CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

“Heartwantstolovebutfearsthefateofbeingleftalone.”-------HeJianIlovedyoumorethananythinginmywholelife.Tothepointthatitbecamepoisonforme.Nowinthislife,Ilovedmyself.Isealedmyheartforyou.Thenwhyareyounotleavingmealone?Whyareyouconstantlypullingmeintoyourlife.?Whydoyoureyeshavesomethingelseotherthandisgustforme?Didyounothateme?Whathaschanged?YouorMe?--------ExcerptAgentlekissfellonherlipsandashiverrandownherspine.“Iloveyou.”Herheartpoundedfiercelyinsideherchest.Thesewords.Oh,howshewishedtoheartheminherlastlife.Shemighthavefaintedfromhappinessifshehadheardthematthattime.Butnow,theydidn’tbringthathappinesstoherheart.Theyonlybroughtfear,confusionandanger,andsomanyquestions.“Howcanyou…”Shewhisperedmoretoherself.Howcanheloveher?Heheardherandstrokedhercheek.Thetouchwassogentlethatitmadeherfeelasifshewasaprecioustreasure.Itmadeherfeelloved.Sheraisedherheadtolookathim.Theusualice-cold-blueeyeswerefilledwithsmilesasheaskedher.“Whycan’tI?”Sheswallowedrealizinghowthoseeyesstillaffectedher,realizinghowweakshewas.Tearssurfacedthroughhereyesandshesawhimpanicking.Hetriedtowipethemgentlyasshewhispered.“Youcan’t……..youjustcan’t.”~*~*~~*~*~MoRoulanspentherwholelifechasingafterthemanshelovedwithherwholeheart.Atthetimeofherdeath,whenshedidn'tseeevenanounceofsorrowinhiseyes,herheartwasfilledwithsorrow.Shewasreborn.Thistimeshevowedtomakedifferentchoicesandchangeherdestiny.Hidingthepastinherheart,thistimeshechoseherfamily.Butwhatwillshedowhenthesamepastisbackpoundingonthedoorsofherheart,readytobreakthewallsshehadsurroundedherheartwith.Willshegiveitachanceorwillshecontinuetohidethosefeelingsinsideherheart?Readontofindoutwhatwins.HerfearorHislove?------------------Warning-ThestoryhassidecoupleswhoarehomosexualandhencehastheLGBTtag.Thestorywillalsoconcentrateonthosecouplesaswellasthemaincouple.Ifyoudon'tliketoreadBLandGLthenpleaseleaveitbutdon'tleavedisgustingcommentsabouthomosexuality.------------