I Became A Side Character Fated To Suffer

“You’reamonster…”shewhispered,staringatthefadingradiantbarrierbreakingapartinthesky.“Probably,”Iagreed.“Doyouknowwhatyou’vedone?!”Hervoicesuddenlybrokeapart.“Billionswilldie!”shescreamed.“BillionsofpeoplewillsufferbecauseyouremovedtherestrictionthatkeptChaosaway!”“Iknow,”Isaidflatly.Shestaredatmeindisbelief.“Andyoufeelnothing?”Ithoughtaboutitforamoment.ThenIshrugged.“Iwouldn’tsayIfeelnothing.”Hereyeswidened.“Thenwhatdoyoufeel?”Ilookedupatthesky.Theauthorityofthegodswascollapsing.“Satisfaction!”“Whaattt!”Asmileslowlyspreadacrossmyfaceseeingherreaction.“Ifuckingloveit,”Isaidsoftly.“Watchingyouloftygodsgetyourassescookedfortreatingusmortalsasidiots.”………………..Haa…Life.Isn'titstrange?Itisalwaysfullofsurprises,andalwaysbringingunexpectedeventsatthemostunexpectedtimes.Thegiftslifegavemewereenoughtomakemecry,yetInevertrulyknewwhetherthosetearswerefromhappinessorsadness.Maybetheywerebothormaybeneither.Reincarnation.Isekai.Yes,Ibecameoneofthoseso-calledheavenlyblessedones.IamNoelDeNova.SonoftheGrandDukeandoneofthestrongestpersonsintheworld.SoIshouldhavebeenlivingaverygoodandhappylife,right?However...Mysticless.Manaless.Talentless.Anduseless...That'swhatIam.Still,IbelievedthateverythingwouldchangewhenIwouldawakenmycheatandslapeveryonefacebutdaysofwaitingturnedfruitless,makingmeajoketothewholeworld.BlacksheepofNova...That'swhyIwascalled.Andifthiswasn'tenough,18yearsaftercomingtothisworldIfoundthatthereasonbehindallthisisbecauseIwasdesignedlikethat.Yes,designed...Acannonfoddercharacterwhoisdesignedtosufferbythedeveloper,andontopofthattherearemanyreincarnatedindividualsand…Allofthemwerebornwithgoldenfingersexceptme.Damnyouall…TherewerebillionsofpeopleyetIamonlydesignedasuselesstosuffer.Youallcangotohell.Andthescript..“Fuckyouandyourdamnedscript.”Andasforthepersonwhoisresponsibleforallthisshit….Itdoesn'tmatterifyouareagodorsomeworld-shatteringdisaster-levelbeing,justdon'tletmefindyou,orelseIamgonnaenjoyshatteringyoupiecebypiece.AndIswearit.