Chapter 275: Complete feelings with you guys by my side.
Blue.
I know it is a big risk to bring him back to the place that once condemned him. I know Rex and I know he doesn’t want to go but he will also do what I want. That is the kind of person he is. From the first ti I t him, I knew. I saw it in his eyes. The desperation to please everyone around him. I am not saying he doesn’t have his own opinions but most tis, he likes to follow. I am glad he is listening to
right now because Gyles is a lot to handle.
His personality is the complete opposite of rex, so getting him to finally agree to this was a lot harder. I don’t actually want them to co back with
but I made a promise to the elders. The only this can end is by finding out who did this.
"We should stay here for the night and then go back to the coven," I suggest and Gyles agrees with a low grunt. He doesn’t want to do what I want but I backed him up against a wall.
I know he blas himself for everything that happened and he is trying to make up for it but at the end of it all, it is my fault. I am the cause of everything. Rex is the first one on the bed. There are two beds in the room which just ans I will have to choose who to sleep next to. I don’t want to have to choose between them but Rex needs
right now. He has been awfully quiet all evening. Sothing is bothering him and he doesn’t want to talk about it.
Gyles goes to one of the bed and Rex follows him to the other one. I get that they want to avoid talking about anything. I will give them tonight because a lot has happened and I don’t even know how to handle it all. For one, I thought would be able to escape the coven but If my mother doesn’t wake up. I might be stuck here for the rest of my life. There is no way a bunch of witches will accept
and my mates. They would want
to sever my ties with them. There is a spell for everything, they will want that for . Or rather, they will try to make
sacrifice them for the coven. I will never choose the coven over them. They are literally the most important people in my life and just the thought of letting them go terrifies .
Gyles pulls the covers over his head as I sit down next to Rex. "How are you feeling?’’ I ask him worriedly.
He manages a faint smile, I know that he is just trying to make
feel better by acting like he is okay. I feel him right now and the aura I am getting from him is very dark. I don’t even need to run any tests on him. I know there is sothing inside him, sothing that will still co out of him if we let it.
"I am okay," he tells , pulling the covers over his legs. His back is resting on the wall and he is watching
calmly. Almost like he doesn’t want to sleep. I don’t even have half a mind to go to bed right now. Not being able to tell what is going to happen tomorrow, terrifies . It is just so weird that things could just change for the worst in one day.
I reach for him and he closes his eyes as my hand rests on his cheek gently. I watch him as he breathes steadily against my touch. He reaches for my hand on his face and squeezes it softly. I am the one that is supposed to be trying to make him feel better but it seems like he is trying to make
feel better.
I want to be a shoulder that he can rest on. "Are you okay?" his voice is low in the dimly lit room. There is pain in his voice. I feel like I am the one that brought this pain to his life. Rex was fine before he t , I am starting to think being with him might have not been the best option. I don’t know what I was thinking. That I would be able to escape the coven?
Mother always said there was no way of leaving and I wanted to believe it didn’t apply to . I am not a full warlock, I have Lycan in my blood. I thought I would be able to escape from the life I hated so much because of that but here I am. In this ss, that I never wanted to be in, unsure of what to do.
"I just want to make sure you are okay. You and Gyles.’’ I add that last part because he is not in the sa bed with us right now but he is deep in my heart.
"What about you? is your mother okay?’’
My mother.
Before she got hurt, I was so sure she was going to do sothing criminal to get
to stay. She is the most selfish person I know. Right now, she is fighting for her life and I don’t know how long she has left.
There is so much pressure to find out who did this and I know the only way I can do that is by getting into Rex’s head. Soone did sothing to him and it might be buried in his mories. I have to find out who did this and then we get closer to the truth.
"I don’t know. I just want this to be over,’’ I tell him honestly. He slides down the bed until his head is on one of the pillows. I wrap my arms around him and he closes his eyes softly. He is exhausted. Maybe this rest is a good idea.
I take deep breaths as my eyes start to close. I haven’t slept in two days. Maybe I should just get so shut-eye.
After a couple of seconds, sleep cos and I drift off soundly...
I open my eyes and I see Gyles on the floor next to . His eyes are closed and his head is on the bed. I don’t know how I feel about this but the sight in front of
makes my heart thud heavily. Pulling the covers off , I reach for him and he opens his eyes imdiately.
"Shit,’’ he whispers as he jumps up to his feet.
"Are you okay?’’ I ask him worriedly.
He smiles but nods his head "I can’t sleep without you guys next to ,’’ he confesses and this warms my heart even more.
I take a deep breath because this is all a lot for . I have never felt this way before and I don’t know how to handle it.
"I can move that one closer, joint he beds together,’’ I suggest.
There is a gleam of excitent in his eyes. I look at Rex’s side and he is sleeping soundly. Walking over to Gyles bed, I drag it until the beds are close together. His smile widens "I am sorry for bothering you with this,’’ his cheeks redden, my heart lts.
I grab his hands in mine and he closes his eyes "I ssed everything up,’’ he whispers in the dark of the night.
"You didn’t ss anything up. You have been perfect all through. Don’t think that way.’’ I tell him.
His eyes open, I am still holding him "Do you forgive
Blue, for everything.’’
I nod imdiately. I stopped being upset with him the day I left the community. I just wanted to get him to see how incredible we could be together and now he sees that. He values this relationship and that is what I was going for.
"Co on.’’ I pull him to the bed. He rests on my chest imdiately and this ti, I feel complete and happy. There is nothing in this world that will take them away from .
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