Olivia’s POV....
"Don’t make say it again Olivia," Luca spoke, his voice calm and well-composed comb yet I knew what was underneath all of this, I knew of the monster that is waiting to be unleashed, my eyes filled with tears as I slipped out from under the desk.
I could feel my heart pounding faster and I could barely hear the thoughts that filled my mind, as I stared at the ground.
"Look at ," Luca spoke, I didn’t want him to say it again, I moved away from the place, my finger slipping as the brown envelope fell to the ground, my eyes filled with tears as I stared at him for a second.
I didn’t think this through, I didn’t think that he would find here.
"You never thought you would get caught." He asked, and I shook my head. "When I speak, you will answer with the word Olivia." He spoke and I nodded.
I could feel my insides begging for help my feet even though I wore sock to cover the cold, it felt like the sock just made it more hotter, it will like my leg was being placed inside a fire, I could feel my insides begging and asking for help, I could feel my breath getting hard and it felt like I didn’t have control over myself anymore.
Maybe I have never been scared before, maybe when I ran away. A part of always knew I would be caught and I didn’t feel that scared but now I feel scared, I felt worried and it felt like I didn’t have any sense of what was going on
"First rule to be a great wolf, you never think you will be caught, a good wolf you always think you will be caught and you think of ways to escape that."
"Are you suggesting tips for on how to sneak into your dodge again?" I breathed out and he didn’t speak. Instead, he took two strides toward , he crouched down and I could feel the heat of his wolf when he pulled out the envelope and he handed it over to .
"Are you scared of Olivia?" he asked. A breath fell out of my kiss when he used his fingertips to touch , he placed his hand over my chin and he raised my chin until my eyes t his.
I stared at him for a second when I tried to look away. I didn’t, I didn’t dare to because he won’t let ; he had control this ti and he already knows that he has more control over .
I stared at him again.
"Are you scared?" He asked again, my breath feeling heavy and I could feel my sight getting away from .
"No." I lied, he knew I was lying, he didn’t speak, instead he led my hand softly and he led out of the little space I am in. We headed toward the fireplace and without saying a word he threw the envelope inside of it.
I stared at him with shock.
"You didn’t read it, you were about to but you didn’t." He spoke again, I can’t even lie. I didn’t read it, he ca in at the perfect ti, the ti he would want not to know anything that is taking place, and even though I didn’t like it.
"Why?" he asked, I didn’t know what to say, I didn’t even understand what he was saying until my eyes t his and I realized what was going on, he wanted to know why I ca in here. "Don’t lie to Olivia, I would know if you are lying to , so tell why you did it."
"Because you-" I was about to say when he turned to look at , his eyes t mine and I didn’t dare look at him before I stared at him again, this ti I could feel a wave of anger washing over
"Because you don’t tell anything, because you feel like you have control even when it has to do with my life, because you feel like you can do whatever you feel like, it’s my life Luca and not yours, it’s mine and mine alone, not yours, if you want control so badly, why not control your own fucking life and not , I am not so doll you can make decisions for, all I have done my whole life is watch people throw around, whether it’s my family, or my bag and, they all want to toss around and when it cos to you, you do the sa too, you may say you want to protect but save the talk."
"I didn’t- I am not done," I whispered cutting him off, I didn’t feel like this before until he asked now. It felt like I could feel all the anger that was bubbling inside of , all the things I had suppressed because he forced to do that, because he made do that.
"You and the rest of the world, you all make it look like I don know what I am doing, this is about my life, you don’t tell how I would live it and you know what, if I could run away I will, I will do it again because you can’t always have control Luca. Yes, you got for. My husband but did it ever occur to you that I have feelings, I know what I see and I am not fucking dumb, it didn’t right, because you don’t care, you don’t seem to fucking care about it because all you want is control."
"I don’t have control all of the ti." He spoke and I stared at him because a chuckle escaped my lips
"You are the Alpha. What other control don’t you have, you own the city, you can behave the way you want." I chuckled bitterly. "You never know what it’s like to not have control, from the mont you were born you were royalty and everyone was told that you would be the Alpha, you are the leader that will handle all of them," I spoke.
"Is that what you think?" He asked, he placed his hand on mine, pulling closer to him as my eyes t his, I didn’t know what to say, it felt like I didn’t have any control over what I had to say. "You think I don’t lose control, I always have control, form the mont I was born, I was told I would the alpha, I lost control when they told that I would be Alpha, I was never asked if I wants to be the Alpha, do you think it’s easy or I was forced to beco the image of what my father wanted us to be." He yelled and I didn’t speak.
For so mont he didn’t say a word, the silence cut deep, the silence between us was thick and almost choking, the fire was cracking between us and for once he didn’t look like anyone that has control, he didn’t look like anyone that owned the world, he looked like soone that didn’t have anything, soone that has lost a lot and all he wants is for to give back, he wanted is for him to he heard.
"That’s the problem, everyone thinks that I have control, but they don’t like what it’s like not to have control." He spoke and I frowned at him,
He stepped in front of the wall and pressed sothing I didn’t see, asking. The hidden panel opened.
"You want the truth, I will give it to you, co with , you will see it all" Luca spoke, I was scared, I wanted to know but I didn’t know where he wanted to take , I was a bit scared of where he would take .
I stared across the place and I held his hand in mine, I could feel my breath taking heavier and my heart beating against my chest.
The secret pages led to a room underground, with stone walls and it was dim, as we were walking through the hallways, I felt cold, I felt scared and I didn’t know what to think, I was even more worried that I would not be able to handle what it was.
The mont we walked in, I saw a cage, I glanced across the area, and there were claw marks on the wall The cage looked like it had been through hell, I didn’t forget the blood that painted the white glass, it didn’t look like it, it seed like more had happened, I felt like I could hear the screams, and it terrified , it tainted .
It felt like there were things here that held the story when my eyes scanned across more and it t Luca’s
Where are we?.
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