Chapter 226: Payback
Blue.
"You need to co ho,’’ she breathes into the phone.
My heart thuds against my chest. I know what this ans and I don’t want to have to up and leave right now, especially with the way things are with Rex. he needs
the most right now but this call also signifies that she needs
to.
"What happened?’’ I ask her worriedly.
She sighs into the phone "Your mom is really hurt; she needs your blood.’’
I know what that ans instantly.
"How bad is it?’’ I ask her.
She sighs "Very bad, how long will it take you to get ho."
"Two days,’’
"You need to make it one.’’
"I need to go with you,’’ I tell Jules. A smile sprawls up to his face as the words leave my lips. He thinks I am leaving with him but this doesn’t have anything to do with him. I already made up my mind to stay here because of Rex.
And Gyles.
My wolf reminds . sohow he seems to think that I will forgive him for what he did. That all the anger I had will evaporate but I am so sure that I won’t. I want him to feel a taste of his own dicine. The way he has treated , I want the sa thing for him. there is no way I will just take him back and find a way to make this work. The only person I want is Rex. I want to try for him. I am going to do my research. I will find a way to make sure this doesn’t affect him. he is going to co out stronger once I am done.
He is my only priority.
"Mom is hurt again. I need to get to her,’’ I tell him, so he doesn’t think I am going back with him. I just need him for the ride—until we get closer to ho.
He sighs "And she needs you again?’’
I nod.
"Are you coming back here, or to ?’’ he asks.
I know that I will be back here but I don’t know how long it will take this ti. This is not the first ti mom has been hurt. In the coven, there is always soone that wants to take her place as head witch, I don’t know who it is or what happened this ti but from the way her sister sounded, it seems pretty bad.
"I plan to co back. I have so unfinished business,’’
He sighs "Your mates?’’ he asks.
I freeze in shock that he knows. Deep down, I felt that he would. Jules is pretty smart. I am sure he picked up on the way I have been acting. Just because he is a lone wolf, doesn’t an that he doesn’t know when soone finds their mate.
"You knew?’’
He nods and then smiles "Of course I knew. I knew the mont it happened, have just been waiting for you to tell .’’
He was waiting for ?
Fuck.
"I just wanted to figure things out.’’
He nods in understanding "So is it the one that ca over yesterday?’’ he asks.
I shake my head imdiately. there is no way I will accept that he is my mate. especially since I just rejected him.
"No, Rex. the one with the glasses." I know that is the only way he will rember him. rex is not pretty morable, at least, if you don’t know him. Once you get to know him, you will not be able to stop thinking about him.
He smiles "So, how is he going to feel with you leaving him just when he found you?’’
I shrug. I actually do need to talk to him "I will talk to him about it before I leave.’’
I walk out of the house because I don’t know what to do anymore. I know I have to go ho but a big part of
wants to stay here with him. there is this emptiness inside . I know it is because of yesterday. I don’t fully understand the repercussions of having sex with Gyles but I know they will co and we will both know when that happens.
"Blue,’’ I stop mid-track as I hear his voice. right now, I am not in the right fra of mind. I don’t want to see him. I don’t want to talk to him.
Why not?
My wolf asks . I know the reason why I think the best thing will be to avoid him is because of how I feel. I still feel things for him. I still wish things had turned out differently and if I keep seeing him. I will get swayed. I will push for more; I will forget all the selfish things he has done to .
I turn around slowly. I don’t know what I expect but what I see is nothing like it. His skin is pale. There are dark circles around his eyes. His eyes are as dull as yesterday. It has just been a day. How could he look so terrible?
I turn away from him imdiately because I don’t want to worry. I don’t want to talk to him. I know why he is here. He is turning around when it is already too late. I gave him enough ti to see that we could be great together. I gave him enough ti to love
but he chose to be a selfish prick and now he wants to act like yesterday didn’t happen. That he didn’t intentionally deceive
into having sex with .
I don’t even want to think about it.
"Wait," he calls , I feel his grip on my arm. It is like electricity surging through my whole body and hitting my heart imdiately.
I shouldn’t want him.
I shouldn’t crave him.
He is still yours.
My wolf reminds . I shake my head imdiately because I already rejected him. I don’t want to have anything to do with him. no matter what my wolf thinks. No matter how my body responds to . I will not accept this anymore.
"You need to fucking get your hand off
this instant,’’ I warn him. My voice is cold. Unlike I have ever heard it before. No one has ever made
this angry. in all my life. He is the first person to channel all this hate inside .
I look at him and there are tears in his eyes "Please talk to ,’’ he begs desperately.
He is trying to do that thing he does—manipulate
into swaying. This ti it won’t work. I will not succumb to him. I will not give him the satisfaction of having what he wants all the fucking ti. That is not how works.
He is selfish and inconsiderate.
"I don’t have anything to say to you,’’ I tell him blatantly.
He thinks we will talk about this and everything will get back to normal. I will not give him the chance.
"Can I do the talking?"
"I don’t want to listen to you either. I made myself clear last night. I don’t want to have anything to do with you.’’
He sighs and then slowly his hand detaches from mien "I feel like I am dying. I feel empty. Please don’t do this to ,’’ he begs.
I laugh "I felt that way all along."
He shakes his head "It is different. I didn’t reject you Blue. I didn’t know what I wanted and that was why I acted up.’’ He explains, which just makes
even angrier.
"You were fucking going to.’’
I know he was. He didn’t want . there was a pull, he couldn’t deny that but he didn’t want
and now that the sa thing is happening to him—he wants
to just let things go.
"I didn’t an to hurt you. I just have a lot of stuff going on. Things that I couldn’t rember. Things that I know will hurt ."
His mories. The one thing that he has been using as an excuse to act like a jerk. He thinks that he would have been a good person if all that didn’t happen to him. he will always be the selfish person that he is. He will always be this way, no matter what happens.
"You want to forget so bad?’’ I ask him.
He nods.
I smile. I want to give him a taste of his own dicine. I want to give him exactly what he gave to . pain and suffering.
I reach for him.
All the mories he wants to forget. I will do him the opposite. I will help him rember and maybe his pain will intensify. Maybe it will hurt him to the point where he is a shell of himself like he just made .
"I will help you forget,’’ I grab his temples as he watches . there is fear in his eyes. He doesn’t know if he can trust
and I know he shouldn’t trust
but he asked for this.
He will get exactly what he wants.
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