*MONALISA*
It’s warm.
Hmm...It was warm and so comfortable.
I leaned more into the warmth, loving every inch of it but when it moved.
I realized it was a person.
I was in the arms of a person?
I opened my eyes to see that I was resting my head on Enzo’s chest.
I looked up...his eyes were closed.
What the actual fuck?
I thought he agreed to sleep on the couch!
And didn’t we establish the fact that I hate spooning?
I pushed him away from and it turned out that I had applied more force than I intended.
He fell off the bed and grunted.
I swallowed and slowly sat up arranging my hair.
He stood up to his feet, rubbing the back of his head.
“Wow. What a way of saying thank you.”
I eyed him. “Thank you? For sleeping on the sa bed as ? It was irritating.”
“Ouch. I didn’t an to fall asleep on the bed. I was just trying to...shouldn’t you be thanking for petting you and putting you back to sleep? You’re just too freaking rude.”
I looked away from him and recalled that I had a dream about that day and when I opened my eyes...he was right there and I started to cry.
He had comforted .
Ahh...this is all because I went to a fucking beach.
And it was his fault.
“I can’t rember any of that happening.” I denied, flatly.
“You really can’t rember crying?”
“I told you before...I don’t cry.”
“What’s so strange about crying...it’s sothing we all do so why do you keep denying it?”
I stared at him, squarely.
Can’t he just let this go?
It was unbearable enough that I was still haunted by it.
“I don’t want to talk about this anymore.” I concluded.
I stood up from the bed and strode into the bathroom.
I stood in front of the mirror and stared at my reflection.
I slowly reached out for a toothbrush, feeling pathetic.
There was nothing I hate more than this.
I hate feeling like I was worthless...I hate feeling like a piece of trash people could easily abandon...people could easily let go of without a second thought.
Tears pricked my eyes and I shook my head.
I’m okay.
I’m not pathetic.
I’m a strong woman.
I’m soone no one can hurt ever again.
I won’t ever give anyone that access to ...that permission.
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I walked out of the bedroom and Enzo walked up to handing the nu.
“I’m starving...order so breakfast for us...I especially like how creamy yesterday’s al was.” He said, smiling.
I wonder how he was always looking so bright...he was always smiling when there was nothing to smile about.
I snatched the nu book from him and got the landline to place an order.
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After eating, I sat on the bed and was engrossed in reading an ebook on my phone.
“Let’s go out.” Enzo announced.
No way am I going out with him again.
“No.”
“Oh co on...I’m bored to death.”
“Not my problem.”
“I would really appreciate if you would start being friendly...why do you keep acting like a ghost...you barely talk to .”
“Let’s get to know each other more so we can have a fun trip...let’s go out.”
“No.”
Other than having sex with him...I’m not interested in anything else.
I gasped when he grabbed my phone from my hand.
“You look pretty in that dress already so let’s get going.”
I would not have any man boss around.
“Give it back.” I ordered, standing up.
“C’mon...you’ll have fun today, I promise.”
“Give it back.” I reached for his hand but he lifted it up.
“Say you’ll go out with .”
“What’s wrong with going by yourself?”
“I think we should both have a morable trip.”
“I do not care. Give it back.”
Oh I have my laptop anyway.
As I turned to get it, he grabbed it from the table.
My fist clenched as I chased him around the bedroom.
He was laughing and running.
When I finally had him cornered, I jumped on his body thereby pushing him to the bed.
“You’re so fierce, woman,” He let out,laughing.
I smirked realizing I was on top of him.
As if that occurred to him too, his eyes dilated.
“Mona....”
I placed my hands on the either sides of his head.
“Let make you ready for .” I whispered and bent my head to kiss him.
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