Chapter 440: Whatever you want
to do
Beau
Lanis will be the death of .
Even when I am trying to stay strong and resist him, he always wins.
He thought I wasn’t attracted to him because of the pregnancy, because of his stomach and how big it has gotten. I look at him and nothing has changed. My dick, my body, and my heart still respond to him the sa way it always had but I bla myself.
I made him get into his head.
I noticed that he wasn’t being himself around , I noticed that he didn’t want to change in front of , he didn’t want to have showers or baths together anymore but I just thought he was in so much pain, I just assud he needed so space to get used to the pregnancy.
I have been walking on eggshells around him because of this pregnancy. I wish I could do more to help him and I don’t want to be the cause of any harm to him. Sex with Lanis is always magic. I have thought about it all week, I wake up and see him next to
sleeping and I want to wake him up with my dick in his ass. I want to fuck him when he is awake when he is in the shower. I want to do all the things we always used to do but I have to be mature, I have had to have self-control and now, the one thing I thought I was doing right was so wrong.
I have been obsessing over him, I can’t stop thinking about him and in turn, I made him feel insecure and unattractive.
"More,’’ he moans into my lips. His eyes are closed as I lay my hand on the back of his neck and hold him close to .
The sll of the air is nothing like I rember it being. It is a sweeter sll, a sll that makes
think of him in a way that I haven’t for a week. I put him on the bed and his belly protrudes, my babies are inside him. I am so in my head right now because I don’t know how to do this. I look at him because I don’t want to hurt our babies.
I am so deep in my head that I don’t hear him say my na again until he puts his hand on my cheek and shakes
from my thoughts.
"I know you’re having doubts Beau but I’m fine. I want this with you. I want to be one with you. You are not going to hurt them,’’ he breathes out, lying down on his side.
I take my pants off and get under the covers. I don’t know what to do with my hands as I lay next to the man I have been thinking about all week. He has been on my mind so much that I am having a hard ti focusing. He takes my hand and puts it on his dick. "My body wants this, don’t fight it,’’ he shows
and I feel him, my heart racing.
I move my hand down to his belly and he stops . "Beau, don’t. We’re not going to do anything that will put them in danger,’’ he says, his way of telling
not to worry about anything and I trust him. I completely trust him with my whole heart.
I pull my hand away and place it at his side, kissing his neck as I trail all the way to his most sensitive spot. The part of him that aches for . It starts with one finger; I know I have to be gentle and that is what I do as I push into him slowly. He arches his back into
as I slide another finger into him. Getting his body used to my touch. it has been too long; I have missed this so much.
"Tell
if it hurts,’’ I breathe out heavily as he nods and pushes his hips against my hand. "I know you won’t hurt them. I trust you,’’ he tells
and I smile as I open my eyes and look at his face.
I keep pushing into him as he moans against , I give him the pleasure that he wants but it is not enough. He needs
inside him and I want to be inside him.
"More,’’ he cries against my touch. I push in another finger and he bucks his hips, pushing against . I smile as I smile and know it is ti. I pull my fingers out of him and he whines at the loss. I want to give him what he wants so bad but I also want to make sure that he is ready for . "You’re ready, aren’t you?’’ I ask him and he nods.
Lanis is staring at , his eyes locked on mine as he pulls my face to his and kisses . The kiss is deep and passionate as he holds my face in his hands. I can feel the heat radiating off of him as I kiss him. He is so warm and it is not just his body. He is radiating sothing that I can’t describe but I know that I am about to find out.
"Are you ready?’’ I ask him and he nods.
"I want you, Beau,’’ he tells
and I smile. I kiss him again and I feel his arms go around my neck. I pull my hand away from him as I spread his cheeks apart, getting ready for the heaven I am about to enter. The world where it is just
and him. The world I like to escape into.
"Yes," he breathes out heavily as I push into him gently at first. I will not lose myself; I will love him up without endangering our babies.
"More,’’ he claws unto my arms begging, so I give him more.
I will give him everything he asks for.
I want to show him that he ans the world to . I love him and I will prove that to him.
I will do whatever he needs
to.
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