"Jas"
"Jas"
"Did you see the notice board?"
"Woah I can’t believe you will surely win the bet like this."
"I know you could have won the bet anyhow but this is just too spectacular the way you did it."
"Now that Aaron will know it will always be you who will win, not him."
My friends kept on telling while I just entered through the school entrance. I still have no idea what is going on. I still have no idea what he is rambling about but I sure know sothing is off for sure.
I didn’t respond but walked further when I saw everyone kept on circling around near the notice board as if sothing bad happened.
I still don’t know the reason and went inside but what I saw made my feet tremble. It was the picture I clicked with Chloe while sleeping beside covering a bed sheet around her body. My mind went blank all of sudden seeing the scene in front of my eyes.
"Woah I didn’t know you two were in that kind of relationship." soone said.
"Yeah I only thought Chloe was dying to be with him but who knew she will choose to sleep with him just to be in a relationship with him."
"I always knew her character was no good as I saw her with other guys too."
"Yeah, she was with Aaron too."
I wanted to shout and make everyone shut but I chose to be the cool guy and stay silent with a playful smile on my face and walked toward my classroom when I saw Chloe standing in front of .
"Why did you do this?" her voice was low but it was clearly audible even though we have a huge gap between us.
"Chloe?-
I tried to speak but she stopped .
"Don’t take my na!!!"
"Just stay where you are and say why did you do this?"
I was frozen in place. No people were coming where we were standing. I couldn’t utter a single word. I couldn’t answer a single question from her just like before.
"Was it fun?"
"Was it fun seeing act so crazy and telling you how I fucking love you?"
"Tell was it fun?"
"Did I ever co and tell you I love you and be my boyfriend?"
"Tell did I co to you and beg you?"
Her voice is still calm. I couldn’t see her face as she was looking down but her voice sounds as if she is in lots of pain because of . I wanted to run to her and pull her closer and say I love her. Yeah, I love her with all my whole heart even though I never said that. Even though it was a bet, I still loved her with all my heart but my words are not coming out.
Still, I tried to go near her when I saw Aaron standing behind her which made stop.
"Tell why did you do it?" she shouted this ti and looked at with her teary eyes. Her lips were gambling which I always kept on kissing. Her eyes were hesitating to look my way as I was the one who brought this on my own.
I’m in a dilemma where I couldn’t even know if what I’m doing is right or not.
"Tell for god’s sake", she shouted, making laugh unconsciously.
"Why are you laughing?" her voice sounds scared while telling.
"Or what would I do if I won’t laugh? Did you really think it was all true? Did you really think I went to confess to you because I was head over you? Did you really think kissing in public will make you look like I’m dying to have you?"
"No right?"
"If you really know I didn’t love you at all then why are you crying now?"
"Didn’t you know this before?"
She stayed silent while I heard sothing breaking. I don’t know if it’s sothing made of glass or our heart.
"It was a bet all along."
"It was always a bet for to win you as a trophy but it’s not because you were popular but you were eyeing on Aaron so I made you fall for ."
She took her step back while Aaron left the place seeing my hatred side.
"So you don’t want anyone to be with your brother?" she asked again.
"Exactly!!! I don’t want anyone to be with him and make any more misunderstandings between us so I will clear every way which can make him be with soone else"! I clenched my fist knowing what I’m saying.
"So it was all your brother?"
"Yes it was all Aaron", I replied when a slap ended up on my cheek making the corner of my lips bleed.
"You know what you did just now will never bring you any good."
"You think you are doing good for your brother by tossing one’s feelings around? But you are just trash, Jas."
"I’m regretting because I fell in love with soone like you. I’m regretting how soone like you was my first love, first kiss and my first ti. Everything you did was hurting ."
She said and walked past while I fell to my knees. Yeah, whatever happened was the right thing. It should have happened long ago. I can’t be like my mom. I can’t be in love and be pathetic with this weak heart of mine. I fucking can’t be.
I don’t want to be a dog whose leash would be in anyone’s hand.
I’m good alone.
Yeah the more I am with myself the more I can be focused on getting Aaron to co to and let him know I never hated him despite not having the sa mother.
But still, sothing hurts like crazy. I couldn’t even have the strength to utter a single word nor do I have the strength to get up in the sa place as if she made weak like this.
So corner of my heart kept on saying yeah I love her and I wanted to tell her but my brain didn’t help do the sa.
Love is pathetic.
Back to present
"Jas"
"Jas"
"Where did you get lost?"
" I have been calling you for freaking long."
I snapped out of the past and looked at her again. She looks hell gorgeous. She was pretty before and she is still in my mory but now she is like a proper woman.
"Oh hey Chloe", I said while waiting for her to say sothing.
"Are you staying here now?" she asked while I stayed silent.
"I think you didn’t change at all", she has the sa sad expression which I have seen years ago as if she will again say the sa thing.
"What do you an?" my voice was calm.
"Your silence tells that you are not staying here but sure you are here just like before for your brother right?" as she said I clenched my cost as it only made rember the past mories. I kept visualizing her teary face. I kept seeing how she cried loudly when I only hurt her.
"Yes you are right", I sohow said it when soone from behind ca and wrapped his hand around her shoulder making flinch.
"Who-
"Oh, he-
She was about to say sothing but the guy cut her off and said, " I’m her boyfriend."
As he said I felt the sudden urge of blood lust.
"Ok hi", I said.
"Nice to et you, Jas Lee," he said my na, making ask him how he knew.
"Oh, I heard a lot of things from Chloe. She talked a lot about her sad journey with you even though it was not much ti still you sure made a huge impact on her life"m he was saying while having a bitter smile on his lips.
"Shut up Eric." Chloe hit his stomach making him yelp.
"Ignore his words. I didn’t an to remind you of those years when it has been so long. Just forget about it. He was just rambling for no reason", she looked awkward but she didn’t deny the fact he is her boyfriend which made even angrier than before.
Seeing her talking with this guy nad Eric made my eyes darker. I just couldn’t accept anyone with her. I kept having the thought of monopolizing her as if no one could see her. I want to look her up just like before so that she could see no one but and only ever talk about .
Can I do this?
Am I even qualified to do this?
Can I?
Can l?
I kept asking myself questions while that person again wrapped his hand around her making pull Chloe my side holding in my arm.
She slls nice just the way she was before.
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