, from now on, play with , ok?"
"I will be your big brother."
"And my na is Jace White and your na will be Ayla White. Got it?"
Will be? What is he saying? I could understand nothing. What is going on?
"Ayla"
"Ayla"
"Ayla"
"Ayla"
I opened my eyes forcefully when I saw Kylie and Jennifer in front of .
"Girl, you scared the hell out of us."
"Yeah, I thought I needed to call 911, but thank god she woke up and she is alright", they kept talking to each other when I asked, "What are you guys talking about?"
I still couldn’t open my eyes properly but I could feel my cheeks were wet and sothing uneasy was happening around .
"Ayla, what are you asking? Didn’t you realize you weren’t even breathing, which made us freak out?" they said.
"I wasn’t breathing?"
"Yeah, you are not breathing, and it was too serious. We ca and knocked on your door to ask you if you are ok or not but you didn’t open so we had to unlock it with an extra key but again when we found your breath was almost out."
"Jennifer shakes you like crazy and that is why we could wake you up", Kylie said.
"Tell just what the hell is going inside your head. Is it too serious about your family? If it is, can you tell us too?" Jennifer said, but I didn’t reply. But kept looking down.
I’m sure if I say I will be a part of the pitiful side. I don’t want others to look at with those sarcastic eyes as if they are owing, but I don’t want to be hated, too. I’m out of an idea which path I should choose and which path I shouldn’t but in the end, I’m all alone?
It is too suffocating and I wish I could say it out loud and express my freaking feelings.
Ayla, you are still so useless and pathetic as if you could die again and any ti.
I feel pity for you, my dear self, Ayla.
You are really pitiful.
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