Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 112: Luna mother

Yeon’s POV

New year, explosions of beautiful fireworks continues into the morning but I don’t step out of my office to celebrate.

On my desk are scattered docunts and important files.

My chair is starting to feel uncomfortable but getting up is not yet an option.

Being a Luna has given the heart to want to set people free instead of just wearing the title.

There is so much to do and put in order: my son was in rut, a rut that was abnormal and I know he will have questions about it, questions I am not ready to supply answers to.

Yujun should have been taken to the Kangs now that it’s the new year to beco a new mber of their clan.

I need to find a way to take him out of there without causing chaos that will affect his pregnancy...from experience, I know how delicate it is to be a pregnant male oga.

Yunah, poor child, is burdened with worries for her older brother, but can’t reach out to anyone.

My clan is still unsettled, especially with Taeho’s public execution and Yoon Sehwa’s sudden disappearance.

I groan and drag my fingers down my face.

My phone rings and startles out of my thoughts, imdiately I pick it up, it’s the pack doctor.

The doctor had called four days ago to complain about my son.

I wonder what that boy has done now.

I leave the phone pressed to my ear with my shoulder to listen, while I continue working on my docunt at the sa ti.

"He has only gotten even more unserious and reckless" he goes right into complaining.

I sigh but make sure he doesn’t hear , he’ll accuse of being Jaehyun’s role model in unseriousness.

"When will he be serious? His injury just healed and he has given himself another!" the older man says.

"Doctor" I call tiredly and he grunts, "Jaehyun is the pack’s son, you helped deliver him and also raise him, deal with him however you see fit" I say.

The words sound harsh, but I know doctor loves Jaehyun like his own grandson, and spoils him far worse than I do.

"Humpf! Don’t ever say these words to anyone else, there are pack mbers who are snakes among us" he responds by scolding .

A small smile blooms on my lips.

"Of course, I know, doctor" I say and scribble out a wrong detail I wrote.

"I better leave you to work then, co ho sotis Yeon, the boy needs an Oga’s presence" he says and ends the call.

On a normal day, I would have teased him and ended the call first, but tonight is not a normal one.

I drop my head to the table and rest it there.

My heart is too heavy to joke, there is too much at stake, too much to lose if I don’t move fast and smart.

I had chosen for over four days to stay away from my son, because I won’t be able to hold back the secret I know.

How can I tell a heartbroken alpha that an oga he never claid, an oga who belongs to soone else now, is having his child?

How can I do that when even the mother of the baby doesn’t know yet?

"I’m going crazy" I say to myself in frustration.

Why does life have to be so complicated for the kids? They are just babies.

I also went through so much as a young man, but I survived so that no one else would go through the sa.

How can I help? How do I make it better?

I grab my hair tiredly, and a knock on the door makes lift my head.

’What now?’ my oga growls, already agitated and wanting to return to our family and the familiarity of my pack.

The door is pushed open even before I can say a co in or hold on.

"Ah...honey" I say softening as my husband stands at the door with a single rose on his hand.

He doesn’t look like a mafia Lord.

He doesn’t look like the man that has a whole city on lockdown, he looks like my husband, my favorite man in the world.

The man who fought his whole clan for , just like our son is fighting the whole clan and the whole world for Yujun.

"Look at you" he says in that calm voice before coming to my seat.

"Your worry is screaming into my head" he says and goes down on his knee beside .

He holds my face in his hands and takes in my appearance, I know I look haggard, I have spent the past three days here.

Hardly sleeping and eating, just working and worrying.

"You can always shut the link" I say to him and he glares at , "what?" I ask, chuckling under my breath at the pout on his face.

Jaehyun is truly his son.

The silly child has my personality and his father’s looks and character.

"You want to shut the link when I’m this far away from you?" He asks like I said sothing heinous.

"Then don’t, suffer with " I rub my nose against his, a gesture of affection and he growls in his chest playfully.

My Alpha, my happiness.

We stay like that for a few seconds, feeling skin against skin and humming gently.

I missed him. I miss my family.

"When will you tell what is making you worry like this, my love" he asks and caresses my cheek.

I lean into his touch and sigh deeply.

"I can’t tell you right now...Jaehyun deserves to know first" I say softly and he connects our lips for a sweet kiss.

His hands roam my scent glands.

The one on my neck, the one behind my ears, the one on my wrist.

Comforting in the way we’ve grown to love doing.

"Jaehyun has been...different these days, he has been...nesting?" my husband says and I straighten.

"What did you say?"

I know what he ans, alphas don’t nest, they carry out similar actions to welco a pup.

"He has been gathering things and storing them in that room...like an alpha with..." my husband says, looking at with knowing eyes.

"Don’t say it..." I say with my heart clenching.

"That oga is...isn’t he?" My husband asks.

"Yes" I sigh.

"This is dangerous..." he says gravely and pulls away from .

What I didn’t want has finally happened.

"We need to get that oga safe" my husband says and I sigh.

"He doesn’t know too...at least not yet" I explain to him.

"He will need as much help as possible. This war has just changed direction" my Lord announces.

This is it...what I have worked hard to avoid.