Just Twilight

AllthefirstsIwanttorememberwerewithyou.

FromthesummerwhenIwaseighteenandknewnothingtothesummerwhenIturnedthirty-oneandlearnedsomuch.

Eventheseasonswithoutyoufeltlikeyouweredeeplyingrained.

“We’rejustfriends,sothere’snothingspecialbetweenus.”

Youpushedmeawaywithapokerface,butbecausewewerefriends,

Ienduredthosecountlessdays,

anditseemsyoustilldon’tknowit.

So,itlookslikeI’mgoingtorepeatthesamefutileeffort.

“DidIaskifyouneededaman?Ifyoudo,I’llbeyourman.”

Youneedtogettoknowthethirty-one-year-oldme.

Ifyoulookatmewiththoseeyesyoudidn’tseebefore.

“You’vebecomearealtroublemaker.”

Nowthatyou’rehere,it’sjustthebeginningof.