Chapter 210: The proposal
Alanis.
I don’t think my heart can take all this extra gushiness. We have never been the type of couple to show emotions like this. Okay, maybe that is a lie but he has never done anything like this.
He was busy fighting a monster.
My wolf pipes up a suggestion. Beau has completely obliterated every bit of my heart. I am overwheld and we haven’t even started the date. I tried to control myself but I just couldn’t resist him. At that mont, with his awkward smile, the nervousness in the tone of his voice.
"Co on, sit before we tear our clothes off again,’’ he bellows breathing heavily. I smile because he is shirtless as he sits down on the blanket gently. He stretches his legs out next to
and pulls
closer.
"So I know this is pretty strange. I an, kind of cringey, isn’t it?’’
I shake my head "I don’t think this is cringey. I love this,’’ I reach for the basket and pull out the champagne. He smiles as I grab the glasses "Can I open it?’’
He nods and I pop the champagne and pour them into glasses. I give him one of the glasses and he gulps it down. He is so nervous; I can’t even believe it.
"Why are you so tense?" I ask him curiously.
His cheeks redden from the embarrassnt of my question. There is more to this date. That is the only reason why he would be this nervous.
"I don’t know, I have never done anything like this. You know you are the only real relationship I have ever been in. so this is all new to ,’’ he confesses. I could tell that he didn’t want to ss things up.
"You know this is
right, I don’t care about anything but being with you. that is all that matters to .’’
He smiles "What do people do on dates?’’ he asks nervously.
I can’t help but laugh at how cute he is. I had a girlfriend for a while. I know how to go on dates but he was a player. He didn’t do girlfriends. He only cared about sex.
"You know all you have to do is talk to .’’
He blushes "We talk every ti. Is that all there is to this?’’
He is being the Alpha male that he usually is. I pull him closer to
and drop the glass on the ground "Tell
about your day,’’ I breathe out because unlike him, I have a lot to tell him.
"My day was spent in a eting with Olin and Jules. He is leaving in two days and he just wanted to finalize all talk on finding Fallon."
His search for the man has been crazy, I don’t even know how he has hidden so well. To , Fallon is a coward. He is hiding because he knows that he is at a crossroads. He can’t succeed in deceiving the pack. everyone wants him punished, so showing face will only end in his demise. I can’t wait for him to be found. I just want that Chapter of our life to be over.
"How was your day?’’ he asks
casually.
I don’t want to think about my father and talking about him will just ruin this date. "You can tell
about it. After all, that is my job.’’ He reads my mind. I have told him about my worries and unhappiness in concerns with the man. I don’t understand why it is so hard for him to just accept Beau and everything we had.
"he doesn’t want to have anything to do with you. he still hates you,’’ I confess because there is just sothing about Beau that makes
want o pour out my heart to him.
He closes his eyes for a second "Scratch that, I don’t think we should talk about him,’’ he huffs out opening his eyes. I know he is not happy with the denial. He wants to be accepted by the man I look up to. No matter how unhappy I am with him right now, he is still my father. He is still the one that saved
in my ti of need.
He reaches into the basket and pulls out a transparent container full of strawberries. I watch him as he opens the lid and I see the chocolate all over it. I like that he is going with the cliché things. He is so bad at this that It makes
love him even more. The fact that he planned this when he has no clue on how to do it.
"You want one?’’ he grabs one of them and pushes it to . food Is not important to
but for him, I will eat every single day for the rest of my life. I will gladly have the tallic taste that food gives . I will take it all and never get tired of it.
I bite into the strawberry and I feel sothing strong in between my teeth. He is watching , with this suspicious stare. The kind that makes
know that he is up to sothing. I open the strawberry into two and for the first ti I realize that it is cut. There is a ring inside, which makes the strawberry look like a box.
My heart is throbbing against my chest because he hasn’t even said anything and I already know what this is.
Holy shit.
"What is going on beau,’’ I call his na, I hear my voice and it is unrecognizable to . I can’t believe this is happening. Is this real?
We joked about this once.
I didn’t ever imagine that he would do this. I didn’t even think it was sothing I would be excited about. We are already basically married. The mating ceremony settled that, so why am I so excited for this?
Why do I want him to say the words?
The things people do in this situation.
He lets go of
and I watch him as he grabs my hand and carries
up on my feet. I am still holding the strawberry. The diamonds on the ring are tiny but the sparkle is bigger than anything I have ever seen. The band is plain gold. To , it is the most perfect thing I have ever seen.
"Is this real?’’ I ask him as he gets on one knee, his eyes remain fixed on . they bore into mine. my heart is still screaming. This is even more beautiful than the date. I will never forget this day. I will die and know that I lived a great life all thanks to this man in front of .
"Alanis Dravon." He calls my na.
I nod my head like he just asked
sothing interesting. We haven’t even gotten to the best part and I am already behaving like a fool.
Get yourself together man.
I talk myself up to behave.
There is a smile on his face. He doesn’t see anything wrong with
and my eagerness. He already knows the answer to the question. To so people, this will be pointless but to , it is everything.
"I have loved you since the first day I touched you, I continue to love you even through all our fights, and you know there will be a lot of those because I am a stubborn motherfucker,’’ he jokes and I can’t help but laugh. I already feel the tears. I am going to cry and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
"When I look into your eyes, I see the reflection of the two of us, I see the life I hope we will share together. I see my happiness in your eyes Lanis." A tear falls down my cheeks as he continues "You have saved
so many tis and I know you will continue saving . Please do
the honors of saying yes to this cheeky man’s proposal, even though we are basically already a married couple,’’ he ends it with the question.
The one that I have been waiting for. I didn’t even know I wanted this. I joked about it, I didn’t think it would make my heart lt so fast. He stays on one knee; he is still looking at
hopefully but I don’t know how to form words anymore.
I have never been this nervous. I want to scream out the words. I want to tell him that I love him too and I want to marry him. I have them all in my head but they won’t co out.
You can tell
here.
He sends
a mind link.
These are the reasons why I am so in love with him. he gets
completely, more than anyone else on this earth. He looks at
and he stares into my soul. The deepest parts of
that no one else sees.
He reads my mind and my heart and all my other parts.
He is my soulmate.
Yes, I will marry you.
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