Yujun’s POV
The next day feels a lot easier.
The weight of Chan is slightly lighter, but then...Yunah, the sooner I see her, the sooner we sort it out and kill any potential misunderstanding.
She’s the only family mber I have left, I would hate to lose her because of Chan too, determined to make it all end soon, I leave Jaehyun in bed with Haeri during her tummy ti.
"Are we bothering you that much?" Jaehyun asks with genuine concern and I shake my head as I pull on his jellyfish hoodie, "no, I just need to get sothing sorted" I say and he stares at with worry.
"You’re sure?" he asks and I nod, "seeing you get along with Haeri is perfect for " I say and he relaxes.
I love them to death but unfortunately, those two are a force to reckon with and I don’t have any strength for them. The baby enjoys being flown around like an airplane by her dad and it amuses her dad to frustrate .
While I want to coddle her and kiss her forehead, she would be actively squirming around to be played with, that little girl is such a Jaehyun mini.
I walk down the hall to the room where I spent my first heat at Hwangyeon in, from outside I can already sll her vanilla, she slls happy for a person that should be hurting.
Bringing her is the best decision I have ever made, back at ho she would have been locked in a dark room and left to scream through the pain for three days.
Without knocking, I enter the room and find her lying on her side, her long hair looks ruffled, and her small body is covered by a simple yellow blanket.
"Oppa, I could be naked" she whines tired as I walk in.
"I’ve seen it all, rember?" I joke and she rolls her eyes, I used to chase her naked around the house, trying to get her to take a bath and behave herself.
"How are you feeling?" I ask gently as I sit next to her on the edge of the bed.
"My body hurts, but I feel so spoilt, Yeon mom has been wiping my sweat and kissing my head" she says with a soft giggle, her eyes look tired but the happiness she always carries is still there.
"You like being spoiled" I say and she burrows into the sheets, "just like Haeri" she says and I chuckle as I take her hair out of her face.
"Where is Gawon?" I ask and she sighs, "we had a little fight" she pouts and I say a small ’O’.
"Being in love is so hard" she says, still pouting, "if anyone can do it, then it’s you YuYu, you’re a love child" I say and her face softens.
"I love Gawon too much and I never want to hurt her, oppa, but I did" she says and without knowing the context, I keep patting her head, "it hurts when we hurt those we love...even by mistake" I say.
"I’m sorry, Yunah" I say preparing to speak about the ’betrayal’.
"I don’t want to talk about that right now" she says softly and I wince.
"I know baby and I’m sorry...but I’m leaving to face the council tomorrow morning and I don’t know when I’ll be back" I say and she sighs, bottom lips shaking.
"I’m scared..." she says, "I’m scared because you an the world to ..." the young girl adds, clenching the sheets tightly and I hold her hand gently to make her release her grip.
"Baby, we have to cross this bridge eventually...it kills too, but I...I did you wrong" I confess and she nods slowly.
"Sehwa left a mark on us all, she was murdered and...you know the effect of the death of one has on a mated pair" I say and she stares blankly at for a few seconds.
"Sehwa...was murdered?" she asks and I nod, her hand shakes in mine, "I can’t rember anything about her...I just know she’s gone and it ans nothing to " my innocent little sunshine says.
"That’s because I asked Chan to take away the pain and the mory" I say and she blinks slowly, the reveal seems big to her as she lets out a heavy sigh, "he...he took my mory?" she asks.
"Yes, I asked him to use his alpha voice on you" I whisper and she pulls her hand out of mine for a minute, "why would you do that?" she asks with a breaking voice, but her scent remains stable.
"Because...because you were hurting and I couldn’t take it...it felt like I was going to lose you" I say and she squeezes her eyes shut, "it’s all gone, I can’t rember anything" she says.
"I’m sorry" I say softly, waiting for her to get angry but she doesn’t, she just opens her eyes to give dry smile.
"I’m not mad, you did it because you love " she says and my shoulders fall, I feel even more disappointed with myself, I did it because I love her, yes, but I also crossed a line.
"It hurts but...at least I’m free from Sehwa" she says and shudders as she says the na, I see sweat beading at her temple and with the way her words are starting to co out slower, I can tell that she is about to get into another wave of heat.
"Should I get Gawon?" I whisper and she nods, "I want her" she says and I lean down to kiss her head, "I’m sorry pup" I say.
"I love you" she says to and folds in on herself, wrapping her arms around her stomach to soothe the pains.
I leave the room and find Gawon standing at the door.
"Oh" I say and she sighs.
"I heard everything...you’re lucky he’s dead or you’ll be the one dying" Gawon says as she walks past into the room, deliberately bumping into .
I know I should be offended at her disrespect, but I am also proud, Yunah has soone willing to fight for her without fear of the opponent, my little sister is in safe hands.
I can leave tomorrow and be confident of her safety.
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