Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas Chapter 404: How does braised pork sound?

I fluttered my lashes open and a familiar voice asked,

"Are you awake?"

His hands gently stroked my hair in a soothing way, as if trying to take away all of my worries.

"Yeah," I answered softly but closed my eyes again. It was Ki-hoon.

"Then, would you like to eat now?" He asked and I opened my eyes again, gently and slowly, as if reluctant to wake up and face reality.

Just about a few hours back, Min-Cheol left for the hospital with Cha Hyun-woo. I wanted to go with them. I felt guilty, sad, and pained for what Min-Cheol would have to go through, but Min-Cheol smiled at , telling not to go.

He said it’d only make him feel embarrassed.

But he promised to co back soon and then I could take care of him as much as I wanted. He said,

"Don’t worry, Hyung. I’ll be back soon." He chuckled. "And then when I’m back, you can shower with your attention and affection. But rember, you’re also not doing well, so you have to rest in the anti. Hm?"

He looked in the eyes, soft and gentle, confident that he could go through this like it was a piece of cake, and then smiled.

When he said it like that, how could I not agree?

I decided to stay back.

I hadn’t had dinner yet.

Ki-hoon and Seo-Jun tried to make have dinner but for the first ti, I lost my appetite.

I felt it would be too shaless of to eat happily after everything that had happened.

I know it’s not good to neglect one’s health and skip als, but... I just couldn’t push myself.

The thought of swallowing made gag and I wouldn’t be able to stomach anything.

You know I don’t play with my food. als are the best and are very important... In my definition.

So, when I said I couldn’t eat, it alard my masters. Thankfully, Min-Cheol was already gone by then.

If not, he’d have stayed, trying to convince to eat and I’d only make a ss.

I felt I would throw up.

Though Ki-hoon and Seo-Jun tried to convince to have a bite of sothing. They asked what I felt like eating. What side dishes I wanted but I didn’t want anything... I just... Wanted to close my eyes and fall asleep.

"How does braised pork sound?" Ki-hoon asked with a soft tone, still brushing my hair gently and softly. "You used to love it a lot."

Hm, yeah. I do love braised pork. And it’s been a while since we had anything pork-related... Probably because I don’t handle the kitchen nu... So maybe that’ll be fine.

And since I’ve slept a bit, I feel better and can probably stomach sothing.

"Or would you like pork rib soup?"

Okay, now his words were making salivate.

I raised my body, but then winced, feeling a stinging pain in both my elbows. It was so clear now and it felt itchy. Was it because it had already begun to heal?

I wanted to scratch it. But I didn’t. I let it be and faced Ki-hoon.

The place was dark, no... Dim. The lights weren’t completely off and were dim so I could see a full view of Ki-hoon’s face.

He stared at softly. His eyes held such warmth that even in that dim room where I couldn’t see clearly, I could feel the warmth and his intentions towards .

"I’m awake," I said. "And I think I can eat now."

What was the ti anyway? Why was he still awake? Wasn’t he exhausted from having worked so hard all day?

I was taking up his sweet resting ti.

I reached my hand towards his face and softly grazed my fingers over the line of his chin and then his jaw.

I caressed his face softly, feeling his warmth seep into my palms and then he leaned further into my palm, as if wishing he could just lt with my touch. All the while, his eyes stayed on .

Sharp dark eyes were speaking to about how much he cared for . How much he needed . How much... He wanted .

I gulped.

Maybe I was reading too much aning into it. Yeah, I tend to overanalyze.

And in this room where it was just the two of us, such thoughts are bound to tempt my rationality.

I patted my lips, gulped down the saliva in my mouth, and then opened my mouth to speak. But the mont I decided to speak, Ki-hoon held my hand and then leaned in to capture my lips so that words wouldn’t co forth.

I was taken aback. But it wasn’t like I didn’t expect this situation.

The atmosphere was just right, if you ask .

He just needed to push himself to make a move. And once he makes the move, it’s a pretty much done deal.

The sound of our lips smacking together gently made feel chills down my spine.

It was as if I was getting a wake-up call, but... How can he kiss as soon as I wake up? Doesn’t he care about morning breath? I an, it’s not morning yet but you know what I an.

Ki-hoon slowly interlocked his fingers with mine, clenched tightly as if scared that I would pull away with this contact, and then moved his second hand to my body.

Through the thin fabric I was wearing, I could feel the hotness of his palm. He traced his hand slightly, the fabric folding with his gentle and simple movents, and then he tightened his hold when he touched my waist. It was as if he was comparing the size of my slimness to the wideness of his palm.

I didn’t have ti to think of all this, obviously. I was more drawn and drowned in his lips and how he could make my eyes feel hazy with a small leak of his Pheromones.

Once Ki-hoon had gotten a taste, not that he was satisfied, he decided to pull away since this wasn’t the ti for this.

But as he pulled away, a thought ca to mind. It was an absolutely weird thought.

I think I have been tempted so much these days, and my heart, which just doesn’t want to co, made so bold with desires I didn’t know I had up until it started manifesting.

’I want to have sex.’ Was the thought that surfaced in my mind.

A hunger for sothing canine... Sothing raw and animal.

I wanted to be devoured, be it by a stud or a beast. I just... Wanted a man to hold .

This thought made go crazy.

’Should I just forget my initial thought to hold it off till my heat?’ I wondered, panting heavily as Ki-hoon tore his sweet lips from mine. ’Should I just make him take here and now? I... I want him inside .’

The thoughts made mad.

But as much as they drove mad, I couldn’t say a word.

Why? Because a part of was so self-disciplined that I had learned to keep my true intentions to myself, no matter how badly it ate at .

Should I say it saved at this point? Because it helped clear my mind a bit.

Just because I want to eat cake and I happen to see a slice of cake in front of , doesn’t an I can just eat it.

But then, what if I eat it and then die because it was poisoned?

There’s no reason to make haste in things like this, I thought, breathing in and out to calm myself.

"Jo-Pil, what’s wrong?" Ki-hoon asked, seeing my usual heaving but I shook my head.

There was nothing wrong with . I was just stuck in my own thoughts.

At the end of the day, ’save the best experience for last’ would be the most ideal thing to do.

So, I’ll save up my chance to have sex for later.

And right now...

I grabbed Ki-hoon’s arm and then said to him,

"Hyung," I called, subtly startling him. But I looked him in the eye with the boldness I had gathered and a lot of sincerity and said, "During my heat... When I can no longer think rationally and it feels like I’m not myself anymore... I’d like you to be..." I bowed my head, trembling as the thought of saying these words embarrassed , the speaker. My face flushed.

It’s not a big deal. It really isn’t. I’ve said a lot more embarrassing things than this so why am I...?

"What are you asking?" Ki-hoon asked, seeing my hesitation.

I looked at him. He looked like he really didn’t know what I was about to say. If he did, he wouldn’t be as composed as this, you see.

This thing I was about to tell him... It could be considered cheating, and maybe I’d be accused of picking favorites, but I have my reasons.

I have a reason why it has to be him first.

"At that ti," I continued and raised my head to look him in the eye, despite my flushed face. "I want you to put it in first. You... You’re going to be the one to take my virginity."