It was dawn, and Mini and Chizuru were still sleeping in the small hotel where Nifuji had stayed near the hospital.
Still, he woke up, and as he looked at the window, he wondered whether Chizuru's grandmother could see what they had done last night.
Then again, there was a huge curtain, so nothing could be seen.
"Let's wash my face first."
He went to the bathroom, washing his face, brushing his teeth, as he looked at his reflection in the mirror, realizing how much better it had beco. No, he wasn't a narcissist, but the reality was like that, as he had beco more handso due to all the abilities that he had. More importantly, unlike before, he didn't smoke anymore, so he could tell that his complexion was better.
"Smoking, huh?"
He wondered where the past him, who wanted to smoke all the ti, and in the beginning, he even cursed society that made him unable to smoke, yet now?
"I have never thought to smoke one now."
Instead of smoking, it was the won who sucked a certain part of his body.
"..." The won.
Nifuji didn't joke around, but it was more comfortable that way, and it was healthier, as sex was definitely sothing that could make him healthier.
Naturally, many might complain at him for saying this, but he only put his cock inside his won, and they also kept their vaginas only for him, so of course, it was healthy, right?
The act of sex also consisted of moving his body, so it also counted as working out.
Nevertheless, he finished by talking with everyone and reassured them that, even if they might not be able to marry due to the laws or various factors, he wouldn't leave them; he wanted them in his life forever.
Was it selfish?
It was, yet wasn't that how love was?
It was an extrely selfish emotion, as it made them wish to possess others despite it not being allowed.
However, sotis he knew that people wished to be possessed, as it gave them a sense of peace.
And being with everyone when he made this decision gave him so relief. It was as if he had no need to think about the problems that had been weighing him down and making him feel guilty, especially after what he had done to all of them, leaving them unable to live without him.
While he knew that it was arrogant of him to think that they couldn't live without him, after all, the world didn't revolve around him, yet, even so, he still wanted them.
Eli was his first woman; she was the one who stayed by his side and the one who taught him that it was okay to have a harem.
Mayuri was his second woman, and while their beginning was weird, in the end, she had beco his supportive woman, who let him do whatever he wanted with her body. Even now, he was addicted to her boobs, and it was impossible for them to give those boobs to anyone.
Yup, he liked those boobs the most, especially when she could also dress up in the cosplay.
Also, while Mayuri was beautiful, she often appeared plain, which made the contract unbearable, so he couldn't help but do it so many tis with Eli, making his life at ho blissful.
When he thought of those two, he couldn't wait for his new ho and thought about their new life together there.
Then, there was also Koyanagi.
Yup, like Mayuri, Koyanagi's boobs were impressive, and even if their beginning was also strange, as she was practically a lewd succubus who seduced him, when she had a boyfriend, she had changed, and she had given up everything for him despite the long years of her previous relationship.
For soone who could give up everything just for him, and was okay to be his lover instead of wishing to be the only one, if he couldn't properly take care of her, then what kind of man was he?
While so people might say that she wasn't worth it, Nifuji didn't think so, since her courage to dare to break up with her long-term relationship and completely cut off the relationship just for him, just so she could be by his side, it was definitely wasn't easy, yet she had never tried to gaslight, bla, or tried to make him take responsibility for her. Instead, she took everything on her own; it was all her own decisions, and because of that, she had never hurried him, showing that what she felt about him was real, genuine, which made him think that if he couldn't make her stay by his side, he would regret it.
Then, there was also Narumi.
If he had to say, Narumi was just his old crush, the one that the old Nifuji loved the most, and he just held her because of those repressed feelings. While he could say it was easy to hold her, he knew she was passive in relationships, and once she had decided on soone, she wouldn't look for anyone else. She was the ultimate lazy woman who just wanted to do her BL hobby, yet still wanted soone by her side.
While their relationship was different from what Narumi expected, she liked it, and she sohow developed a weird fetish, which Nifuji knew he had to take responsibility for.
Also, he liked the combination of Koyanagi and Narumi, and when he thought of their big boobs and flat chest combination, it made him hard.
Then, there was also Chizuru.
His eting with her was definitely the weirdest of all, as he knew how weird it was to do the rental girlfriend service. Even though the manga and story might normalize it, in reality, no normal person would announce that they had hired this service. It would make their standing in society weird, despite how they thought that it was normal.
