He halts his eyes snapping to mine in an urgency to lock them but I do not et his summoning orbs looking away outward the open terrace. "The tales you heard after you abandoned in my pack when I was eighteen are not true. This is all you need to know."
"I did not forsake you. I was protecting you Drah."
"Whatever you call it. You had always been a cruel male I rely refused to acknowledge it for that was how much I cherished you in my soul. And I reckon you wish to ask about my relationship with your brother." When I turn to face him he gazes away from swallowing apprehensively. Yes he wants to know.
"I suppose you find it arduous to kiss because you envision my lips doing sinful antics with other males including Deimos is it not?" I hold in my breath imploring the goddess hoping it is not true. Hoping there is another reason for it.
A single nod is all he gives and I take in a tremulous breath restraining my cry of tornt. My heart feels too burdenso for to carry.
"Deimos was my protector. He was a true friend. He was a great companion. I saved him after the death of your parents and in return he saved from the hell you recklessly thrust into. I sought solace from him and at tis I would imagine he was you to relieve the anguish of my heart which you prompted. That is all."
I rise up casually from the bed sensing the end of our conversation. He takes a brief step forward his eyes observing each and every movent of mine. The beast is monitoring my intentions whether to tackle or not in the case I chose to flee his advances.
"He hadn't encountered Lumina for a long ti and we had concluded I would be his Luna to bear a little of his weight if he needed it. If you find my acceptance of it immoral than that lies with you. But I do not regret it I would have readily been by his side as a friend for he had no other to look after him not even his brother whom he adored so much."
He inhales deeply as he absorbs the truth he had dismissed. If he had simply trusted or if he had asked before sentencing things might have been different between us.
"I am so sick of this." A muffled whimper parts my wobbling lips as I hastily wipe my tears away that freely run down my cheeks. "We keep running in circles. All this back and forth with you I do not wish to deal with it anymore Phobos. All you have ever done is hurt since I was eighteen. T-This is not how I want my life to go. This is not how I want it to be between us."
"I know. I understand." He nods in agreent shifting towards to hug my being but I move away from him not wanting to be touched. Vocalizing the truth does not an I shall disregard the way I have been treated by him.
"No you do not understand. This necklace you gave when I was ten and I have worn it proudly since then never once taking it off as I promised. This is the type of female I am. How could you even consider I would touch another when all I have ever craved was you? How could you stomp on this way?"
"I am sorry."
"My emotions you like to play with them is that it? You want to remain as an object you can manipulate with ease?"
"No that is not what I want, Theia. Forgive ."
"For what?"
"For not trusting my little freesia. For getting consud by the malicious lies." Clenching my jaw gritting my teeth I stare away from his pleading blues. Why does it feel like he is so happy right now? Like my words have levitated a weight which suffocated him for many years?
"Now that we have addressed the situation as you required there is nothing else to speak about," I murmur clutching the book to my chest roaming around him towards the door. I do not want to be in this room with him any longer.
Phobos is speedy to apprehend my forearm whirling towards his desire only to angle his head and crush his searing lips onto mine. It is not a gentle kiss he gives but a carnivorous forceful one. My eyes broaden with confusion and I fight in his hold pounding my fists brutally against his chest. This is not what I want this mont.
I tear my mouth from his aiming away shaking my head in rebuke of his actions. "No. Stop it Phobo-" He rely grasps my jaw coercing my face to et his so he can gorge my lips savagely once more not allowing to breathe. I can feel the totality of the need he held and his happiness in this one kiss.
He steers towards his bed shoving atop stumbling over with as I writhe beneath him whilst he ravishes my lips like a piece of at he salivated over. His right palm braces tightly around my neck holding in place whilst his left has my limbs secured above my head so he can take what he needs from . Selfish male.
*This bed which once carried two innocent wolves now holds two wicked mates swamped in passion.*
His damp lewd tongue is ramd coarsely into the warmth of my mouth the tip savouring my every nook and corner a flavour he morizes with all his senses. He groans with an intense gratification as though he has ultimately drunk a potion of salvation which I only could give him.
"My Theia." He states into my mouth his fingers squeezing my cheeks as he positions to take more of his monstrous relentless tongue which only seeks to travel deeper.
Fangs elongate to my inner storm of his antics to sink into his organ as he alarms and promptly releases . I bare my teeth at him a resonating snarl ejecting from my chest.
He does not pay heed to nonchalantly wiping the blood that drips out his mouth with a slight teasing smirk. My hand is instantly boosted to slap him back into reality but he predicts my subsequent action before I could do so only to grab my advancing hand and draw it to his mouth to plant a kiss on my pulse as though urging to calm and wait.
Rummaging through his pocket he extracts a pearl bead ring as he pries my hand closer to his face. Removing the green ring Deimos gifted tossing it on the bed he slips his own onto my slender finger in replacent. "I made it for you. Moira was guiding on how to make it during the last two months every evening before dinner." He smiles down at scrutinising my hand checking to see if it is a perfect fit. Is this why he contributed so much of his ti to her the past weeks? To make this ring?
"How do you know my size?"
"I asured you whilst you slept." This male never misses to astonish .
"This does not change anything. This does not change how you doubted my virtue."
"I know. I shall earn your forgiveness with ti."
I look down at my hand the ring is so gorgeous and the fact that he made it for makes my heart feel so full. It makes feel as though I am important in his life that I am valued though he never openly acts like it but he silences my storm with these sweet gestures of his.
"You are mine Drah." He declares his knuckles affectionately skimming against my cheekbone as his blues plunge into mine blending our souls into one.
"I have always been yours, you dull-witted beast," I claim with a reprimanding punch to his chest hoping the stupid male has learnt his lesson.
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