Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 242: He’s gone now

Yujun’s POV

Blood pools at my feet, spreading out towards my black shoes as the pulsations of the red organ dies out slowly.

He’s dead.

The sll of blood is sickening and my knees buck under , but Jaehyun catches before I would hit the floor, holding my body and saying so words that I can’t hear over the screams inside of my head.

I killed him.

This is not the first ti I am killing a man, but it has never been this way, I have never ripped a man’s pumping heart out of his chest before...never felt this proud and satisfied to see a man lose consciousness.

When I ca into the house, all I could see was the way he had ruined my life, the way he had looked down from the balcony, laughing and taunting while I was bleeding out.

All I could see was the painfully handso smile on his face as he grinned down at while Haeri’s life was being threatened.

A light shaking brings out of my lost headspace and I whimper softly as my alpha’s voice breaks through the noise.

"Baby, Junnah, look at " Jaehyun says and shakes my body, "hey, hey...it’s okay, we’re free from him" my mate says and pulls to his chest.

He holds tenderly but I still can’t look away from the fallen body of the man that terrified worse than my father did.

I...I killed him.

He would have killed my pup, killed my sister, he would have killed my mate, but I killed him.

"Baby, please stay with " Jaehyun says and I gasp, forcing air down my throat to keep myself in check

I’m spiraling too fast.

"Haeri..." I call for my baby, I need to see that I got here just in ti, I need to see my daughter and make sure she’s okay.

"Baby, we can’t see her like this" Jaehyun says softly, suddenly the entrance of the hall is open and people rush in.

"Jaehyun..." I say his na and look back in panic, as soon as I do, I realize that they are mbers of the pack, "it’s okay" Jaehyun mutters and that’s when I notice Gawon leaning against the wall.

I had been so blinded by a kind of madness that I didn’t even notice her...it makes wonder, how much of what I felt in the mont was and how much of it was Jaehyun.

"Hae- my daughter" I say again, everything around feels dull and I feel nauseous.

"She’s safe with Yunah, okay? We will wash up and they’ll co to you" Jaehyun says and guides out of the bloody hall, I don’t know how my legs got to move but we end up in our room.

The alpha takes off my blood stained clothes, his hands, the hands that took out the heart of that madman are now gently undressing .

"You did well my precious, I’m so in awe" he says, pressing kiss on my shoulder, he brushes my hair back with his hand, leaving blood in it but he pulls in to kiss .

The kiss wakes up as I open my mouth for him.

My alpha says I did well.

"You- you looked so beautiful, you won baby, you won for us" he says as he breaks our kiss and looks into my eyes, "you are perfect" he says and kisses again.

I slip my eyes shut and let his scent bury the sll of Chan’s blood that clings to , he kisses my jaw and moves lower, pressing kisses along my throat and on my scent gland.

I gasp as a feeling of pleasure shoots up my spine and he sighs.

"Please...don’t shut down" he whispers and pulls back just enough to look into my eyes, his hand is wet and sticky, holding my neck from behind.

I feel his alpha reaching for my silent oga through our bond, since he can’t touch , he releases his patchouli scent for .

"Don’t retreat, you deserve to win over him" he says, and I try to smile to ease his worry but I can’t...it’s hard to smile.

He sighs and takes off the rest of my clothes, checking at everything point to see if I’m okay.

"Jaehyun-ah, I’m okay" I say and he looks up at from where he is taking off my shoes on his knees, "I really am" I whisper and he doesn’t respond, maybe he knows that I don’t an it yet.

He carries into the bathroom and places in the tub.

He starts running the water and washes my body while all I have to do is stay still, he washes my hair to get rid of the blood and when he’s done, he carries out and helps dry up.

The alpha takes his ti in helping without cleaning himself up at all.

The mont is broken when I hear movents and noises coming from outside, the suddenness of it startles and I grab on to Jaehyun’s shirt.

"Are you okay baby?" he ask quietly, not caring about the chaos coming from outside.

The ever care free prince of Hwang clan.

"I’m scared" I say and he frown, drying my hair with the towel, "there is nothing to be scared of" the alpha says with confidence and I grab his hand to put them down.

Drying my hair can continue later.

"We killed a leader of a pack, Jaehyun" I say and he shrugs, "he attacked a leader of a pack first and hurt a lot of people" Jaehyun says.

I know it won’t be enough to settle the consequences of our actions.

The council will be involved and will demand so much to make up for the loss.

"My love" Jaehyun says and cup my cheeks, he leans in and kisses , silencing the worries inside of my head.

"Don’t think about anything, let us handle it, I’ll get Yunah and Haeri" he says and pecks my forehead once and leaves.

I return to the room and sit on the bed, my hands are clean of blood, but they are still shaking, the sll is gone but still...

"Oppa" the voice of my sister calls from the door and I go to open it, engulfing the both of them in a hug at the sa ti.

Yunah breaks into sobs as I hold her and she holds Haeri.

"How are you?" I ask softly, rubbing my forehead against hers and she nods, sniffling as she shudders.

"That man was so horrible" she says, her voice breaking with the speech and I whine, "I know, I know, I’m sorry baby" I apologize.

"Is he gone?" she asks and I nod softly, "yes, he’ll never bother us again" I say to her and she closes her eyes tightly.

"Here, she’s sleeping now" Yunah says as she cos into the room and hands my pup over to .

"My baby" I say in a shaky tone and take her.

Haeri is just as I left her this evening, unhard, safe and beautiful, I kiss her pink cheek and scent her little body.

Satisfied with her state, I walk to the bed and lay the baby down, "co on let’s cuddle" I say and she cos to , laying down.

I put my hand on the two of them, careful not to put too much weight on Haeri, and making sure Yunah is also included.

"Oppa, they wont let see Gawon, I’m scared" Yunah says and sniffles, "I’m sure she’s okay, please don’t cry" I say and she nod.

I release my scent in soft waves for her and I feel her relaxing as she takes in my Jasmine scent.

The room is silent for a while but the madness is outside and inside of .

I squeeze my eyes shut to take away the image of Chan, open mouthed with a hole in his chest, to take way the wet thud of the alpha’s body dropping to the floor.

"Oppa" Yunah calls and I blink my eyes open.

"Yes, baby" I ask, forcing my voice to co out without breaking, she swallows audiby before speaking.

"Is it true that you betrayed ?" she ask in a whisper and my heart pauses for a fraction...Chan must have told her about my request.

"I’m sorry" I whisper.

"So it’s true" she says and I hear her sniffle, I push myself up on my elbow to look at her red rimd eyes.

"I’m really sorry, I wanted to tell you" I confess and she sniffles again.

"Let’s talk about it later, oppa...my heart can’t take it right now" she says truthfully and I nod, she shuts her eyes and I watch as tears slide down.

I broke her heart...

"Yunah, my baby, I love you" I say, letting her know that I do love her to the moon and back, but she doesn’t respond.

Chan is gone, but will she ever forgive now that she knows the truth from him?