Ayla POV
I knew it. I knew I was going to fall still. My stubbornness made stand in this place while I was carrying Ayla with too. What would have happened if I really would have fallen? What would have happened if sothing happened to Ayla? Will I ever forgive myself? No, but I just couldn’t make my mind process seeing him claiming my daughter as his.
No matter what happened she is only my daughter.
I could never hand her over to him.
But I again collapsed as I climbed over stairs and landed in his lap which I was ignoring for so long. I don’t even have the strength to get up and walk on my own. My feet were trembling making unable to walk let alone get up and leave.
My eyes were half closed but still, so darkness covered my eyes making unable to see anything.
That was a calm ti for but I can hear Ayla’s cry. She is telling to get up so that we can leave this place which hurt so freaking much. I too want to leave this place but how could I even say I’m so freaking weak for myself? I keep on thinking about Kylie and Jennifer. With them, I am never ever able to think or worry about anything but this situation is going out of my way.
Minutes passed while my breathing finally went faster and I thought I could finally get up but when I opened my eyes I find as if I was still standing in front of the old man and the woman I saw five years ago.
"Ayla, you ok?" Jace asked while Ayla kept on holding my waist.
My eyes keep on staring at the three of them who ruined my life.
Jas, Aaron and that woman. I could never ever forgive them.
"Ayla, let’s go to my room", I said while carrying her but that woman held my wrist.
"Baby, you go play with Josh I’m coming in a minute ok?"
"Ok, mom. Co quickly. Josh, co with ", Ayla took Josh away while I turned toward them.
"Who the hell gives the right to touch ?" I have been avoiding speaking like this but things are not letting stay in peace but raise my voice and beco cold.
"Ay-
"Who said you could take my na?" I said again.
"But, you are misunderstanding ...
She again tried to extend her hand toward but I took my step backwards.
"Misunderstanding? What misunderstanding? Did I even know you to misunderstood?"
"Ayla, please-
"Didn’t I say not to take my na? Don’t you feel bad taking an unknown person’s na when you are not even acquainted with them? Don’t you feel bad when I say I don’t like soone I don’t know taking my na?"
I know I’m saying harsh words but I’m not embarrassed doing so.
"But-
"What?"
"You know I should be the one asking you."
"Who are you? And why are you in my ho? Did soone invite you or did you just co on your own like an uninvited guest?"
"Ayla!!" It was Jas.
"Who talked to people this way?"
"And who are you to raise your voice against ?" I glared at him, making him flinch. Gosh, I never know if he will flinch when I raise my voice.
"And why are you here?"
"Jace, how could you let your ex-friend enter this place? Did you forget why I left my house? Or you want to leave again even though even if you don’t stop I will leave this place eventually", I said while Jace sided with .
"Dad, I told you not to let any of them enter this place? They only know how to ruin our freaking lives. Do you really want to see her leave us again? Do you really want to see her die again?"
Jace said like too but Keeny seems out of the place.
She seems unaware of lots of things about .
"Didn’t you see the first ti this guy entered this place how Ayla died? Didn’t you see how she was bleeding making all of us freak out? Then why are you doing this? Didn’t you see the last ti Jas ca when Ayla left ho? Or you forgot everything?"
Jace still didn’t forget lots of things.
"No, I’m not going anywhere. I’m staying here with my daughter and Ayla", Aaron said, making lose my mind.
"Daughter? Who the hell is your daughter?" I asked.
"Ayla, don’t say this to ...", he sounds pitiful but I don’t want to take his pity. Let him be the victim.
"Like that? Like what?"
"Ayla, I know you are angry with but I wanted to be our daughter", he said while taking his step toward .
"She is my daughter. Can’t you hear ? She is only mine. Because I was the only one with her when she was growing inside , not you, you freaking asshole."
"I didn’t forget a single thing I went through. Nor do I want to forget those things. Those pain I felt was not imaginary but those were so real as if I could die."
"The mont I drove the car myself when I wasn’t even sure if I was able to pull it up or not was still the mont I knew about Ayla I ran to you. I dilated your number thousands of tis like a crazy maniac but no one received it. In the end, I ended up at your place seeing you with soone embracing so lovingly calling their na.
And you ca here to claim my daughter? Ha, what a funny joke!!!"
"That wasn’t what you saw", he said.
"Ha ha really.. of course, it wasn’t .. because after that I ca to et your so-called first love whom you have been finding for a long ti. Because you got her so that was a morable reunion I can see. Anyone would be happy to see that, unlike soone who lied to saying he fell in love with with a contracted relationship.
He said he had feelings for both and the first love so I thought I had the chance and realised I may be the one you are trying to search for but it was all my delusion which I got woken up from so soon."
"Ayla!!!"
"You were my first love and I still love you so freaking much you dammit", Aaron said.
"Ha ha really? Then who was that one who was looking away from when I was getting slapped by Freya? Who was the one who looked away from as if I didn’t exist when her nails kept on piercing through my skin making beg for my death? Who was that?" As I said the place becos pin drop silence.
"Hhhoww did you?"
"How did I? Did I make a mistake rembering that mory?"
"" Ayla, it’s not-
"What it’s not... Did you not see when Freya was killing with her abuse? I ain’t an ant able to be visible in your eyes right? Or do you have another excuse to hide this?"
Again silent.
"You know what till now I thought Ayla won’t like a weak mother so she may end up choosing you over but I was wrong because she can never be a coward like you. She knows how to spell it out of her worries . And she will never lie."
I wanted to say this for so freaking long.
"Ayla, listen to !!!" It was that woman.
"We don’t have any relation So why are you here at this place or you want to be my daughter’s stepmom?"
"Iii doonn’t"
"Or you want to modify soone nad Ayla because she and I have the sa na?"
"You are misunderstanding", she said again.
"Why the heck are you repeating misunderstanding, misunderstanding all over again and again? Why? What did I misunderstand? Ha.. did I misunderstand how the entire world knew you and Mr. King were going to marry or what I saw that day was wrong. Or what I heard that day was wrong?
Or did you co here to remind of my suffering, my pain, my angstrom, my painful nights or being an unmarried mom? Ha what do you want to remind you of?"
"If you are done with the conversation, leave . I don’t want your shadow to fall upon my child or it will be cursed ."
I said and walked toward the room where Ayla and Josh were playing.
I could still feel their presence behind but that’s nothing. I don’t know how long I have to suffer from this but I will never let go of my child. I will never.
"Mom, have you done talking with those strangers?" She asked.
"Yeah baby, let’s play!! You like to hide and seek right?" I asked.
"But we need to go out of this room to play right?"
"Yeah it’s ok . Let them see why would we stop having fun for them?" I said.
"Yes yes let’s do it", she said with a giggling face.
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