"Did you lie to ?" I asked while I was looking at Chloe.
She stayed silent.
"Chloe, I’m asking you sothing", I asked again.
"Yeah yeah I did." she agreed.
"The first ti I ca to find you and after taking care of you entirely I ca downstairs and I saw a woman standing there", she said while I was barely in control.
"She was crying."
I clenched my fist.
"When I asked your grandfather he said she was pestering you so I didn’t bother on this topic and he even told not to inform you about this so I lied."
"What more you guys talked about?"
"Where were you when she ca to see ?"
"Did she see you with ?"
I continuously asked questions.
"I.....
"Tell good damn it!!!"
"I was in your room when she ca to see you."
"She saw coming out of your room."
"I don’t know where she was when I was hugging you when you have no shirt but yeah that is....
She stopped.
She saw with Chloe.
She must have seen her hugging too.
She must have been broken because of my carelessness.
I should have been aware that she told to let’s et tomorrow.
I should have been aware she loves to the point she will be broke.
"What have you talked about grandfather?" I looked at her and asked again.
"I agreed with what she said", she hesitated.
"What do you an you agreed with what he said?" I asked.
"He asked if I wanted to be with you?" she said.
"As my friend?" I asked.
"No as your wife", as she said I felt a sudden urge to hold her neck and throw her with all the strength I have.
I got up from the floor and was about to leave when she tried to hold .
"Leave!!"
I glared.
"No, grandfather will be worried", she said.
"I said leave!!!" This ti my voice was extrely loud.
"Can’t you hear !!!!"
"Have you lost your freaking ability to hear??"
"Why are you ruining my life?"
"I only have one and I’m barely holding on to it so that she won’t leave again."
"Do you even have any idea how happy I was when I ca to know she was the one I was searching for years like a maniac?"
"Do you have any idea how much I wanted to hold on to her when I ca to know the one I took as a substitute and ended up falling for is none other than my Ayla, my first love?"
"Or do you not want to understand and die to get revenge for Jas ruining my life?"
"Aaron, I didn’t an. I didn’t know about this", she said,
"You don’t know? So what? You still planned to be with even though you know you will never love and it will always be him so what’s the point? Are you trying to toy with my whole life the way he once did?"
"If yes then what’s the difference between you two?"
"Huh!!"
"You are blaming him your entire life and now what you have beco? A saint? I don’t think so." I kept on glaring at her.
"I will never forgive you for this."
"You have ruined my entire life."
"And now I truly will bla you for the rest of life and remind you of how you snatched my love from ."
I walked from the place.
I didn’t turn and looked at her once.
She deserves this.
The first ti I saw her I thought she was innocent. She didn’t know any charm but she was completely different from my thoughts. Now when both are scheming why bla each other? Both want to ruin others’ lives.
I’m not blaming Jas for my father’s action but I don’t like him as well as how he hid the fact Ayla was the one.
I completely forgot to ask about this and before I could ask he ended up in hospital.
But the thought of him teasing all these days knowing about her still makes crazy. How could he do this to drive to the edge of my patience?
I drove the car in a hurry but then I realised I don’t know where I should go.
Should I go ho?
No, this ti what grandfather did is unforgivable.
I can’t.
I don’t even want to see his face.
I decided I will return to the place where my mom once used to live.
I drove the car toward the airport but all of a sudden a few cars stopped .
I ca out and looked when I saw grandfather and Chloe coming out of the car.
"Ha, I never know you will go to this extent", I said.
"And I didn’t know too you will go to this extent for that girl", as he said I rembered how she must have cried when she saw Chloe coming out of the room.
"I will go to every extent for her so never try to stop ", I said and about to go toward my car he called for .
"Won’t you like to see your mother’s letters before her death?" he said, making laugh instead.
"Do you think I didn’t know about them?"
"What do you an?"
"I went to your study many tis while you were away and I found them in your drawer but I never ntioned it because I didn’t want you to be sad thinking about them but I didn’t know you would use them on ?"
"Have you finally lost?"
"Or going out of your control making you insane?"
"Aaron!!!!"
"Yes, it’s Aaron."
"I don’t know why I agreed to change my na and be like Xenon but I know I made a huge mistake."
"If I would have lived as Aaron then she could have found easily."
"I heard she found like crazy at college one day and she even gave money to find my file but she got none just because I changed my na. You know how it is making feel when I know this now?"
"No Aaron!! You are only running after an illusion. Didn’t you see how she chooses Jas over you when you ca to first?"
"Yeah I know and you don’t know that the girl standing beside you choose Jas as well."
He looked at her.
"Don’t need to get mad at her as I don’t freaking love her or anything but I hate the fact she is with to get revenge from Jas", I said and finally drove the car.
"Please tell your people to leave my way or you may keep but you can never move the way you want", I said while they cleared my way.
I have no idea why I am returning.
Am I going to see Jas or just lose my way to doing anything?
I don’t know but I can only imagine her crying face.
Did she cry just the way she cried when we first t?
Did she cry like the day Jace accepted Ayla’s bully and I took her in my arms?
I don’t know.
My head is spinning.
A day later
I’m standing outside of my ho. I can’t say this is my ho but this place sure is mom’s ho.
I rang the calling bell while instantly soone ca and opened the door.
She looked shocked but she didn’t say anything.
As I entered, many looked at from head to toe but I didn’t say anything, not ask but walked toward my room.
"Young master", as I heard my feet stop.
"You ca?" the butler said.
"I’m not a young master."
"I’m only my mother’s son, nothing else", I said and walked.
No one asked anything afterwards, and then I entered my room and threw my things in a corner.
The room was cleaner than I expected as if soone was taking care of it while I was away for years.
I can’t say if it is my illusion or if it is clean in reality but who cares I need to sleep. My legs still aching a lot.
"Ahh, my precious bed. I missed you a lot", I said while hugging my body pillow.
I slept like a log.
Ti passed fast but I didn’t wake up. I don’t know if anyone ca to call or not but this was the longest sleep I ever got.
When I woke up from my sleep I looked outside of the window when it was already dark. The stars are shining.
Ah, I missed them so freaking much.
Knock knock
"Co in!!" I said but didn’t see who ca.
"Aaron, is it you?"
It was Jas.
I turned toward him and smiled.
"Yeah, it is ."
"I’m not imagining right?" he asked again.
I walked toward him and hugged him. I know it’s unlike but when I hugged him he flinched but held back.
"I’m real."
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