Mo Roulan didn’t even know what she should say or how she should react.
Her mind was filled with the mories of her past life again...where she was pregnant, where she changed herself for her child but in the end she still lost it.
Seeing her blank face, He Jian was worried and said imdiately
"Lanlan, don’t worry. If you don’t want this child, it’s alright. We will abort it."
"No!"
Mo Roulan’s voice was rather fierce when she spoke.
He Jian was startled and imdiately tried to calm her down.
"Lanlan..."
But before he could finish, Mo Roulan started to question him coldly.
"Why are you speaking like that? Do you not want to bear your child? Do you dislike it?"
She was breathing heavily because she suddenly felt very suffocated.
It was the Mo Roulan from past life who was speaking at this mont.
He Jian was confused by her words and the change in her behaviour.
He only thought that she was just shocked by the sudden news and tried to calm her down again.
"It’s not like that Lanlan..."
When Mo Roulan turned her eyes away, He Jian could finally sense her anger. He frowned and then the next mont, he laid down on the bed by her side and pulled her in his arms.
Burying his head in her neck, he told her honestly
"I want this child but I don’t want it if it makes you unhappy in the future. I don’t want you to regret it."
Mo Roulan frowned but she seed to be thinking over what He Jian just said.
She realized that she had overreacted.
A sigh escaped her lips and she closed her eyes but soon a tear slid down her eyes. Her hand went to her stomach.
Her child was there...did she want it?
She of course wanted it.
She couldn’t save him in her past life. That was one of her regrets.
How could she even dream of killing it now!
"I want to give birth to this child."
Mo Roulan’s voice was slightly choked when she said those words.
He Jian was concerned when he sensed this. He couldn’t really read her thoughts at this mont.
It confused him if she wanted to have the child or not because she looked really sad. However, when he suggested abortion she looked more upset.
So he said
"Alright. Rember that you are never alone in this."
Mo Roulan didn’t say anything.
She rely closed her eyes to sleep.
She felt disturbed at this mont because the past life mories continued to flash in her mind.
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He Jian ca out of the room when Mo Roulan was deeply asleep.
He saw his mother, father, and grandfather seated in the living room.
Seeing his mother’s questioning gaze on himself, he said
"She wants to keep the child."
A huge grin graced Grandfather He’s face as soon as he heard these words.
"She is after all a mother."
With the sa grin on his lips, he left the living room.
He Jian also went back to the room.
He Mingzhu sighed as she leaned against the headrest.
When her husband held her hand, she only said
"I will help her in everything then. I am afraid that they are not ready for it yet. I just don’t want that the child would put a gap in their relationship."
"Don’t worry. I will also help."
He Zhuang said softly.
He Mingzhu nodded her head and sighed yet again.
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He Jian didn’t understand why but Mo Roulan beca very silent after the news of the pregnancy.
It made him wonder if the news made her upset. If she was upset then why didn’t she choose abortion?
He was completely confused but he tried his best to be around her, to show that he loved her. He even suggested abortion again but on recieving Mo Roulan’s cold and indifferent reply, he realized that she really wanted the child.
"Then why are you so upset?"
He asked finally.
Mo Roulan fell silent.
Was she upset? No...she was just scared.
"I am afraid whether I will be able to give birth to the child safely or not."
The frown on He Jian’s forehead vanished instantly and he pulled her in his arms as he said firmly
"Don’t worry about that. I will have the best doctor for you. We will also go to the hospital tomorrow to ensure that you are healthy."
Mo Roulan nodded her head.
How could she tell him her fears!
They were hers to deal with because it was only she who knew about them.
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Months passed and Mo Roulan’s baby bump started to show itself.
Mo Roulan ca out of the depressed thoughts she had when she heard the news of her pregnancy.
It was because of the love she received from so many people.
In her last life, she had been alone in this phase.
She had to earn and at the sa ti think of her child’s well-being.
But in this life, she had so many people around her who were yearning for her child’s birth.
It was not only she who loved her child.
He was loved by so many people.
The day she saw the room prepared for the child by Grandfather He in He Mansion, Mo Roulan started crying.
Everyone was startled when she cried but she couldn’t explain herself.
"It is normal during such tis."
He Mingzhu explained as she patted Mo Roulan’s back and tried to provide her so comfort.
But Mo Roulan had another reason behind her tears.
She felt overwheld.
She really wanted this child now because a good life waited for him.
At present, Mo Roulan was in her fifth month.
They were going to the hospital for regular check-up. When the car stopped, He Jian first got out and then walked to the other side. Opening the door for her, he held her hand and helped her out of the car.
His hand always stayed on her waist as they went to the floor where the gynecologist had her office.
"Everything is alright. If it stayed like that, then you might have normal delivery only."
Mo Roulan and He Jian both were relieved to hear from the doctor that everything was alright.
He Jian held the reports in one hand and his one hand was on Mo Roulan’s waist as they walked across the long corridor.
"Did you think of any na?"
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