I snapped out of my flashback when I found myself laying on the bed. But my luggage had already arrived in my room but I couldn’t find Ayla anywhere.
"Where did she go?" I said and tried to call out to her.
I ca out of my room and started calling her na even louder when I found myself standing at the top of the stairs where I could see everything from up. My feet started trembling.
"No, no, this many stairs is nothing."
"I need to hold on and follow the stairs downstairs", I said and started moving forward but at the third stair my leg gave up. I felt as if I missed a place where I needed to place my feet.
I think this is the last ti I ever ca downstairs as this is giving flashbacks of the last ti when I was so near to death.
"Ayla"
"I got you"
I don’t know who holds but I’m sure I’m saved.
He was holding from behind but suddenly he carried down and made sit on the couch while I was still trying to breathe.
He checked my body temperature which made look up, making realise it was Jace.
"What is happening to you?" he asked.
He sounds worried but I still couldn’t speak as I needed ti to get a hold of myself.
"Ok you calm down first", he said while I took my shoulder as a resting space.
I didn’t sleep but gained my energy when I felt another presence which was my dad.
"What happened to her again?" dad asked.
"She will tell. Let her gain so energy", he said while I was trying to breathe nonstop as if I stop now I will die.
Minutes passed while I was reviving myself.
***
"Ayla, you ok?" As I opened my eyes I found dad just sitting in front of .
I nodded.
But I know they have lots of questions which I can answer but still I want to. I want to share everything without misunderstanding anything. I know what my brother did was a misunderstanding made by Freya and Yona because I have tons of happy mories with him that anyone can replace.
"Ask anything I will answer", I said while Jace asked, "Why did you keep on falling? Is there anything wrong with you? Should I get a doctor?"
He asked but his hand was on my forehead all this ti.
"I’m ok but I’m not ok also", I said.
"What do you an?"
"You rember I lost my mory when I was in my teens?" I asked.
"Yeah, we do so? Do you still get a glimpse of how you used to?" dad asked.
"Dad those glimpses never stopped coming but I was only avoiding them till the day when I left the ho again 5 years ago when I was pregnant with my Ayla", I said.
"Is it affecting her?" Jace sounds concerned.
Of course, he has beco so freaking mature that I could barely recognise how Mrs White used to prepare him for school.
Oh, wait a minute! Where is she? I didn’t see her from the mont I ca. No one even ntioned her. Am I missing sothing? Probably not. Still what’s happening?
"Tell , Baby, is it affecting her?" Dad asked again.
"No dad, it is not affecting her. It’s just...
I stopped again.
"I regained my mory", I said.
I noticed how Jace looked away from while dad kept on showing his sorrowful expression which I saw when I was bleeding and looking at him as well as telling him, "Thanks for giving birth."
I know they didn’t give birth but still, I’m glad I said as I don’t think anyone who is not blood-related may take care of better than dad did.
"How?"
"Huh!"
"How did you rember?"
"I contacted Dan and he said it’s a very low chance for you to gain those painful mories then how? Are you hiding sothing from ?" Dad asked and yeah I could have told him when I was in contact with him for the last 5 years but I didn’t but waited for this mont.
"Dad"
"Yes, tell ...
"You rember my bully?"
I noticed Jace clenched his fist.
"Yeah, that girl?"
"Yes, the girl from my class nad Freya", I said.
Brother was not even looking at him as if still rembered the day very clearly unlike who once forgot about that ti and now when I suddenly rember I still have a vague mory of the situation.
"Ayla, speak!!" Dad again asked.
"So when I left ho that day I went to my friend’s place so on the way when we were resting and I was roaming beside the road but that road is actually above a mountain which is completely empty and scary when you look up from the road."
"So, what’s next?" he asked.
"So that’s where I t her and she pushed off the road and accused of what happened years ago."
"She told I ruined her life."
"She told how she lost her entire life in the detention centre."
"She told how she lost the one she loved ."
"She accused again that if it weren’t for she would have still been with Jace living happily but I ruined it so she wanted dead."
"She told how she was following for years but now she finally got the chance to kill when no one could find even a single bone of as that road was placed so high and if I were to fall from there then I wouldn’t be alive."
"Seeing her like this made rember the day I had gone through in school. It was painful seeing myself getting hit by her when no one was helping . When her nail kept on piercing through my skin I felt the pain again which I couldn’t even describe."
Everyone was silent hearing .
"So this is where I had the best of height."
"Whenever I stand over soplace and look down, my body doesn’t even help but laugh at ."
"This is so refreshing and painful. After giving birth to her my body has beco so weak that even today Josh and Ayla made fall. But that is not my worry but I worry that Ayla starts to hate when she likes all strong people. What should I do?"
I was saying but I forgot Jace hasn’t said anything for a while now.
"Jace?"
"I’m going to my room", he was about to leave. I held his hand and made him sit beside .
"What are you doing?" His voice was a bit loud.
"Nothing just stopping you so that you will not run away anymore", I smiled.
"What do you an by I’m running away?" he asked.
"Now what you are doing is called running away."
"What?"
He is even more confused than before. Ha ha, it’s hell funny.
"Brother, I never blad you", I said while his eyes widened for a second.
"I’m telling you again that I never hated you nor blad you for a second but I did feel inferiority which you know the reason but believe what happened then was not your fault but if I were strong enough I could have stopped things from happening which I failed to do."
I kept on saying.
"Ayla", his voice was gentle.
"Yeah yeah don’t be so emotional", I teased him.
"You little best who see you teasing ha", he started tickling while dad said, "You don’t need to go to the upper floor rooms but we still have rooms empty on the ground floor so stay there."
"But, isn’t Mrs White staying in the ground floor room?" As I said, all beca silent.
"Yeah, she is but...
"But-
"She doesn’t usually co out of her room but stays inside and Keeny takes her food to her room and she does all the things inside so you don’t need to bother with this", Dad said but sothing feels off.
"But-
I was about to ask but Ayla stopped .
"Mom, you woke up?" she was holding my waist tightly while Josh ran after her holding his toy and now pointing at her.
"Yeah baby I woke up", I said, kissing her forehead.
"You don’t seem mad at little Ayla right?" she started snuggling on reminding of a certain soone.
"You will co back to right?" Aaron said snuggling on my chest.
"Mom"
"Ayla"
"Mom"
"Ayla"
"You are not mad right?"
"Ayla, you are not mad right?"
I can’t believe they have so many similarities.
I thought their faces only matched but they even talk so much alike.
"Mom?"
"Yeah baby, I’m not mad. I was only three so I was resting. You tell , did you have fun with Josh?"
"Fun? With this kid? This kid is an idiot", I don’t think I can show any expression seeing her telling like this.
I can see how this little brat is going to keep him under.
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