Ayla ca out of nowhere and pulled toward a corner. I actually have no thoughts that she will co to after that day but why is she here? Why did she behave like the way she did with the day I laid my eyes on her for the first ti?
She looked angry as well as badass at that ti just like today how she told if I lose this chance she won’t return even if I beg so I can never miss this precious chance of mine.
"Where are you taking ?" I asked as she didn’t even stop.
"To a private place?" she said with a straight face.
"Private place?" I asked.
"Yes to my ho", she said but as I was processing my mind she already pushed inside a cab and told the driver to drive to her place. But there was sothing wrong with the place address.
"It isn’t your place right?" I asked again.
"It is my place and you will know when we reach", she said but she didn’t utter a single word.
I have no idea where she is taking . I have no idea what is going on in her head but so tingling sensation made touch her finger when her eyes finally looked at .
"What?" Her voice sounds as strict as her eyes, which made disappointed.
I wanted to ask why you are being so cold to today. I wanted to ask why are you not looking at the way you did before but then so thoughts entered my mind which kept on telling aren’t you the one who pushed her away? Then why see you asking those questions?
What if she is taking you to break up properly?
Yeah, maybe she is while Aaron is being so dumb just like his childhood self did for waiting for Ayla.
"Ayla, is it what I’m thinking?" I started panicking as I asked.
"What are you talking about?" she asked.
"I know why you want to take to a private place and if that is true then I’m not going," I said.
"Driver, please stop the cab here", I shouted while the driver screeched the can in the middle of the way letting co out. I can see she ca out as well when I started walking out of the place.
"Xen, wait!!"
"Stop making angry!!!" She sure sounds strict as a teacher.
"No, I’m not stopping and I’m not making you angry as well so stop there because I don’t want to go to a place where you are going to put an end to all things", I was saying standing far away from her.
"Look Xen, I don’t know what is going on in your mind but we need a place to talk and it’s not this place."
"I need a calm and private place", she said.
She tried to say sothing again when said, "Why private place? Why? It’s not like you want to have sex with again?" I didn’t realise how loud my voice was but thank God the driver didn’t hear as the glasses were covered as well as the doors. No other vehicles were coming too but Ayla stayed silent for long.
I have no idea if my words made her even angrier or what but I don’t want to hear her saying "Let’s separate ways"
I would never want that.
"I don’t want to leave you", I said it at last but at the sa ti she said, "Yeah I do want to have sex with you."
She was looking down. Her facial expression was not visible to but I felt as if I heard sothing wrong.
"What?"
"What?"
We both shouted.
"What did you say?" she asked.
"That’s what I need to ask. What did you say just now?" I asked.
"Xen, this is sothing I asked first so say what you said", she again returned to her strict mode.
"Ladies first so you will say"l kept on pestering her when she ca toward , breaking the gap between us.
"I asked what you just said or I will make you impotent for the rest of your life", I gulped as she said.
I took my step backwards involuntarily.
"Don’t you dare", I said.
"I will if you don’t say what you just said", she smirked and waited for to speak.
I took a long breath and said, "I don’t want to break up with you."
Yeah, I said it. Gosh, I never felt this la in my entire life. This is the first ti when I’m begging soone to be with . I’m not ashad but I don’t want her to think I’m uncool. I’m not the way I look but how could I say I’m like this just because of her? There is no other reason but her who made go crazy like this.
"Who said I want to break up with you?" she asked Making snap out of my thoughts.
"You don’t want to break up with ?" I asked again.
"Yeah I don’t want to and it is not like you ever put a formal tag in this freaking relation," she mumbled but it was clearly audible to .
"You know what is your freaking issue?" she asked.
I stayed silent.
"You don’t even think twice before you do sothing."
"You are always in a hurry whatever you do just like the ti when you first t and to repay your favour you agreed to my condition to spend the night with ."
"You are already in hurry to repay the favour but you didn’t think what if I beca clingy at the end and beca like the previous girlfriends or sex friends of yours?"
I was only listening to her while she kept on nagging but it was soothing to hear .
"Then the next day when we t at college you brought to your ho to explain the situation and made sign a contract when you too were not sure what if your feelings will turn and you fell for first? You didn’t think but when I try to put a line between us, you begged to be with you ."
"You know what Xen this way you are hurting both of us."
"I know no matter what I told you and no matter what and how we crave to be with each other in the end it will always be like there will be a burden with the first love of ours. And I have the question too: what if you turn your back on if the old Ayla cos back? Huh, can’t I ask the question?" she asked.
Yeah, I did think of this but I am too aware that if the old Ayla returns will she love the way I love her? Will she love and crave for the way this Ayla does?
Will she?
Or what if she has already chosen soone?
I was thinking while I couldn’t hear what Ayla was saying when my eyes fell on soone I knew. He is coming toward Ayla which made my brain stop processing for a while.
What is going on?
"Ayla"
"What are you doing here?"
"Who is this guy?"
"And why are you standing here?"
I beca frozen for a mont.
"Dad, what are you doing here?"
"Didn’t you return ho then why are you here all of sudden?"
"How did you know I’m here?"
They kept on talking right in front of while I didn’t speak a single thing until they realised my existence.
"Xen, sorry for this for now I’m returning to ho so let’s talk tomorrow for sure", she kept on saying while her dad took her ho. I wanted to walk forward and hold her tightly saying, "She is my Ayla."
Yeah, she is the one I loved unconditionally and I loved her again this ti as well. For so long the guilt kept on lingering inside telling what if my Ayla returned and I told her I don’t love her anymore? But it was all my thinking till now because the Ayla who again made fall for was none other than my first love who I lost.
I was in nine clouds the mont I saw Mr White talking with her and she called him dad. I couldn’t understand just how happy I am today. It’s like God has given the result of my long prayers. It’s like my dream ca true.
Gosh, Ayla how co I didn’t know when you were so close to yet so far?
After you left the place I realised just how much I wanted to squeeze those lips of yours and make you cry with pleasure under . My pants have already tightened just thinking about being with my first love.
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