Were you so unpopular that you had to pay others to stay with you?
If one were asked such a question, without a doubt, they might die from embarrassnt.
Unless one was embarrassed, then it was fine.
Still, at that ti, Nifuji had just gotten his system, so he needed to test it, and the fastest way was to use a rental girlfriend, since he had no need for emotional drama. Only a fast and swift transaction, yet while that was what he expected, Chizuru wanted more, and in the end, they beca inseparable, as they beca together directly.
And she loved him so much that she even let him sleep with another woman and invited her best friend to make him happy.
Was he so important to her that she could do all of that?
Sotis he was confused, but he knew she had a fragile mind, and because of that, he needed to take care of her so she wouldn't break, and she could also support him in that area, too.
Chizuru might be just a university student, but Nifuji had seen her grit and her perfectionist nature. While the others told her to calm down, and told her that she shouldn't work hard, they just said nonsense, as they couldn't even properly take care of themselves, and more importantly, she was not wealthy, and was also an orphan, as she didn't have parents, and also needed to take care of her grandmother.
If Chizuru didn't work, how could she pay for everything, right?
Yet with him, she did not need for that; she could focus on him or do what she wanted. As long as he was there, she had no need to fear falling, as he was there to protect her.
Then, there was also Mini.
This young woman, Nifuji, wasn't sure how to explain it, as their beginning was weird, so weird that he even wondered how their relationship even began, yet as it happened, as they were together, he enjoyed it, and she also loved him.
At this mont, he also knew that despite how the beginning was, if the process and the result were enjoyable, then it didn't matter.
The world is already hard enough, and if one can find happiness in a form no one could expect, then let's not just think about it; let's treasure it.
Yes, treasure.
Nifuji had been thinking of those won who loved him so much as a liability, yet the truth was that they were all treasures, as they could love him so dearly, giving their everything for him, truly and genuinely.
Love, it was the most unreasonable emotion of all.
Sotis, it made people strong, yet it could also kill people.
Yet, that was more than a reason: when he could find it, he should take care of it, tending it, as one nurtures life. Like, how one beca a farr, taking care of the plants from seed to bloom.
Everything is a process, and there is no shortcut.
Nifuji had passed that process, and it was ti for him to show his determination.
Still, while so won might not be talking to him at this mont, such as Fuji, Hina, Rui, and Chika, they were important to him, and those positions were never lost to each other.
Nifuji needed all of them, and that was also why he knew there was one place he had to visit.
This was the one place where he had to settle everything before he could finish the chapter.
As he thought so, he picked up the crumpled box of cigarettes that he had thought to throw away, as he went to the place where everything began, the place where he had left soone important behind.
Was it too late for him?
It might have been too late.
His act definitely couldn't be forgiven, yet he wanted to have one more chance, so he visited the place that he hadn't visited for a while, walking toward the familiar direction that was usually restricted unless one was an employee, then saw soone, whom he had left behind, sitting as usual, holding her cigarette as she was about to light up.
She was the sa as ever.
Still, Nifuji had changed, and this ti, he wouldn't make her sad, so he stepped forward and asked, "Can I borrow your lighter?"
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It is unexpected, but I am a Sugar Papa in Tokyo! It's over!
... sohow... if I continue to write, it will be the sa as ever
I am thinking of making another chapter, thinking to end it tomorrow, but when I wrote it, I felt like it didn't suit. I wanted to make it more... open-ended, since if I continued his interaction with that woman in the cigarette, it would feel like she was so easy, so I ended it there.
By then, it would make it as if he needed to work hard to earn her trust again, starting from zero, or even minus, as she slowly opened up.
Or, it might not end well, as he had left her, so she might not forgive him.
Either way, I think this open ending, I think, is the best sohow.
It might not give everyone satisfaction, but there you go.
Thank you for following this story until now.
I have been writing many stories, and I have to admit I am writing this one so carelessly. I can't say that this is the best, but I feel that this should be the ending because no matter his decision to be with everyone, it wasn't easy for them to accept and for him to realize that he could marry everyone; it was tough, yet he would keep trying, and that's why this is the ending.
Thank you for following this story.
Thank you again!
From your lovely author, Akikan40!
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