Mated to Four Alphas Chapter 309: Flashback - 49

Orian’s POV

When the carriage suddenly stopped, it scared because we hadn’t even co that far, and the carriage just stopped. And when the door opened, the person I saw—seeing him—my heart skipped a beat.

Of course, ’cause it was yer. What is he doing here? Don’t tell he ca here because he was following . Was he sad because I didn’t talk with him?

But by his face... I can’t tell what he is thinking or what he is doing here.

I glanced at Silas because I knew he must be shocked to see yer here. But Silas was smiling while looking at and yer.

Wait, did this Silas do this?

"You both enjoy your ti here, okay? And sort it out. What happened between you two."

And Silas suddenly went out of the carriage. I was worried about him, that’s why I glanced outside and saw him getting on those four Alphas’ carriage. My eyes turned toward yer as he stepped inside and closed the door, and the carriage started to move again.

I didn’t know what to say because I was not even making eye contact with yer. Because I didn’t want to talk with him right now. I didn’t even want to see his face.

Seeing his face, my eyes were getting wet. They wanted to cry.

And I was going into another pack to forget about yer. Then why did he get on the carriage? And why did Silas just leave like that, leaving alone with this alpha?

"Now you’re not going to talk with ?"

I looked at him when he said that and sat there. His eyes were directly staring at . He was sitting in front of , crossing one leg over the other. But his gaze and his facial expression—they were telling that he was angry at .

"There is nothing to talk about between us, don’t you think?" I replied while moving closer to the window and looking outside. It was already night, that’s why everything was closed. All we could see was the silent road, closed shops.

I’d never considered that I should go out of my pack. Because of yer, I didn’t want to leave him.

’Cause I wanted to see him daily.

That’s why I never even thought about leaving.

But when finally I am going—look at this. yer is here with . This is a little unexpected, but it’s not that I hate this idea. It’s cool that yer and I are going to another pack together.

Everything was beautiful outside, and the air was also cold, which gave shivers. But still, I didn’t close the window because I wanted to see the scenery outside.

"ORIAN!"

I flinched from this shout. I glanced at him, and his face was looking at with a question mark.

"You know how many tis I called you, but you weren’t even answering . What happened? Where are you lost?"

"I’m not lost anywhere. I’m just looking outside. And why were you calling ? I don’t want to talk with you right now, please. So don’t talk with ."

I folded my hands near my chest and rested my back on the seat, closing my eyes. But even if I closed them, I could still feel yer’s gaze on . That’s why I couldn’t keep them closed for more than 30 seconds.

After that, I opened them. And yes, I was right. yer’s eyes were indeed on .

"Orian, I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. Please... please don’t ignore ."

It’s not that I’m ignoring yer. It’s just that I’m not ready to talk yet. What happened yesterday was indeed sothing I can’t forget. So I don’t know how I’m supposed to face yer.

"yer, I’m not ignoring you. So please give so ti."

I looked down after saying that because I didn’t want to make any eye contact with yer. It would make weak.

"Orian, you’re talking like I’m bothering you or sothing. Why did you change all of a sudden?"

"No, you’re wrong. I didn’t change at all. But I understand. Yes, sothing did change last night. Don’t you think?"

And just then, out of nowhere, yer suddenly stood up and sat down beside . As he did, my heart skipped a beat, and I was nervous. And I couldn’t hide my nervousness.

I already knew why I was trying to move and get stuck to the window. But when I moved, he also moved with . And now he was sitting so close to , almost sticking to .

"There’s too much space in this carriage, so why are you sitting beside , yer? Please get away from ."

"Because I only want to sit beside you. Do you want to know what I’m doing here? It was Silas’s mate’s guard who ca to , saying that this is the last opportunity for to make it up to you. If I lose this opportunity, I’m going to lose you too—and that too, forever."

I turned my gaze to him. He was looking at with a gloomy face.

"That’s when I realized how important you are to . Now you’ve told your dad to find another alpha for you. Just hearing that—it shattered my heart into pieces. I also can’t live without you."

What yer was saying—this is sothing I wanted to hear from him. My heart was pounding in my chest. In my stomach, I was feeling excitent. These words ant so much to .

But there’s one thing I’m confused about. If he loved this much, then why did he behave like that last night?

"yer, it’s not love. It’s only attraction. I think we were friends since childhood. And later, because of our pheromones, we got attracted. But we can’t call this love.

This is indeed not love. If soone loved soone like this, he wouldn’t behave like that—just after kissing that person." I said while looking at him.