yer’s POV
Last night, when Orian and I ca back to my house, it had already started raining heavily.
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"It’s raining so much, isn’t it, yer?" Orian said while brushing off his clothes because they were wet.
I grabbed the towel, but I was too hesitant to give it to Orian because the towel was very old. Only I used the towel, that’s why I didn’t buy a new one. And I don’t even have the money to buy a new one.
"Orian, if it’s alright with you, using my towel? You can take it," I offered him, and he smiled and took the towel from .
He was wiping his face, his neck, and while he was doing that, I was feeling sothing else that I couldn’t even tell him. I looked down, and my little buddy was hard. I quickly turned my back to him because I couldn’t show him this. He would think I’m such a pervert person, that even in this kind of situation, I’m only thinking about this.
But he ca in front of . "What happened, yer? Your face is kinda looking... red. Do you have a fever by any chance?"
"No, I don’t have a fever," I replied and was about to run into the bathroom when he grabbed my hand, making stop from moving. I think because we were in the house and the doors were locked, I could sll his pheromones more than usual.
"yer, tell what happened, wait—" and then he let go of my hand. But now his face was red. I think he had noticed that I was hard, but seeing his reaction, I wanted to tease him more. That’s why I grabbed him by his hand and pulled him closer. As our bodies pressed against each other, I felt a different sensation through my whole body.
He was also shy, but still, he rested both his hands on my chest, locking his eyes with mine. At that mont, I lost control and pressed my lips against his, which were so soft and sweet. I felt like I shouldn’t stop and wanted to continue kissing him.
But then I realized—no, what we’re doing right now is wrong. I was taking advantage of him. I quickly pushed him away from , but by mistake, I used my strength a little too much, and he fell down.
I wanted to help him stand up, but I was losing control, so I ran into the bathroom and started gargling first. Because of that kiss, I was getting more and more hard, so I tried to remove the sign of his kiss. But I still rembered those soft and small lips.
But when I was doing this, at that exact mont, Orian saw gargling after kissing him, and he went and lay down without talking to . I tried to talk, but he didn’t listen to .
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And now, here we are, sitting in the sa carriage. He doesn’t even want to see my face. But that was just a misunderstanding. It’s not like kissing him disgusts . It’s just that it was so good, it made more hard. That’s why I was doing that. But I could never tell him. If I tell him, what will he think of ?
But if I don’t tell him the truth, our love will be shattered into pieces. That’s why I need to tell him the truth.
"Orian, don’t you want to know why I did that last ti?"
"No, I don’t want to. Because I don’t want to hear your excuses."
I joined my hand with his. "Actually, that night, I was so turned on. I know you’ll think I’m such a pervert, but that’s what happened. And when we kissed, I was about to lose control and pounce on you. You know, if I had lost control, I might have even raped you.
That’s why I stopped myself and tried to remove your kiss mark so that I wouldn’t lose control. It’s not that I was disgusted. I was just doing it so I wouldn’t do anything bad to you."
I thought he would pull his hand back from mine, but he didn’t. When I glanced at him, his eyes were only on .
"Now you’re making all this up, aren’t you? Because if this was the truth, why didn’t you tell earlier?"
"Orian, ask yourself. If sothing like this happened, would you tell ? Isn’t it too embarrassing?"
As I said that, Orian looked away. I know he still doesn’t believe . But then I saw he was tightening the grip on my hand while looking outside. His ears were red, and his neck too. See, it ans he believes , right? That’s why he’s blushing.
I didn’t say anything either. I just remained sitting there, and after a while, he rested his head on my shoulder. I think my decision to co here was right. But I’m still feeling embarrassed that they are taking to another pack and I don’t have any money. And I don’t like to be a freeloader.
I wrapped my hands around Orian’s shoulder, pulling him closer to . Soon, we ca out of our pack. There was a forest by our side, which was dark. Because darkness itself is very scary.
"yer, I think we should stop all this. Because I told Dad to find a new alpha for . I don’t want to be with you. You’re not interested in in any way. Whenever I say sothing, you only say no." When Orian said this, I was shocked.
Like, what is he talking about? Finding a new alpha? And I don’t listen to him? I do listen to him, but there were... so...circumstances, that’s why I told him not to... that we can’t be together. But now I realize that I can’t live without him. So I will have to work hard and beco a responsible person so that I can be with him—with my love
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