Xenon POV
"Shall I go", Ayla asked looking at . I kept on holding her hand as if I didn’t want to let her go.
"Answer ", she asked again, making land in reality.
"Um to be honest I don’t want to let go of you but I know you have to go", I was looking down.
"Look at ", she said, holding my chin as if I’m the one playing the girl role here.
I have no idea how every ti I look at her I find myself pulling toward her. I feel as if we have so kind of connection which keeps us closer to each other like the Chinese beliefs about their soulmate.
"Find !!" I heard one giggle which made turn back but I found none.
"Hey, where are you looking ?" Ayla again made look at her but I could hear the giggle kept roaming inside .
"Ah nothing, you have morning class, right? Then you should go we will et tomorrow", I said and kissed her forehead.
"Yeah miss a lot until it makes your heart ache", she chuckled.
I know I’m fully attracted to her but sowhere I feel as if I’m missing sothing. I have no idea how. I didn’t forget anything from my childhood and Ayla too was one of them, my first love but then why did my insides keep on shivering every ti I called Ayla?
Why is it?
"So is your new girlfriend?"
I turned back when I found a person standing in the dark but I have an idea who it was.
"Why is it concerning you?" I said.
"Of course, it does concern when I don’t want sothing to happen again just like it happened years ago", he said.
"Years ago? Ha, are you kidding ?"
"Who did what years ago? You or ?"
My eyes grew darker, making clench my fist.
He kept close to , letting him out of the dark and showing his face.
"How many tis have I told you it’s not? How many tis do I need to beg you and tell you to co ho? Just how freaking ti you want to do it?" His voice was loud.
"Jas, I never told you to beg ."
"Not even once I said to beg again and again then why are you doing it? Do you again want to be the victim card just how you always used to do? If you want to then why are you here? You should call your so-called dad and make him stand right in front of and then you should act so that it will benefit you not like this.
"Aaron!!!!!"
Just how long have I heard this na?
This na is nothing but a curse for .
"Shhh"
"Don’t you dare take the na?"
"It’s suffocating when soone takes the na reminding what you have done to Aaron that day which made him leave the place, leave the ho and leave the one he loved. So just don’t unless you want to co to my more bad sides." I said and started walking.
"Aaron, stop!!!!" he held my hand while I slamd on the wall making him groan.
"Didn’t I say fucking don’t take my na? Can’t you hear the simple sentence or do you want to beat the shit out of you so that no one will recognise your face anymore?" I shouted while my hand was on his neck grabbing him tightly.
"Mr King leaves him", again another presence.
"Now who the fuck are you? Why are you calling by the title?" I glared at him but still didn’t loosen my grip on his neck.
"It doesn’t matter who am I but you should leave Mr Lee", he said, making chuckle.
"Oh, so your so-called dad didn’t co but sent a dog after you? Very impressive!!!" I loosen my grip making him thud on the surface coughing.
"From now on don’t you dare co toward unless you want to kill you in the most brutal way I know you have." I glared while he was still coughing.
I kept on walking forward without looking back. I don’t want to turn and be sympathetic toward him just like the day I left ho and he was running after to stop like a kid who is trying to stop his brother but I know we only have the sa father not the mom so our emotions are different too and we can’t be in a good relationship.
"Aaron!!! Wait!!!"
"Listen to !!!"
"Wait for !!!"
Let him bark for a few minutes when he returns ho eventually who even wants to lower himself down for so long? Of course, I can’t if it’s not for Ayla.
"Aaron", again the voice kept on calling .
"Can you hear , Aaron?"
"How could you forget ?"
"Don’t you love anymore?"
This was what I was scared of. I kept on hearing her voice near my ear. It kept on ringing, making rember the glimpse of her when I first saw her. She was my first in everything.
The first ti I laid my eye on her I froze. Her eyes t with my blue eyes as if she was enchanting just like the way Taylor swift described in her music.
"Why are you doing this to ?" I mumbled when I felt as if she was placing her shoulder on my shoulder.
"What am I doing baby?" her voice was gentle as usual but I can only imagine her child self as I could carry her at any mont.
"You are driving insane even though you are not here."
"How?"
"I haven’t seen you for years, baby," I said, patting her illusion.
"How are you so sure you haven’t seen for years?"
"I have seen you?", I asked while my voice sounded hoarse.
"Who knows?" she chuckled, making massage my forehead.
I closed my eyes thinking she was resting on my shoulder when I felt a hand on my shoulder making feel it was real.
"Ayla, is it you?" I got up from the couch.
"It’s ", it was Jas.
He is the last person I wanted to see.
"Why are you here? Didn’t I say not to co here? Did you just ignore what I said? Do I sound as if I’m joking?" I glared at him.
"I’m not but why did you just shout out Ayla? Are you still in love with her?" he asked while sitting on the couch.
"Why is it your concern?"
"Of course, it is mine when you were just standing with another girl I know", he said, making tighten my fist and grab him by the collar.
"So you knew the girl and still chose to be closer to her?"
"Just how much of an asshole you can be? Is it fun to snatch the one your so-called half-brother likes or do you just always feel amused seeing all miserable?"
"Tell you fucking asshole!!!!" I shouted.
"You are still stuck there?" he said casually.
"What do you an by I’m still stuck there? Ha did you forget how you confessed to her right in front of and hugged her when you weren’t even in love with her? Or did you forget how you made dad slap ? Do you want to remind you?"
"And now ca here to make rember everything I want to forget?"
"Aaron it’s not!!!!" he too shouted.
"I told you Xenon not Aaron so don’t be so casual as if you know so well."
"Ha as if you change your na then your birth secret will be hidden", he laughed.
"You know what Aaron? You are just too dumb. Like I never saw anyone as dumb as you", he kept on saying circling .
"If you knew I didn’t love Ayla then you should have told that to her so that she could have stayed away from not ."
"I didn’t seduce a kid", he said so close to .
"Stop ntioning that!!!"
"Why? Didn’t you just keep on ntioning what happened in the past? Then why can’t I when that girl just made you grow your anger and separate from your family, leaving you all alone?"
"You know that it was her not but you vent your anger on but not her."
"And now you are doing the sa with another Ayla. Who knows one day she will go to soone and hold him so tightly while you again end up standing far like a broken-hearted person? It can be real don’t you think? My dear brother."
I could no longer see his facial expression but things kept on growing in my head imagining the scenario as if Ayla is running toward a guy and telling, "I no longer want to be a substitute as I find my lover."
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