The mont I heard the doctor saying she was dead my world shattered. I felt as if I couldn’t feel myself any longer but I beca a living dead just by hearing it.
My feet were freezing cold as well as my palm but it was not the only situation for but the child as well. They hurried and took him to the ventilation room but that was not what was important for but it was only Ayla who I desired. If she is not with then I don’t care about anything.
"Let go inside."
"She can’t be dead."
"She must be playing a prank."
"Let in!!!!"
I kept on shouting as well Jace but they didn’t allow us. But when I tried to forcefully enter, a harsh punch landed on my face, hitting the bench placed outside of the operation theater.
"You killed her!!!!" he said pointing his finger toward .
"If you would have received her call on ti then she could have gotten treatnt earlier and she won’t have to be like this." he said and I agree as well it is all my fault.
Only if I get my phone early and answer her calls then she wouldn’t have to go through this much pain.
"You tornted her each ti she trusted you. This ti also."
"I kept denying dad to not call her when she ca to this place for the first ti with her daughter but he didn’t listen and called her so that you two can et but what happened she left the place again for your mistake. And now when she was being all happy you again showed your useless incompetent side making her die."
He kept saying but I didn’t utter a single word.
"Now, why are you here?"
"Get out of this place."
"She will never see you again."
"And even if she did, I will not let you be with her again."
"And if you are doing all this for your child then take him too. He killed her so he is too part of it. So, get out of here you two and let us live peacefully even with her mories." he said as if he is talking to a murdered but I deserve this.
"Stop arguing here. It’s a hospital not a fighting ring. So, talk about all this out of here." the nurse said but in an instant the doctor ca out and said, "Her heart rate is stable now."
I saw a ray In Front of . I ray of hope telling she is alive. Yeah, she is alive and she won’t leave anymore. I rushed inside while she was barely able to look at us but as she was shifted to the other room, I tried to go to her but each ti Jace stopped until one ti.
"Brother, let him in." it was her voice but too weak.
I went to her but she didn’t even glance at making realize it was not only Jace’s feelings but it was hers. Of course, I did a grave sin and I deserve all the hate she pours to and I will accept everything.
"Why are you here?" she asked.
"I’m sorry", I said.
"I will ask again why are you here?" she asked again while I glanced toward Jace.
"Brother, can you go out for a while?" she said while he left sohow.
"Now tell , why are you here?" she kept on repeating the sa question but I have no idea how should I even explain how I was going to get rape when she was giving birth. Isn’t it like rubbing salt on her wound?
"I ca here for you." I spoke.
"Really? Then where were you when I called you nurous tis?"
"I-
"Say it properly!!!!" She raised her voice but then she looked at the child as if she was scared that the child would get scared.
"My phone was sowhere I was unable to find that is why I didn’t get your calls." I said looking down.
"Aaron"
She took my na.
"Do you think I’m joking?" she glared at , making flinch for the very first ti.
"I- I am not." I stuttered.
"Then tell !!!!!"
She glared and I explained to her the entire situation. I know my entire body is freezing now as well just the thought of her touching the girls’ touch on my bare body which is disgusting.
"How did you feel?" I didn’t think she would ask this.
"I-
"I feel disgusted." I spoke.
She didn’t say anything for a while then as I was about to ask sothing the child cried so she took him in her arm and fed her breast milk and he cald down.
After few days
"Mom, when are you coming ho?" Ayla asked while looking at the baby.
We still didn’t na him because lots of things happened during this while.
"I’m coming today", she said with a smile but the smile was not for as I looked at her, she looked away.
That’s how we ca ho. She still didn’t glance at till we reached our room.
"Ayla"
"Can you please look at once?"
I begged her to look at but her eyes are filled with tears making my heart ache even more than before.
"Ayla, don’t cry. I can’t bear seeing your tears." I wiped her tears while she held tightly. Her nails were digging my back ripping my shirt.
"How?" she asked.
"What?"
"How did you let her touch you?" she finally spoke.
"I’m sorry", I said in a low tone.
"Why the heck did you let her touch you? You are freaking mine. You are mine", that’s the girl I love.
"You know how much pain I was in when I called you. I could barely walk but you didn’t receive the call where I thought you no longer love . I thought you got tired of . I thought you got lost sowhere and abandoned when I was in too much pain." I felt her wet tears on my chest.
"How could you make feel like this? You know how much I love you, asshole?" she hit my chest.
"Yeah, I know. And yeah, I’m an asshole so please calm down." I kissed her forehead.
"Yeah, you are a big asshole. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you a lot. You should go away and let her touch you. You don’t want . You don’t want my Ayla nor you want ." she sulked but I have no words to explain just how freaking I am in love with her. She is my everything. After my mother she is the one I always wanted to love, desire and monopolize.
She is my freaking everything and this much of my feelings could never describe through words.
"Why are you silent? Tell !!!!!" She hit again.
"Yeah, yeah, I understand everything. So will you marry now?" I asked.
Yeah, I could wait no longer. I want her now. I want her this mont even without any arrangent.
"Yeah, I will", she said and went outside with where everyone was already present as I prepared everything beforehand. Jas did and Jace too helped him even though he hates the most.
"So, my dear bride, will you go wear your wedding dress or just do your vow in your pajamas?" I asked while I chuckled.
"I don’t mind in my pajamas but I don’t want those photos to ruin so I would like to change." she said and her mom took her inside to get her ready.
Ayla was full on ready to walk with her mother and let her mother’s hand on my hand as if she is not our child but our parents.
I too went to the changing room and wore my long-waited Tuxedo which she chose for once without knowing it is the one I’m going to wear in my wedding. Jas placed a white rose on my pocket which has a similar pattern to Ayla’s dress.
In a few minutes I ca out and saw her coming toward holding her brother’s hand which was mainly supposed to be done by father but we got to know his health is not in good condition so Jace replaced him.
The more I see her walking toward the more my heart beats louder than usual. Just how long it has been since I have waited for this day to co and now when it is happening, I can’t help but lose in her beauty.
"Aaron"
"Aaron"
"Huh!"
"Hold her hand", Jas snapped out of my thoughts and I held her hand and brought her near .
We did our vow to love each other unconditionally until death do us apart.
"I love you."
I said and kissed her lips. She did as well.
I could die for this mont I swear.
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