Chapter 209: The date and the quickie
Alanis.
Before I get to the caves, I feel his scent. Almost like a pull that drags
to him. I follow the scent until I see the roses trail on the ground. My heart is thumping against my chest because this is already making
giddy all over and I haven’t even seen him yet. The roses lead into one of the caves and just as I enter, I stop in front of the caves. I am nervous because I don’t know what to expect, even though I have an idea.
Once inside the caves, I see the lights. They are just like a reflection. The walkway is dark, so I walk closer to the light. Wanting to see him, wanting to hold him and kiss him.
The eting with my father has
angry. the fact that he can’t even accept the man I love because I didn’t listen to his advice baffles . I am already with Beau, there is no going back. there is no point thinking about the what-ifs.
"Hey,’’ I feel him sneak up to
from behind. His arms go around my eyes, covering them completely. I was so lost in thought that I didn’t even sense him. "Don’t move, this is an arrest. You are all mine for the rest of the night,’’ he whispers into my ear. My heart races in my chest from the excitent of everything that is happening. He planned this and I am already eager to see what he has planned.
"At least let
see you.’’ I breathe out desperate to see his beautiful face. The sound of my voice echoes in the cave. I sound sad, I am sure he can sense it.
"I take it the visit didn’t go so well.’’ He reads my mind. I take a deep breath because being with him is easy. He takes all the pain away and he hasn’t even done or said anything.
"The man is stubborn,’’ I confess because, at this mont, I am ashad to call him my father. If he could just see Beau as the man that I see him, maybe he will co to accept him as I have. Maybe he will love
the way I love him.
"You know what, just forget about him for now. I have sothing special planned,’’ he changes the topic and I am grateful for that. I don’t want to think about the visit because it will be a downer to my mood and I am so excited to see what he has planned.
"Keep walking,’’ he urges .
I take a step forward "I am going to let you go, I want you to keep your eyes closed. Can you do that?’’
I nod my head and he lets go of my face imdiately. I feel his grip on my waist as he leads
further into the cave. I keep walking until he tells
to stop.
"What is this for ?’’ I ask him because this is sothing I didn’t even expect. Things are great between us. We are ready for our future and for the past two weeks, he has been kinda busy with Alpha duties. His search for Fallon has been taking a toll on him and to no avail. It is exhausting that no one knows where he is.
At this point, beau just wants to find him for the fear that he will eventually sneak up on us. He doesn’t want any surprises. The last surprise we had caused a lot of havoc.
"I have missed you,’’ he confesses and I believe him one hundred percent.
"I see you every day. You keep forgetting that you have been pumping
with your seed.’’ I remind him of all the sex we have been having. I don’t have the courage to tell him of all the fears I have regarding that. He is so sure that I am the one that is going to be pregnant. I don’t even know how that will happen but every ti we have sex, he is doing it for the twins.
That is what he calls them.
His babies.
They don’t exist yet but he is so sure that they will. I believe the dreams. I felt the connection with those babies and they aren’t even born but I don’t know how it will happen. I keep thinking about the different scenarios. Maybe we will need a surrogate. Soone that will carry the babies. There must be more to those dreams and there is no guidance. No one is telling us how this will happen and maybe we just need to relax. Maybe everything will fall in place but I am still terrified.
I haven’t told him that I don’t want to be the one to bear them. I am scared shitless. A fucking coward and I don’t know how to talk to him about it.
"You know you have enjoyed every second of it." he pulls
closer to him and I feel his dick press up against . he is already hard.
Fuck, I don’t want this night to end.
"Can I just kiss you already?’’ I ask him anxious for his lips on mine. he chuckles into my ear and the sound is like a piece of lodious music. The kind that feels like a highness that you never want to co off.
"In a minute,’’ he assures . we stop walking and he grabs my hand in his "This is not much, but I wanted to do sothing nice for you—for us. You know we haven’t really gone on a date. I haven’t done anything nice for you,’’ he sounds so nervous. I have never heard him this nervous.
I open my eyes and the first thing I see are the string lights in the form of stars. They are all over the walls of the cave. This looks like it took a lot of work. He must have spent so long doing it. I move around in circles, following the trail of the lights. They are bright, the fact that he did this makes
love him even more. My eyes stop on the ground. There is a red blanket on the floor and a picnic basket. I see the bottle of champagne.
"Cheesy right?’’ he distracts
from the beauty in front of . I can’t even think straight. The fact that he did this for . the fact that he took the ti to make this special night for
is overwhelming.
"Say sothing baby, I am losing my mind right now,’’ I look at him. I feel the tears well up in my eyes. They don’t fall. "shit, you hate it. I knew this was a bad idea, I told—" I run into his arms instantly and my lips shut him up. He lets out a breath of relief in my mouth as I slide my tongue into his. My heart is pouring out right now. the emotions are too much to handle. I just can’t handle how in love I am with him. we keep making out in the middle of this brightly lit cave. I push him so hard and fast that his back hits the wall roughly. I don’t know what cos over
but I want him inside . I want to feel all of him. I want him to take this overwhelming sensation with him.
I reach for his shirt and take it off imdiately. he pulls away from
"I didn’t bring you in here for sex. We are not having sex right now,’’ he interjects. I feel him hard against . his words contradict his body. He wants
and there is no denying it.
"I just want to feel you,’’ I confess with so much desperation. I don’t know why I am so emotional right now but he senses it and I watch him as he helps
take his shirt off and then he does the sa with mine. in less than a minute, we are both naked in this cave. The silence eats at
as I lt into his mouth, sliding my hands all over his body. The butterflies attack , sending waves of electricity all over my body. I keep going until he is inside . the sounds that co from him urge
to continue. He pushes hard, the pain is the sweetest pleasure I have ever felt. I love this man so much, that it hurts. I can’t wait for forever with him. I can’t wait to be with those babies. No matter how scared I am right now, no matter how much I don’t want to be the bearer.
"I love you,’’ he breathes into , the sounds eat at .
"I love you too,’’ I manage in between breaths. I feel the euphoric bliss that cos with our climax and just as we started, he holds unto
to stand on his feet. These caves have a lot of mories.
He looks at
and there is a smile on his face as the sweat trickles down his forehead "Can we continue the date now?’’ he asks with a wide smile.
I nod as he grabs his shirt from the ground and wipes
with it.
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