108: true end The Diary
The girls' most beautiful love was frozen in this instant, in this early sumr day scented with lis and waterlon soda, on this night when a shooting star streaked across the sky.
In this amusent park of destiny, Lu Lele had once tasted the bitter fruit of failure because of her own willfulness. But this ti, she completed her own redemption.
In this mont, tears suddenly filled Lu Lele's eyes. An indescribable emotion gathered in her chest, brewing and fernting, until finally transforming into the crystal teardrops sliding down the young girl's cheeks.
Gazing at her lover, who was right before her, Lu Lele cried. She cried loudly, like a little child, venting her emotions in the most primitive way.
But the tears Lu Lele shed were tears of happiness.
Words that could not be spoken surfaced continuously in her heart, like fallen leaves bringing news of the wind.
Yes, I am willful, and I am foolish. Foolish enough that it took so many cycles of reincarnation to finally understand you, to finally be able to ride a Ferris wheel with you, to finally be able to hold you like this and whisper "I love you" with a smile.
I once naively thought that if I kidnapped you ho, I could have a Happy Ending with you. I thought I could physically possess your body first, then slowly possess your heart, that treating you like a pure object would make it easy to conquer you.
But the result of doing so was making you turn completely cold toward . You were willing to end your own life rather than linger on in my basent.
Yes, you are unwilling to be treated as an object. Even if you are just a blade of grass, you cannot be controlled. Once removed from the soil of freedom, you simply wither away silently.
I also took it for granted that with my money and wealth, I could easily conquer you. I thought that by letting you indulge in a world of extravagance, luxury, wine, and neon lights, I could firmly lock your heart.
But you are so stubborn. You cannot be cowed by force, nor swayed by poverty. Money can only tempt you into a brief fall, but your heart still shines like gold.
That's right, you have your own dream, to beco a manga artist who brings joy to others. You cherish this small dream so much that you were willing to leave , leave that beautiful world of luxury, and go alone to a foreign land to pursue that candle-like possibility.
I also tried to let you experience setbacks, wanting you to realize that without , you would accomplish nothing, thereby shattering your dream.
But you, depressed and dispirited after losing your dream, even if you were with the whole ti, were you really happy?
You, suffering from cancer and saying on your deathbed, "I still want to beco a manga artist who brings joy to others," were you really satisfied with such a life, leaving no regrets?
The answers to these questions are actually quite obvious.
I admit I am foolish. In the past, dominated by my yandere instincts, I often did things that directly or indirectly hurt you. This was certainly the result of the Strange God's coercion, but it was also a sin forged by my own hands.
My hands are stained with sin and blood. I can never repay what I did to you in other worldlines.
But this ti, I believe I made the right choice.
I believe that this ti, there will be no more regrets or remorse. The story of you and will surely have a beautiful ending like a fairy tale.
Even if I have to pay a price for it, even if I can never return to that azure blue planet, even if I fall into a bottomless abyss, I will continue.
Because.
Lu Lele wiped away her tears, gave a gentle smile to Liu Lili, who felt at a loss due to Lu Lele's sudden crying, and said affectionately:
"Lili, I love you."
Liu Lili, however, breathed a sigh of relief and asked:
"...Why do you say that while crying? Wait, why are you crying and laughing at the sa ti, Lele? Is there sothing that makes you happy or sad? Or did you just rember sothing weighing on your mind?"
"It's nothing. It's just that when I think about coming to the amusent park with Lili, seeing a shooting star together on the Ferris wheel, I feel so happy. So incredibly happy that I couldn't help but cry. I didn't scare you, did I...?"
"Is that so? To be honest, I was a little scared just now. I didn't expect Lele to be so emotional. But, being able to see such a beautiful shooting star while riding the Ferris wheel, I'm excited too."
At this mont, their distance was so close, close enough for their skin to touch, yet also so far, far enough that the words hidden in Lu Lele's heart could never be conveyed to the lover before her.
But so what?
"Yes, that shooting star was truly beautiful, just as beautiful as you, Lili."
As long as you are still by my side, and as long as our story moves forward along the set track, everything is worth it.
"Lele, your sweet talk is still so direct."
Liu Lili's cheek flushed slightly as she whispered:
"But I like it."
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Years are like sumr, ti is like a song.
Spring goes and autumn cos, repeating endlessly.
At so point, Lu Lele developed the habit of keeping a diary.
The reason was simple. She was afraid that one day she would forget the little details of her life with Liu Lili, so she picked up her pen to record them, so that if she ever needed to in the future, she could read them again.
And in recent days, Lu Lele finally began to revisit these recorded histories. She opened those yellowed pages and patiently told their past stories to the person she loved most.
Inside the large Western-style villa, shadows moved about. Professional maids served their masters diligently, keeping the enormous villa in perfect order.
The villa was decorated everywhere with exquisitely frad paintings or other artworks. These were all the works of their mistresses, and the auction price for each piece could potentially reach hundreds of thousands, millions, or even tens of millions of Lily Coins.
In the eyes of these maids, their mistresses were simply living legends. Not only were they the famous twin stars who ruled the art and manga worlds for a considerable length of ti, but they were also a Lily couple. Their love story was sung by the people and was even adapted into novels and movies for the screen, envied by countless people.
In the spacious and bright room, Liu Lili, lying in bed, saw Lu Lele enter accompanied by a maid pushing a cart full of diaries, and asked:
"Lele, are you preparing to read the diaries again?"
This was sothing Lu Lele had only started doing in recent days.
After all, if she didn't do it now, there might never be another chance like this.
"Yes. Lili, I've sent our darlings away. Today, we can read a bit more," Lu Lele said.
"Mhm."
Liu Lili nodded gently.
At this point, they could understand the aning the other wanted to convey with just a single glance, so verbal communication had beco much less frequent.
Lu Lele then said to the maid:
"Thank you for your hard work, ii. Please give Lili and so ti alone."
The maid, called ii by Lu Lele, bowed to the two mistresses and left quietly.
Lu Lele carefully opened those yellowed diaries, stroking the pages filled with the marks of ti with her hand. A small doubt also surfaced in her heart, a question that had been forgotten for a long ti.
How long have they actually been together?
So, she selected two completely different diaries and secretly glanced at the ti.
The most recent diary entry was dated January 15, White Lily Calendar 172, while the date on the first page of the first diary was July 30, White Lily Calendar 112.
So, more than sixty years had already passed.
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