Synopsis

"Ionlywantyou,Theia.Alwayshavealwayswillandthisshallneverchange.HowcouldIeverwantanotherwhenIpossesstheoneIsolelyexistfor?""Phobos,"Icallhisnamefondlyaneedtohughimandbreatheinhiscalmingscentsurfaces."Idonotwishtotreatyoulikeyouaremadeofglassbecauseyouaren't.YourbodywasmadeformeanditcanhandleeverythingIchoosetogiveit.AndthisIwillproveittoyou.""When?"Iaskbreathlesslyasheultimatelyturnsaroundtomeetmycuriouseyes.Goldenringsoutlinehisiriseshisbeastannouncinghispresenceandtheystandasonebeforeme.Awickedsmilepaintshisfacewithaflashofcaninedisplayedtome.ApromisehegivesthatIwillberuthlesslydevoured."WhenIfuckyousenseless."~~~Afteryearsofexcruciatingloneliness,Phobosapproachedme.Afrighteningbeast,mysoulmatewhoemergedfromwithintheboundsofaruthlessthunderingstorm.ThemaleIyearnedfor.HecaughtmeoffguardandIwasunderthespellhecastthroughhisoceaneyes.AspellIcouldn'tdefeatandthatverymomentIknewIwasintrouble.ThesecondoureyesmetIknewhewouldbringmeendlessheartache.Wewerechildhoodfriends,himandI.PhobosthegentleandplayfuljuvenileIgrewupwithandlookeduptoasapupvanishedandwasreplacedbyacold-heartedbarbarian,heterrifiedmeashekilledmanywithablinkofhiseyes.Noregret,noconcernhisbeastoftenincontrolsurgingforwardconsuminghissenses.Theywereequals.HowcanIconnectwithabeastlikehim?HowcouldImakehimcallmehis?HowcanIlovemychildhoodfriendwhohasbecomeamercilessmonster?