I’m still holding her in my arms but I couldn’t see her expression really well. Still I wanted to know. If she is blushing by my touch? If she is shocked seeing my sudden action? If she is angry because of the past incidents but I got to know nothing.
"What the hell are you doing?" Eric shouted and tried to pull Chloe from but my grab was too tight on her.
"Leave her!!"
I didn’t respond.
"I send you freaking leave her!!" he shouted but still I didn’t.
There was a silence between us when Chloe finally said, "Leave , you are hurting ." her voice sure sounds full of sorrow which made my fingers weak.
I released her instantly.
"Thanks", she said but she didn’t even bother to look at .
"Chloe", I tried to call her out but she didn’t turn toward even for once but only said, "I hope we never cross our path ever again."
"Chloe, listen to !!" I extended my hand toward her but it was slapped by the guy Eric.
"Didn’t you hear? She said she doesn’t want to cross paths with you. So fuck off from here unless you want her to shout at you", he glared and walked away holding her shoulder as if he is the guy she feels secure with.
I left behind again.
This is the second ti I saw her walk away from .
I don’t know what happened to her after that day but I got to hear she left the school. I felt bad. I thought I would move on from her in no ti but it was all my imagination. Today seeing her all of sudden made my desires grow. I hoped as if I still had the chance to pursue her but...
I can feel soone kept telling to keep on monopolizing her.
Soone kept on telling she is yours which I wasn’t even able to ignore.
"Can I have her?"
"Can I really have her?"
I asked myself the sa but a call interrupted my thinking.
I let out my phone from my back pocket and saw Aaron’s call.
"Yes", I replied.
"I should say this as you are the one who called first", he sounds more angry then before.
"Oh sorry I ha-
I stopped.
"What? Finish your sentence", he said but I couldn’t.
I have no idea what I’m doing. Did I just stop? Did I just stop telling him about Ayla? When was all I planned just for this? Jas, you are losing it again. Yes you are losing it. First you forgot about your motive when Chloe ca to your life and you are doing this again.
"Oh sorry I actually dialed your no. In an accident so I cut the call when I realise", I lied.
"Oh it’s ok, by the way grandfather told you to co ho. He said he has sothing to talk about with you", he said.
"Ok I will be ho soon", I said and hung up on him but my eyes were still looking for Chloe in the crowd area as if I would be able to et her if I try to chase her in this crowd.
Still I didn’t but walked away from the place.
At night
"You are late", Aaron said as soon as I entered the living room.
"I know", I don’t even have the strength to stand properly while he only cares about why I’m late.
"Didn’t I told you grandfather wants to talk to you? Why did you co late?" he said.
"Yeah I know you called."
"Yeah I know you told to co ho fast as he wants to talk with ."
"And I know you hate just that is why you are acting all mighty right now but you know what? I am human too and I have work too."
"I can be late for various reasons and I don’t need to clarify each ti so please stop shouting at because my mind is in a ss already which makes want to smash everything I see in my way. So please don’t!!" I burst but when I stopped staying I felt an eternal silence kept on growing around us.
This is the first ti I shouted at him.
This is the first ti he has been silent even when I said many things without thinking twice.
"I-
I tried to speak but he walked away without even saying anything.
"What the hell am I doing letting out my anger on him?"
I never did sothing so irresponsible like that ever then why did I did this today? Is it because I got to see Chloe? Is it because I was already annoyed seeing the guy Eric with her? Or did I start blaming Aaron for my miserable life?
No no it can’t be.
He is innocent.
I can’t bla him even while I’m unconscious or I won’t be able to solve this broken relationship between us.
I could never.
I was thinking when I saw a elderly shadow coming from behind.
I turned and said, "I heard you want to have so talk with ?"
I knew it was the chairman’s shadow.
"Yeah lets go to my study", he said while I again followed him like the very first day but this ti as soon as we entered the room I noticed there was soone who was guarding the outside.
"Why are you so cautious today?" I asked.
"Didn’t you notice last ti Aaron was standing outside?"
"But isn’t it a soundproof room?" I asked.
"Yes it is but still when it cos to this matter I couldn’t just stay silent and believe every technology when it can be flipped the other way around." he said.
I sat in the front chair and waited for him to speak.
"I heard you have sothing which can make Aaron go against that girl?" he said, making widen my eyes.
"How do you-
"Do you think I will trust you so freaking easily?"
"What if you turn your back on and tell everything to him? I can’t trust you no matter what. I may agree with this deal but I can’t trust seeing how your mother made my daughter’s life miserable."
His words pierce my skin like a sharp throne.
"How did you know it was my mother?"
"How can you say it was her fault?"
"How could you just bla her all the ti when you don’t have any proof?" I asked while my eyes kept looking at the floor. My eyes beco teary every ti I hear hate toward and my mother.
"How could I bla her?"
"You want to know why I bla her?" he said and opened the drawer.
"Let show you", he said and threw a few letters in front of .
"Read them and say why I hate you and your mother", he said while I picked the letters and gathered them. I don’t know who’s letter is this or what is written in her but I already can feel the chills on my spine.
Father,
I don’t know how I should express my feelings to you when I know even though I write a long letter I won’t be able to send this to you. Still I want to write this and tell you that my decision was wrong from the start. I should have stopped you when you arranged the marriage with Morris whom I loved for years. I know how you used to call crazy when I started narrating my feelings for him stating as my first love.
But my mistake was marrying him knowing he doesn’t love . I thought if I marry him then he will eventually start to love but it never happened dad. It was all my dream to start a family with .
I thought if I have a baby with him he will start loving as his son’s mother but it was too all in my dream. As soon as Aaron was born he bought a child who was the sa as Aaron letting know that he was always with her from the start while my marriage was to only make sure the head of the King family won’t disappoint.
He left and my baby just to bring the other child ho. I can’t say if I should be happy because he at least brought to the hospital and let have a smooth delivery or I would be disappointed because he never once saw my child’s face until we ca ho after a week.
What did I even do to be treated like this?
Why am I suffering just to be with my first love?
Why?
There are still many letters left but as soon as I finished with the first letter I was already crying. Just how much pain she has gone through because of and my mother. I couldn’t even describe if it was us who lived in difficulties or is it her who lived everyday holding all of this burden until she died?
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