I have no idea what is going on around but when I open my eyes, I can’t move my hands nor my legs even if I’m not tied with anything. It is so freaking suffocating that I could die.
I looked up toward the ceiling but it seed as if I’m inside an operation theater.
I tried to speak. I tried to speak for so long but it felt as if soone glued my lips together to make unable to speak.
I looked around when I finally saw Liam.
He ca near .
He caressed my head and said, "Don’t worry. I know you too want to get rid of this trash so I will do it really quick. It won’t even hurt. Be a good girl and it will be over."
I resisted. I hate the touch the most.
I want to punch his face. I want to kick his crotch. I want to see him in more fucking pain then I’m in. But I’m not in the position to bargain. It is sothing I never thought would happen to . I want to kill myself before I could see my child’s blood appearance before .
I soon closed my eyes as if they were giving anesthetic. I saw many doctors around but I wasn’t able to do anything but wish he was here. Could he be able to save here? Could he finally accept and my child? I don’t know but I closed my eyes.
After a few hours
I opened my eyes again but I wasn’t in the sa place. I’m in a much darker place. It is all so shiny making feel like I’m out of the hospital. Then was my child? I wandered and touched my stomach but it didn’t feel like I had gone through anything.
I tried to stand up but my legs gave up. I yelped then I heard a foot step running toward . I flinched and closed my eyes as if it had beco one of my traumas which I once forgot.
"Don’t kill my child!!!"
"I will do as you say so please don’t!!!!"
I don’t know why I am saying this but soon a hand caressed again but I pushed and ca to bed without even looking at the face. I’m hell scared. I’m scared that my entire body will keep on freezing. Still there is a sign of my fingertips becoming sweaty.
"Chloe"
"Look at !"
"It is !"
"Jas", he said, making co to my senses.
Yeah, it is his voice but what if it is my head who is playing a ga with ? What if it is Liam all along to make look at him? What if?
"Baby, you are safe", as he said I tried to peek.
"Yeah, can you believe now? It is ." he said and extended his hand as if he asked for a hug but I didn’t do as he wanted but looked away.
"W-what are you doing here?" I asked while my voice kept on breaking.
"Why? You are not happy that I’m here?" he asked. But I ignored his question and get up from bed and tried to walk toward the door.
"I’m leaving", I said. I didn’t even look toward him as if sothing was pulling to look at him but I kept on resisting.
"Chloe, you are leaving after all this?" His voice was gentle. But I forget when was the last ti he spoke to so freaking gentle. Was it when he made love to calling my na all night? Or was it that ti when he asked about the baby for the first ti when he called ? Or is it then when I drugged him so that I could have a baby with him? When?
"Thanks for saving ." I only said this much and I ran outside.
I have no idea how long it has been. But it is morning and I can see the sky. What about mom and dad? Are they worrying about ? They must be.
I tried to stop a cab but he again ended up standing In Front of .
"Get in", he said.
I didn’t want to argue any further so I agreed and got in.
But the entire way we both were so silent. I only set my address on the map while he drove till my ho. It was only fifteen minutes far from here but I feel as if he keeps circling around the street making annoyed on purpose.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Driving", he replied but I don’t know when he beca so genuine.
"Yeah, and you are driving for almost forty-five minutes when my ho is just fifteen minutes away from there", I said.
"Maybe I forgot my way", he scratches his head.
"Yeah, with the map clearly showing the way? Isn’t it?" I said looking at him.
He stayed silent.
"If you can’t understand the way, let know. I can drive fine by myself", I said and tried to walk out of the passenger seat when he stopped .
"You can’t!" his voice was a bit high but not much.
"Why?" I asked.
"It may hurt the child if you keep sitting like this", he looked away again but I don’t know what is cooking inside his head.
"I can manage on my own so don’t think about this much", I insisted but he didn’t let .
We stayed silent for a while, still he didn’t drive nor did he let . My head is becoming a ss. There are so many thoughts lingering in my head but there are zero answers for .
"What are you doing Jas?" I asked.
He didn’t answer.
"Why are you doing this?"
"Is it funny?"
I wasn’t raising my voice nor was my voice calm but there are so many worries showing from the way I’m speaking. My heart is in a ss which is hard to describe.
"No, it is not", he answered.
"Then why?"
"Let go."
"Isn’t it what you wanted?"
"Then why are you trying to stop ?" I looked at him.
"I don’t want to go." he said, making look at him with my shocked expression.
He hit his head on the steering.
"I don’t want to let you go."
"You may call selfish but I don’t want to."
"You may hate but I still can’t let go of you."
I have no idea why he is saying this. Is he drunk or what but now he is acting so freaking weird.
"Jas, go sober."
"Tell how you feel after that." I let myself out of the car but he instantly ca out and stopped .
"I’m not drunk", he said.
"Do I sll like a drunkard?"
"Am I behaving like a drunkard?"
He kept coming closer to . Even his breath started touching my neck, giving a sense of arousing.
"Do I?" he said again while I took my steps back.
"Don’t do this", I said looking away.
"What? What you can’t?" he asked again, coming closer to .
"Jas, you know what I’m saying." I spoke.
"No, I don’t. Tell , what are you thinking? Tell !" he ca forward.
"Don’t act too cocky", I said and I started walking toward my ho but I could feel his feet step behind which sohow made feel happy but anxious as well. So corner of my heart tells him not to follow you but so corner of my heart feels happy giving butterflies in my stomach.
While thinking of all this I reached near my ho and turned to him.
"Now, you can go", I said and entered my ho.
I didn’t see him going but I felt safe coming with him.
As I entered the hall, I saw mom and dad’s gloomy face but as they saw , they run toward .
"Where were you?"
"You know how worried you made ?" Mom kept asking while I couldn’t utter a single word.
Dad asked the sa but I hugged them. ’
"Don’t worry dad I have co back. Sorry for not informing you as I forgot to take my phone."
"I t a friend after a long ti so I forgot the ti. She insists that I stay with her." I kept on hugging them to rest assured.
Finally, they cald and I went to my room. But I didn’t calm myself but again went to the balcony and I find him standing just under the balcony which made my heart beat a skip again and again.
Why? Why is he doing this to ?
Isn’t he the one who told to forget everything? Then why? Why is he driving insane even though I want to forget everything?
You are just an idiot, Jas Lee.
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