Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 127: I left you

Yujun’s POV

The sll of milk swells between us.

It’s the strongest I have ever slled it for myself.

It’s like our pup is showing its parents that it’s there.

That it’s real, the proof of our love that was hidden but real.

But he’s saying I left him...how could I have done that?

"Let go of " I say calmly.

I can feel the way his warm hands on my face are trembling.

I don’t want to look at him right now, my oga is clawing for him, but I am burning inside of with rage.

"I left you?" I ask him with awe, "I?" I ask and he opens his mouth to give a response, but I shake my head at him.

I left him? How dare he accuse of leaving? Doesn’t he know how hard it has been without him?

"Yujun, listen to ..." he says, but I turn my head away to break our eye contact and to get his hands off .

He doesn’t comply, he doesn’t let go of .

"You looked in the eye and walked past like you never knew " I say, refusing to look in his face.

"You shouldn’t have co here" I say with my deep hurt coloring my voice.

"Yujun, look at " he says but I don’t, more tears stream down my face, falling to his hand.

"Precious" he says that na so softly that a sob rips past my throat.

Why is he doing this to ? Why does he always show up to tear away the new masks I put on?

"Please...I...let’s talk about this" he says and another broken sob follows.

Why am I crying so much? Why do I still love him so much?

"I hate you" I say with another weak sob following.

Isn’t it a sha? Crying in front of the house that taught that feeling doesn’t matter.

"I know, hate but look at , just look at " he pleads and my defenses break down even worse.

How can I live if he chooses to walk away again? I don’t want that.

"Fuck" Jaehyun curses and pulls into his sturdy body for a hug, a whine sounding from his throat.

"Let go" I say through the sobs but he doesn’t.

"Hwang Jaehyun-ssi" I say his na weakly, wanting to fight against him when I clearly don’t have the will to.

"I didn’t leave you, I could never leave you..." he says and I give a weak push to break the hug.

I don’t want him to let go.

"You chose to leave with your family..." he says and I freeze in his arms.

"I thought...I thought it was ti to step back" he keeps talking with his arms tight around , he sounds like he’s crying.

I don’t say a word, not sure what to say when it is now clear, I really was the one who walked away.

My mory takes back to the day he was covered in blood for my sake, he had sustained injuries from protecting from hurt.

The day my family invaded his ho.

The day I chose to go with my father, I rember clearly how he got on his knees and begged for , an alpha kneeling for an oga...a sin.

"Jaehyun..." I say his na, needing him to let go of .

"Junnah please, I love you to death" he sobs, wrapping his arms even tighter.

"Let him go" Chan’s voice says behind and Jaehyun growls deeply, possessively.

"Jaehyun, let go, please" I say weakly.

He hesitates for a few minutes before taking his arms off but keeping close.

He truly seems feral.

I know he wouldn’t hurt but the look in his eyes and the threatening growls are strong enough to shake up.

"You are going to hurt him" Chan says, his voice stern and his face rigid.

He doesn’t seem like the youth that was beaten a few minutes ago...even with his controlled scent and his hazel eyes, he looks like a born alpha.

"Chan-" I call his na, but he keeps his eyes on Jaehyun.

"Let him go" Chan says calmly.

"He’s mine" Jaehyun says to him in a guttural tone.

My oga howls in approval but my heart beats with fear, he is raw with emotions and Chan is a walking powerhouse.

"He is pregnant and if you keep doing this, you will harm both Yujun and the baby" Chan says to him, sounding strong and sure despite the fresh injuries on his face.

"What makes you think I will hurt MY LOVE?" Jaehyun roars.

"That is enough, both of you" I say, placing my hand on Jaehyun’s chest.

His heart is thundering in his chest.

"I’m not losing you again" he says, holding my wrist to keep my hand pressed against wildly his beating heart.

"If you keep this up, you will lose , Jaehyun" I say and a tear drops out of his eye.

"Let’s go in, Yujun, you’re getting distressed and it’s bad for you" Chan gently, reaching out to hold by the elbow.

He pulls away gently from Jaehyun and I left him, too tired to fight, too ashad to face the alpha.

"Take your hands off him" Jaehyun says to Chan, his eyes starting to turn red again, a sign that he is about to lose it again.

Chan gives him an unimpressed look, "an alpha with lack of self-control doesn’t deserve an oga like Yujun" he says.

"Chan, stop it" my words are swallowed up by Jaehyun’s murderous growl, the sound of a true alpha.

My oga whimpers from the alpha’s growl, but he doesn’t notice, he only pulls closer to his body.

"You fucking piece of shit, you have no idea-" Jaehyun says.

"Arrghh" a loud scream from inside the mansion pierces the air, putting a stop to all the argunts.

"Yunah" Jaehyun says under his breath and the both of us run in the direction of the house.

"OPPA!"