"Jas", her gentle voice woke up.
As soon as I looked outside, I didn’t find her. I massaged my temple thinking about her.
"Chloe", I kept on calling her na as if she was standing right in front of and calling my na with a smile on her face.
I tried to get up from bed but found myself in my morning wood. I can’t believe I’m all hard just hearing her voice in my dream.
I’m sure I’m losing my brain cells at this rate.
I went to the washroom and relieved myself. I moaned calling her na again and again while the entire washroom was echoing my voice calling her. I can imagine her under touching all over just like how we did it last ti.
"I’m going insane!!"
After a while
"Sir, I got what you told ", that person ca with the flower Chloe likes. It was red roses which she likes. I hope she forgives after seeing with these roses.
"Place it here on the table and leave", I told him while I was fixing my tie.
"But I could just drop you wherever you want," he said.
"It is no need", I said in a cold tone while he bowed and left.
I am already done getting ready. I sprayed so perfu for a change.
"I hope she likes it", I talked to myself while looking at the mirror but my heart was making a fuss.
I’m truly behaving like a teenager. I never dressed up like this in my entire life. Even when I was in school, I never changed my appearance nor I sprayed any collagen. But today no matter how I look at myself it feels so new as if I’m not in myself. This self no longer looks like but different until I saw my phone buzzing.
"Best of luck brat", it was from Aaron.
I never knew he would call brat which was once a dream for to hear from him.
"You only like your brother", I rember Chloe saying to .
No, Jas doesn’t think of Aaron. He too doesn’t want you to think about him so don’t. You can’t let it ruin like before. You still can get her back.
I kept mumbling to myself and finally drove my car toward her ho.
I don’t know how I am going to go inside and talk to her parents nor I have any idea how to interact with her parents but I still need to go. I have to go and see her smile or I will fucking lose my self.
It took fifteen minutes as she said last ti but the ice kept on pouring on letting know I forgot to bring my scarf and now I’m freezing.
I got out of the car and stood in front of her ho. I’m not getting the strength to go inside, which made stay there for fifteen minutes until soone ca out and opened the door.
"Who are you here for?" maybe her dad.
"Oh, I’m Jas Lee and I’m here to et with Chloe", I said but my nervousness kept on killing .
"Oh, you can co inside. I will call her", he said but I didn’t budge from the place.
"No, it is ok. I will wait for her to take inside." I tried to be strong but deep inside my palms beca numb already.
"But you will freeze to death. Let wake her up." he said but I again stopped him.
"Let her sleep."
"The baby needs to get proper rest as well as she." I said looking down while they went inside.
They didn’t ask anything else but I waited for hours until I saw her after so long running to to open the door. I don’t know what her parents told her but she looked hell worried and brought inside.
"What the hell are you doing in this cold?"
"Have you lost it?"
She kept on scolding but I rested my head on her shoulder which felt warm to .
"I’m taking him to my room", she said looking at her parents while I could barely see anyone.
I followed her upstairs and she made sleep on her bed which slls exactly like her. Like jasmine but it is so freaking fresh unlike those strong slls which made feel dizzy as hell. I road around in her bed from this corner to that corner until she tucked with a bedsheet but she didn’t know the thing I needed more was her which made pull her closer to and sleep beside .
"What are you doing?" she scolds again.
"Warm", I mumble while resting my head on her shoulder.
I brought her inside the sheets and rubbed her belly which I always wanted to do. It was tough controlling myself from doing what I wanted to do the most.
"Don’t act as if you care", her voice sounds low which assured she is not mad but she is showing her sadness to .
"I do care", I mumble rubbing my nose on her cheek.
"No, you don’t!" she raised her voice but I made her turn to and look into .
"Look at and say you don’t."
"Do I look like I don’t?"
"Tell baby", she flinched as I called her the way I used to call her before.
"Don’t", she slapped my hand.
"What? Don’t? Tell !"
"You know what I’m saying. Don’t need to act", she said while she was frowning but as I rubbed her belly again, she felt calm but that was for a mont until I answered a stupid question of her.
"Why are you here? Didn’t you say we are going to get rid of everything that happened? Then why. Are.you.here?" she asked.
"Didn’t you see what would have happened if I didn’t reach here on ti?" I raised my voice a little bit.
"So what?"
"Chloe, don’t act childish!!" I held her shoulder.
"I’m not. I’m sure you ca here because your so-called brother said so", as she said I kind of shut my mouth.
"So, you really did co because he said so?" she ca closer but I said, "he said but I do want-
I was unable to complete my sentence and she get out of her room and she locked her door as well while I was still outside. But that was only for fifteen minutes until I got a call from her which made run into her room again while she was so sick which made scared.
"Take to doctor", she was basically pleading but I didn’t waste any fucking ti but drove as fast as I can till, she was presented in front of the doctor.
She was in too much pain which I was unable to bear for . I wanted to pat her head and tell her everything will be ok but I’m scared she will push even further which made stop.
"You?" the doctor asked as she ca out from checking on Chloe.
"I’m her partner", I said but I knew that she already told her that I’m dead.
That little brat!!
"But isn’t he?" she asked.
"No, we are basically having argunts which is why she lied about ", I sohow handled the situation but again she handed her reports and said, "I already told her before but let tell you again."
"Her body is fragile and her stress is not lessening." she said.
"What do you an?" I asked.
"I already told her to lessen the amount of stress she is having but I think that led her to almost miscarriage."
I clenched my fist hearing.
"I have no idea what is going on with you two but if you are cozy and happy together then she can deliver her child safely otherwise I can’t say what will happen."
"She can again reach the stage of miscarriage again or she may have complications while giving birth. She may die as well."
Hearing about her death made see dark clouds in front of .
No, she can’t die.
I may sacrifice the child but not her.
"How about abortion?" I suggested even though my palm kept on getting sweaty.
"You really want to?" she asked again.
"I’m not sure but as long as it won’t harm her, I can do anything." I spoke.
She let out a paper and handed it to .
"It is the abortion papers. So, when you decide then co back to ." she said but I’m not sure what I should do.
I don’t want a child who will kill her. But how could I tell this to her? Is she going to hate if she hears I want to kill the child? I’m not sure again.
Chloe, will you forgive if I do this?
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