"Ayla"
"Co quick!!! We all are getting late for the prom", everyone called out to while I just reached the destination.
It is like an experience for . I never went to prom nor did I ever dance.
This ti I thought maybe I can do it with Xen but things are different now. I didn’t talk with him for like a week. I didn’t ssage or call him nor he did from his side letting know he can’t reciprocate both sides of his feelings.
"Ayla, what are you doing? Co quickly!!!!" Jenny called out but when I tried to go inside the guards stopped .
"What?"
"You can’t go inside", they said.
"Why can’t I go inside?" I asked. I was fully up for an argunt for real.
"The prom is for couples and if you have a partner we could let you go inside but not alone", they said.
"F-
I was about to say when Jenny stopped .
"You are misunderstanding sothing."
"Her partner is already inside so she just needs to go inside."
"But I didn’t let anyone go alone." The guards are not stopping.
"I –
She was too unable to say anything at a point when I felt a hand on my shoulder startling .
"Oh sorry baby I went out for a second", I turned to see when I found Jas looking at with a forced smile.
"Didn’t you say her partner is inside? Were you lying?" the guard asked.
"Ah no-
"I went inside then ca outside again for so reason", Jas said while we walked inside. His hands were on my waist grabbing them tightly.
"Who this?" Jenny asked while I stayed silent.
"Hey, say why are you so silent? Introduce to the hotty!!!!"
I’m getting annoyed.
"He is no one", I replied but Jas didn’t stop.
He brought to the dance floor and started dancing with .
"Why did you lie?" I asked.
"Huh! Were you talking with ?" he asked.
"Is there anyone I know?"
"Ah no but I thought you were not interested in talking with so I wondered why you were asking ."
I ignored him.
"Ah yeah you are asking sothing about lying to you right? Then what did I lie?" He waited for to answer.
"Didn’t you lie that Aaron is here? in this place?" I said while he tightened his grip around my waist pulling closer than before.
"Didn’t I tell you to stop thinking about him? why are you still on that?"
"I will think or not it is my business, not yours so say why did you lie?"
"I didn’t lie", he looked away.
"If not, why are you looking away from ?" I asked.
"Whatever but I didn’t lie so stop searching for him", he said while I was about to ask more when the music stopped and the light turned off.
All of sudden a random hand ca out of nowhere and pulled with him. I wanted to scream but my voice was not coming out. It is not because I’m scared or sothing but he was covering my mouth.
"Ugh" I struggled for a few minutes but when I ca to a bright place he removed his hand on my lips letting speak.
"What the hell are you doing!!!!!!!" I shouted pushing him away from when I realized it was Xenon.
"Xenon? Is it you?" I still find it hard to believe he did sothing like this.
"Yeah it is or what did you think? Is it him? you replaced in just a week don’t you?" His way of speaking was so an for to endure.
"Have you lost it?" my voice was low.
"Why would I lose? Aren’t you the one who is trying to make lose myself?"
"Aren’t you the one who told about breaking the agreent and now you were with him? dancing?
Do you think I will be happy with him holding your waist so close when it should always be ? you want to bear seeing that?"
I massaged my temple because of annoyance.
"What? Did I annoy you now?"
"Stop it!!!"
"Why? Why should I stop?"
"Because the agreent you are talking about is all about the clause you have written it’s not like I wrote anything. It was the way you started marking a line between us so don’t bla ", I said and tried to get away but still sohow my heart saying stop !!! don’t let leave !!! even if I have to be in a toxic relationship.
"Yeah I know it was all the agreent but I did say if you don’t want to then even if you break the clause still the agreent won’t be null. Then why did you leave? Why are you with him? you fall out of feelings for so easily?" he said again with the sorrowful voice.
I stopped and turned toward him.
"So you knew how I was holding my feelings right?"
"So you knew all along how much I was struggling to understand myself right?"
"And still agree?"
He stayed silent.
"Ayla, wait ! listen to !" he tried to grab but I snatched his hand.
" Don’t touch !!!"
"Seeing you now makes realise as if you never had feelings for unless it’s your old lover Ayla unlike ."
"Ayla, stop there you know it’s not like that."
"I have no idea how I should express my feelings when I always struggle to express but what do you want to say when I get confused with these shitty feelings growing inside that I couldn’t understand?
I couldn’t express how many tis I woke up from my dream and found that you and Ayla are similar."
He kept on saying.
"I too want to say I want to be with you but what if I will only find this feeling of attraction and tell you I can’t do this anymore? What will you do? Won’t you hate even more than now? Tell now what you want to do. I will do it."
"I’m even agreeing to be your substitute until you figure out your feelings."
"I will walk away if one day the one you love returns."
"Will you bear it?"
"Tell , Ayla!!!"
"Tell !!!"
He kept on asking when I pulled him by his collar and placed kisses all over him. I too agreed with what he said but I can’t ignore the fact how fast my heart beating for him made unconscious. Just slling his natural scent drives insane making my legs weak all over.
What this guy has done to I have no idea but I kept on being addicted to him.
I wanted to say what if my feelings are not only attractive but real?
What if the feeling is similar to how I feel when I think of Aaron then is it going to be like that I love both of them. Is it possible? I have no idea again but still, I want to love him again and again till I feel I need no more.
"Ayla", he softly called my na, unlike the other ti.
This ti it is sure that he is calling not his lover. I too want to call both of them nas but I just want to drown myself in this imnse pleasure which I haven’t felt for long.
He held gently and placed kisses all over my neck when I noticed he was looking toward a place.
"What are you looking at?" I asked.
"Ah no it’s nothing", he ignored and again started loving making forget every worry.
He pulled toward the dance floor and made dance with him. His hands were circling as if they were snakes and they kept on circling as if they kept on caging for so reason.
"You are mine, Ayla. And I’m not letting you go anywhere or anyone", he gently said while his eyes turned dark, making scared.
What is going on?
What did I just see?
Is it my illusion?
What I saw was an illusion or he is the gentlest person I have ever seen.
We enjoyed ourselves to our heart’s content. Maybe it is the week’s worth or all I can say is that he is my ho.
While I was thinking he caressed my head gently kissing my forehead.
"Lean on more....
"Love more... Even if it is just a replacent...
"Depend on more....
He kept on saying while his voice was deep. But all I can see at this point I no longer think if it’s Xenon or Aaron as I kept falling for both unconditionally. Even if one day he will co, I don’t know if he will rember or not. If he would co to with his gf or not.
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