The Werewolf's Chapter 203: The dreams

Chapter 203: The dreams.

Beau.

"Did you have the dream?’’ Alby asks

with a smile on his face. I haven’t been to Alby’s house in a while. Knowing that he can calm down and not worry too much about anything has been easy on him. it even shows on his face.

Stress has a way of showing.

"What dream?’’ I ask him.

I didn’t actually co here to talk about . I ca here to ask him about Rex and his situation. I an, that is what I am calling it. a situation because I can’t even fathom how this even happened in the first place. It seems ridiculous that the deities would pair him with Gyles and Blue. Two strong Alpha’s. they will eat him alive.

"The dream with your heirs,’’ he breathes.

My attention spikes because just thoughts of my children would have

paying attention. I have dreamt of those kids. I have craved them so much that every ti I look at Alanis, I imagine him pregnant. I know guys can’t have kids but I don’t know how this will work. How we will have those kids.

The one thing I never even knew I needed but have suddenly co to demand.

"I see you have," he smiles like he is revealing so sort of big secret. I close my eyes for a second. The fact that he just ntioned it ans that it is real. We will really have those kids.

"But that is not why you are here, you seek information on Rex,’’ he breathes out so calmly. I don’t want him to change the topic. I don’t want him to talk about anything else but my babies "Tell

how it will be possible, I need to know,’’ I beg with so much desperation that I didn’t even know I had.

He smiles "When the ti is right, you will know all you need to know.’’

I should be upset but I am not. The fact that he ntioned it ans it will co to pass. I can’t wait for my family to be complete. I can’t wait to have a happy life with Lanis.

"I need to know how it is possible. I have never heard of anyone having two mates." I bring up the real reason why I ca to his house. Rex needs so guidance before he sses his relationship with those guys. He was already sneaking around with one. Gyles is not in the place to get his heartbroken. Cassius ssed him up—granted, it was unintentional. he died on the guy and now he is ssed up. No matter how strong he acts. I know he is struggling and now I have to add a romance between two guys. I don’t know if he will be able to handle it. if It is too much for him, he might end up rejecting them. I don’t want his story to end up badly, so I have to help in any way that I can.

"Nothing is impossible,’’ he smiles and then leads

into the living room. I sit down on the couch opposite his and he looks at

"Just because they are the first that it would happen to doesn’t an they won’t be a success story, just look at you and Alanis. You paved the way for the unity and best believe there will be more.’’

It started with

and Alanis and then Darrien and Jabi. He has a point and I want to believe him but I still don’t know how this will work.

"think about this way, if there were two of Alanis, would you be able to pick one?’’ he asks , he is still smiling. It almost seems like this is intriguing to him. I get that he is one of the first elders to witness this but at the end of the day, he shouldn’t be too happy about it.

If I had to choose between two of Alanis, I wouldn’t be able to.

"There can’t be two of the sa people,’’ I interject because Blue and Gyles are different people. There is nothing similar between them, so his point is moot.

"I am trying to tell you that the heart wants what it wants and right now, Rex’s heart wants both of those boys,’’ he tells , he is trying to get

to see things in his own light but how do I do that. This whole thing is just problematic for the three people involved. Is it even possible to love two people the sa way? I can’t imagine loving soone as much as I love Alanis.

"Love knows no bound. The heart is big enough to be shared.’’

"Shared, yes but an equal share. Never. Even parents usually love one child more than the other. It is not possible to love people equally."

He smiles "So you will love one of your children more than the other?’’

I get shivers as he ntions them again. He seems to be teasing

with that but I am almost sure that he doesn’t plan on telling

how this will happen. He wants

to be surprised—or worse, he wants

to figure it out on my own. I plan on having those children. The mix of

and Lanis. I want it so bad, that the eagerness is killing .

"This is not about ,’’ I breathe out. He is telling

that this thing between them will work. This is him basically assuring

and I guess I have to take it.

"Gyles has a lot of unanswered questions about his past, will it affect his mating?’’ I ask because I don’t want to hurt the guy any further. His heart is fragile and all this might just crush it.

Especially if this is not what they are all saying it is. If Gyles is not his mate and he ends up falling in love with Rex, he will get hurt.

There is sothing about Gyles that I feel protective towards. I don’t know yet but I plan on watching out for him. maybe just the fact that he is so alone, maybe it is the fact that he loved soone like Cassius. That guy was a monster. I am sure just knowing that he loved Cassius must be killing him.

Whatever the reason is doesn’t matter. I just need to make sure he is okay.

"This will help him. you have to trust the process. This is not a mistake Beau. There is a reason for this. there is always a reason for everything.’’

I sigh loudly because, at the end of the day, he is right. They have to figure this out on their own and when they are ready. They will do things properly. I can’t push them into this, maybe I can be the nudge in the right direction but they have to co together on their own.

They have to do this on their own.

"Okay, so I just ca here today to find out if it was possible and I guess you gave

all the answers I need."

He nods "I gave you more than you needed."

His response is vague but deep down I know what he is talking about. He is talking about the dreams again. My babies. I don’t know what he wants

to do but I think he wants

to figure it out on my own. I don’t know how this will happen; I don’t know how I will father a child with Lanis but I want to make those dreams a reality. I want it so badly.

I stand up from the couch and he does the sa thing.

"Thank you, Alby,’’ I manage with a faint smile.

He follows

out the door and he stops in front of it "Just rember, all the answers you need are in your heart,’’ he places his hand on his chest "Maybe you should spend more ti in your dreams. Those seem to help you,’’ he winks and with that, he closes the door on my face without any other word.

I have no fucking clue what he just said.

I don’t know what he wants

to do but it seems like he thinks I will figure it out on my own. Almost like I am supposed to.

I walk back to my house and to my room, Lanis is on the bed. He is dressed in a pair of shorts and a shirt. He doesn’t even wear his clothes anymore and don’t I love it so much. He looks up from the hardcover book in his grip and smiles "Alby ntioned them,’’ I tell him imdiately.

He furrows his brows in confusion and it only takes a second for him to understand what I am talking about. We have both been stuck on thoughts of them. We are both eager and desperate. Most people wouldn’t be ready for kids, they would want to wait but all we have been able to think about are those kids.

That is all we want.

"What did he say?’’ he breathes out and it sounds like relief.

I walk over to the bed and he sits up, welcoming

into his arms. I don’t know what we have to do but I want to do my best. I want to bring those kids into this world. I want them to be a part of my life.