Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 150: Angel or Devil? Scalpel pt 1

150

Yujun’s POV

I rub my hand over my belly as I feel a sharp ache.

A groan slips past my lips from the pain, I really should be careful, I need Chan to return as quickly as possible.

He’s the one I need, especially his expertise for my pup’s health

"I should just get so rest" I mutter under my breath before turning around to go back in the direction I ca from.

I return to my room, and lie down to try and take a nap, but sohow, I can’t take what I read out of my mind.

Random words keep flashing through my mind, bring headaches and pains, it feels like there’s a war going on inside my head.

My head vs my oga. Logic vs instinct. Sothing seriously is wrong.

The parallels between and that lady I searched for feel eerily similar to .

Our nas are very similar, Cho and Choi, Yujin and Yujun.

Our looks are almost similar, the sa white hair, brown hair and bunny like facial feature.

Our secondary genders are the sa, we are both ogas.

Our social status are almost the sa, we children of popular leaders, the representative faces of our individual families.

The more I think on it, the more wrong it feels, but I cannot for the life of figure out what exactly is wrong.

Why were they talking about a Cho Yujin and comparing her to , I grab my head as I feel a sharp pain that makes double over.

"Ughh" I groan as flash of Chan sitting on a hospital bed cos to .

The image looks so vivid, but I don’t rember being in that position, blinking twice and heaving heavily, I shake my head to dispel it.

"I’m getting paranoid" I groan as I get out of the bed.

Maybe I really do need to get that tea that Gawon offered and also get the aning of the note she wrote to , but first I need to find her.

Where could the so-called repenting be taking place? New questions keep coming up with every single day I spend in this place.

It’s evening and the sun is starting to sink in the sky as I leave the room again.

Sothing tells I have gotten the answers I am looking for but I don’t rember and can’t think of when.

I take a few steps out of the room and down the hall before pausing in front of the door...the room Chan and I t during his rut.

The day I brought from my family ho to this place.

Carefully and curiously, I push open the door and walk in, I don’t know what I’m looking for but I know there’s sothing I need to see in here.

The room slls of paper and ink, a unique sll in a digital world.

There is a wide shelf, a make shift library that’s lined with jotters and as I approach, the voice in my head that keeps telling to be good gets louder.

The voices hurt and I wince as I get closer.

I pick one of the oldest book and opened the middle, there’s a scalpel in it with dried blood.

9/2

They wont stop hurting .

They said I have to get the surgery done but I don’t want to.

"I am just a hurt man..."

Mom and dad are an, they said I should stay out of the clan eting.

Don’t they realize? They need , I’m the strongest Kang.

"I am just a hurt man..."

They are fighting too much, I wish they’ll let .

I practiced it on a maid today, I told her to give ice cream and she did it.

I like it.

"I am just a hurt man" the voice roars and I fall to the floor, the scalpel falls out of the book with a clang and I groan.

"Is soone there?" soone asks from outside the door and I hear footsteps running around.

"Yah! That stupid oga ran away" a female voice screams, they don’t know I’m here, I slap my hand over my mouth to stay quiet with my heart pounding.

On the floor, I turn the page again, needing to know what exactly I’m reading.

"Find him" another person says.

"Oh shit, how did the Lord’s alpha voice fail on him?" the desperate question makes open my eyes wide.

Fucking Chan used the alpha voice on ? How dare he?

They run past the room and I pull myself up to keep reading, since he used that voice on ...I need to know now more than ever exactly what I missed.

9/5

They told to stay back again.

They don’t want at the event, other kids got to go.

They said I’m too dangerous. I will show them.

This isn’t a child that’s neglected...this is a child that is truly dangerous, a child that needed to be contained before he caused danger.

9/8

Mom got a new ball and dad wants to play with but I don’t want it.

I want to make Hyunji play with again like last ti.

No one says no but mom and dad.

The page I am on has blood stains and it scares , sothing already tells the next page will be sothing terrifying.

I feel myself gag as I flip the page and read it...

9/9

It’s interesting.

I told dad to teach how to perform surgery on mom.

He opened her chest and gave her heart, I like how it pumped so I told dad to lie down too.

His heart too pumped like mom’s but it wasn’t as interesting.

I turn to the side and retch with my hand over my mouth, every detail...every line tells one thing.

He’s the angel I should fear.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

I hear the three successive knocks and my body locks in place as horror fills my body.

I sll ocean...he’s here.