Chapter 441: Excitent
Alanis
I didn’t know I was starved until I got a taste of him again. I know it is a stretch to whine and complain of no sex for just one week but it feels like an eternity since he was inside . Right now, I am not looking at him, because this is the only way we can do this without disturbing my stomach and I am okay with it but as he pounces into , I grab his hands because I want to feel him, I want to know that this is affecting him as much as it is affecting .
His hands are wonderful, strong, soft, and warm. He is holding
and I can feel his chest on my back, his heart beating in rhythm with mine.
I feel him and I let him feel , I want him to know that I am here with him, I am all for him.
"Are you okay?’’ he asks
for like the tenth ti in less than ten minutes. I know he is trying to stay aware of everything but I need him to just completely let go. I want the Beau that wouldn’t even rember anything but the fact that he is inside . I don’t want daddy Beau. Worrywart Beau.
"Yeah, go faster,’’ I urge him as he pushes into
even harder and I feel him all the way inside . The spot that Beau only knows about. My hands clutch him as I enjoy this, I hold unto him for dear life as he starts to thrust into , suddenly getting more and more into it. For the first ti all week, I feel pleasure, I don’t feel any sort of pain and it makes
feel so good.
"Yeah Beau, don’t stop," I beg him as he goes faster and faster. I start to see black, and I feel my heart beating out of my chest. This even feels a lot more intense than usual. I don’t know what it is, maybe the fact that I haven’t done this in a week has made it even more intense but it also feels like I have never done this before. I am not in control of my body right now. I am in a beautiful state that I don’t want to get out of.
"Do you like that,’’ he grabs
by my waist as he slowly pushes into
again. His voice is a mix of pleasure and concern. I nod because he doesn’t even need an answer right now, he knows that this is amazing from the way I am responding to him. My hands let go of his and I clutch unto the sheets for fear of hurting him with my scratches.
I scream and moan, I cry and welp for
and he gives
everything I ask for. He gives
his body and his soul and I feel like I am the luckiest man in the world. I feel it inside , I feel his emotions, I feel his concerns, I feel him. I feel him as I see the stars. I scream his na out as he pushes into
again this ti a lot more than I could hold out on to.
He pulls
up and I feel my back against his chest, I feel his arms around
and I feel safe.
"Lanis," he whispers my na into my ears just as I feel him explode into , with one last thrust I let go of everything. My eyes roll back, my mouth opens and I feel a tear run down my cheek. I feel so much better, I feel like a whole new person. I feel like this is just the beginning. I feel like Beau is the man of my dreams.
"This is the first ti all week that I haven’t felt pain,’’ I breathe out heavily, as I try to catch my breath. His arms are around , to the point where they are resting on my stomach and it feels so good.
I love this, I love him, I love us being together.
"I know," he kisses my cheek and I feel his lips smile against my skin.
I don’t know what I did to deserve this, I don’t know how I ended up with this wonderful man. I don’t know how I ended up with a man who is not only perfect for
but who is also perfect for himself.
I don’t know how I ended up with a man who loves , who is not ashad to be with , and who makes
want to be a better person every day. I don’t know how I ended up with a man who gives
everything I ask for and more.
I don’t know how I ended up with a man who is my Beau, the love of my life, and the man I am willing to have babies with, spend the rest of my life with, and live the rest of my life with.
I don’t know how I ended up here but I am glad that I did. I am glad that he wanted
and I am glad that he chose . I am glad that there is no one else in this world who can make
feel like this.
"I love you," I say and he kisses the top of my head.
"You are my world,’’ he says and I smile.
"I am really hungry," I say and he laughs.
"We should get sothing to eat, I don’t want you and my babies starving," he rubs my tummy and it kicks with a bounce "They are moving around,’’ I tell him even though he looks so excited right now.
He sits up on the bed with a wide smile on his face
"I can’t wait to see what they look like," he says and I know that he is already planning out the whole thing. He is already thinking about nas and what our life will be like with the twins. I know that he is already thinking about the future.
He is the one person that has made this easy.
" too," I tell him honestly.
I can’t wait either.
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