Chapter 276: Trapped
Rex.
I see blood everywhere.
Blood on the walls, blood on the floors. The kind of blood that only ans one thing--death. Walking around the dark halls, I go in search of soone, anyone to get
out of this ss that I am in. I look around but the more I look, the more blood I see. My hands, the clothes on my body, everything is ssed up and I can’t get out of here.
This place that is covered in blood.
Nightmares.
I have never been soone that had nightmares. I lost my parents at a very young age. I saw them, bloody and hurt. I was just a kid—it scarred
but I never liked to think about it. I never liked to rember all the pain I felt when they died.
Tonight is the first ti in a long ti that I had a nightmare. The kind that makes
shudder and tremble. I am covered in sweat as I sit up on the bed. Blue is next to . His eyes are closed and he is snoring softly. Gyles is next to him, seems like he shifted his bed in the night.
Darting my eyes to the window, the sky is bright. The sun is out. It is another day and I feel the exact sa way I felt yesterday. The dream I had last night keeps springing up in my mind. The fear and worry won’t leave
like this.
My wolf has been very quiet.
I don’t know what is going on and I feel like if I talk to Blue about all this, he will just worry more. I am tired of making everyone worry. I am tired of being burdenso. I reach for my phone and see a missed call from Beau. He is probably just checking up on . I get up from the bed and walk into the bathroom with the phone. I don’t want to wake them up. I don’t even know what ti they finally slept last night.
Beau answers on the first ring and I sit down on the toilet.
"How’s the surprise?’’ he asks .
I don’t know how to tell him all that has happened but I know I have to "Not as good as I thought it would be." I confess. I had an image in my head, one were Blue would see us and be happy. There was no attack, no stabbing. It was the perfect surprise. Totally not the way it turned out.
"Didn’t go as planned?’’
"Yeah, sothing happened."
I hear a sigh from his end "Are you okay?’’ he asks imdiately.
"Yeah. I think so.’’
I don’t feel okay. I know Blue can tell. There is sothing really wrong with
and I just can’t pinpoint what it is. Whatever happened to
in that estate must have been bad and I feel like I will not be able to co around to that again?
I want to feel like my old self. The one that didn’t have a worry. I don’t like the way I feel right now. "I hurt so people.’’
"What do you an by that?’’
I exhale softly "I don’t know how to explain it. Sothing happened to
and I ended up stabbing Gyles and Blue’s mother.’’
It sounds weird saying it like that but I don’t have another way to explain this to him. is telling him that I stabbed people the best way I can explain this?
Fucking hell.
"You are scaring
dude, what are you talking about?"
He sounds scared. I am still scared because it seems like Blue isn’t too upset with
about his mother but if she doesn’t make it, will he be able to look
in the eye normally?
"I don’t know how to explain it. I wasn’t myself.’’
"Where are you now?’’ he asks , the worry evident in his voice.
"I am with Blue and Gyles."
He sighs "You should be on your way back ho. Why are you still at his coven?’’
Beau will worry until it reaches the point where he will look for
himself. I don’t want it to get to that point because I completely trust Blue more than anything and if he wants to take
back ho, then that is what we will do.
I don’t want to disagree with him and with the way I have been feeling. It is a good idea to let him figure out what is wrong with .
"He needs to make sure I am okay.’’
Beau sighs into the phone "You know I can’t co and drag you ho myself. I need to be ho for Lanis with everything.’’ He breathes into the phone. I nod my head in understanding. I don’t even want him to co and get .
"I am fine. Really. Once I figure out what is wrong, I will let you know.’’
"I don’t even know why there is sothing wrong in the first place. If anything else happens, I want you to call
imdiately.’’
I end the call with promises that I know I will keep. Beau is a brother to . From when I was a kid, all he did was protect . Even until now, he makes sure I am okay and I will not take that for granted. I walk over to the mirror and my reflection terrifies . The bloodshot eyes, dark circles and discoloured skin. Waking up this morning, I feel even weaker than I felt before going to bed.
Because your mission is not complete.
I shake my head as a thought crawls through my head. There is a voice inside my head that doesn’t belong to my wolf. I grip strands of my hair as I take steady breaths, my attempt at blocking the sound off.
Finish your mission.
Kill them all.
As the words resonate. I rember my dream last night. I rember all the blood in the house. It all suddenly feels too real and scary.
Kill them all.
For a second, the person I see in the reflection isn’t . There is soone else there. A woman. I rember her from the other day. There is a smile on her face as she stretches her hand out. I watch as she crawls out of the mirror, reaching out for . I don’t know what is happening right now but I feel lifeless. I feel like I am in a cage again and I can’t get out.
I feel trapped.
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