Synopsis

“Heartwantstolovebutfearsthefateofbeingleftalone.”

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HeJianIlovedyoumorethananythinginmywholelife.Tothepointthatitbecamepoisonforme.

Nowinthislife,Ilovedmyself.Isealedmyheartforyou.Thenwhyareyounotleavingmealone?Whyareyouconstantlypullingmeintoyourlife.?Whydoyoureyeshavesomethingelseotherthandisgustforme?

Didyounothateme?

Whathaschanged?

YouorMe?

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Excerpt

Agentlekissfellonherlipsandashiverrandownherspine.

“Iloveyou.”

Herheartpoundedfiercelyinsideherchest.Thesewords.Oh,howshewishedtoheartheminherlastlife.Shemighthavefaintedfromhappinessifshehadheardthematthattime.Butnow,theydidn’tbringthathappinesstoherheart.Theyonlybroughtfear,confusionandanger,andsomanyquestions.

“Howcanyou…”Shewhisperedmoretoherself.

Howcanheloveher?

Heheardherandstrokedhercheek.Thetouchwassogentlethatitmadeherfeelasifshewasaprecioustreasure.Itmadeherfeelloved.

Sheraisedherheadtolookathim.Theusualice-cold-blueeyeswerefilledwithsmilesasheaskedher.

“Whycan’tI?”

Sheswallowedrealizinghowthoseeyesstillaffectedher,realizinghowweakshewas.Tearssurfacedthroughhereyesandshesawhimpanicking.Hetriedtowipethemgentlyasshewhispered.

“Youcan’t……..youjustcan’t.”

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MoRoulanspentherwholelifechasingafterthemanshelovedwithherwholeheart.Atthetimeofherdeath,whenshedidn'tseeevenanounceofsorrowinhiseyes,herheartwasfilledwithsorrow.

Shewasreborn.Thistimeshevowedtomakedifferentchoicesandchangeherdestiny.Hidingthepastinherheart,thistimeshechoseherfamily.Butwhatwillshedowhenthesamepastisbackpoundingonthedoorsofherheart,readytobreakthewallsshehadsurroundedherheartwith.

Willshegiveitachanceorwillshecontinuetohidethosefeelingsinsideherheart?

Readontofindoutwhatwins.HerfearorHislove?

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Warning-ThestoryhassidecoupleswhoarehomosexualandhencehastheLGBTtag.Thestorywillalsoconcentrateonthosecouplesaswellasthemaincouple.Ifyoudon'tliketoreadBLandGLthenpleaseleaveitbutdon'tleavedisgustingcommentsabouthomosexuality.

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