Chapter 194: Everything is perfect
Rex.
"This was the best weekend of my life,’’ Gyles breathes out, pulling
closer in his arms.
As the sun sets, it is a reminder that the day is over and our bubble is about to burst. I don’t know what ti Beau and rest of the pack plan on coming but I don’t want us to be caught in our bubble. I don’t want to have to explain anything to everyone, especially now that Beau already knows about
and Blue.
He hasn’t called
to talk about it and I am glad because I don’t want to start explaining things to him. I don’t even know what is going. I don’t understand all the feelings going around my insides.
"This is not over..." I look at him. He has a weird expression on his face "Right?’’ I add in question.
He shakes his head "I don’t want it to. I need you in my life,’’ his words are comforting because I feel the sa way. I need him, more than I ever imagined. In just a span of two days, he has beco a very important part of my life. I can’t imagine waking up and he is not beside . That is how important he is.
"We don’t have to stop this,’’ I tell him, nuzzling into his arms. He brushes the strands of my hair gently. That re action sends shivers down my spine. We are in my bed, in each other’s arms and I just realized sothing. I and Gyles are perfect for each other. He gets , he likes being with . He genuinely makes
happy.
"What about your mate,’’ he ruins the bubble by asking.
The way he calls Blue my mate baffles . He is so sure that he is not my mate. He believes this thing between us is all on us. I know that he is my mate. My wolf already claid him—even if he wants to deny it. Blue is not the only one my heart beats for.
"You are my mate too."
He scoffs. "You seem so sure,’’ he points out.
I nod imdiately "I know you feel this too. I know your wolf is crying for
too."
He might deny it but his heart is calling out to . He feels it and I feel it too.
"I don’t want the pressure that cos with being your mate. I am not ready for that responsibility. All I know is that you make
happy. I like spending ti with you but if you need to figure things out. You have Blue. I won’t be offended if you choose him.’’
He is saying all this to
but I don’t believe him. He seems to think he will be fine without
but I have read a lot about being rejected by your mate. I know how it will eat you up. I know the things that co with it. Even if he says he will be okay. His wolf won’t be okay. I don’t want to rush him because it is not like there is a tiline to this thing. He can take as much ti as he needs to figure it all out. I will be here, waiting for him.
"I am not choosing anyone. I want you both,’’ I cry, desperate for him to see that this is bigger than us. This is more than just
or him. This about companionship and loyalty. Ever since I t Blue and Gyles, I have been feeling stronger. Even without Beau, I haven’t felt as weak as I used to. it just proves that Gyles is my mate. Blue hasn’t even been around all weekend.
He grabs my waist and carries
up until I am on top of him. There is a smile on his face, his dimples pierce at my soul. "Isn’t that a little greedy?’’
I chuckle "I thought about it too. My wolf must be greedy. Since he can’t settle for one person."
"This is not my fault.’’
He laughs, pressing his face into mine. I watch him as he slowly sniffs into , inhaling for a couple of seconds "I don’t mind you being greedy. As long as you still want ,’’ he breathes even deeper.
I don’t find it weird that he just took a long whiff at . In fact, it is a turn on.
"Do we have to tiptoe around everyone else?’’ he asks.
I pull away from him with raised brows "I want to tell Blue about this. I want to talk to Alby the elder. I need him to explain what is happening. I can’t be the first person to have two mates."
He nods "As I said, I want you to do what you feel is best, even if I don’t agree with it."
My legs are around him. There is a smile on his face as he looks up at . What more could I ask for. I want to say that I hate the fact that my mating situation is different because it makes the whole thing problematic but Blue was my first mate. If I only had one mate. I wouldn’t have him and I am thrilled that he is mine.
"Do you want to spend the night here, with ?" I ask him, batting my lashes flirtingly. I have beco a whole different person. Soone that flirts, soone that likes people. This is all new to
and the short ti of it all still surprises .
"Being in bed with you is a lot better than alone,’’ he mutters, even though I can sense the joy from my request "What if your people get back early?’’ he asks.
We haven’t decided what we are but I guess we are going to keep things hush until I am sure about it all. I just need more information. All the studying, the books and I have never co across anything like this.
"Sleeping on the sa bed is not a big deal,’’ I assure him.
That is a lie. If Beau should see us in bed together, like this. He will suspect sothing. He can always tell when there is sothing going on with
and he will ask questions "No one will just barge into my room. We are fine,’’ I assure him.
He pulls
into him and I rest my head on his shoulder, breathing all of him "I never thought I would feel this way. Thank you for this.’’
I don’t know why I am thanking him, but I feel the need to. Almost like I want him to know he is appreciated. Gyles has been through a lot. I have only heard about the stories from people in the pack but from the stories, I know that his life has not been easy. He has been on a standstill for a long ti and I feel like this is his second chance.
"It is my second chance,’’ he blurts out.
I open my eyes wide, shocked. "Did I say that out loud?’’ I mutter embarrassed.
He shakes his head "I read your mind,’’ There is a smile on his face as he lays that confession. There is no way he read my mind. Does that an he has been able to read my mind all through?
"Guilty,’’ he confesses.
I jump up from him but he is quick to grab
by my waist. The speed he uses catches
off guard "Why are you running away?’’ he pins
to the bed with a smile. All I can think about is the fact that he has been in my head all weekend. That is not fair.
"I am sorry, I didn’t know how to tell you and I liked all the things I heard. I didn’t want you to shy away from ,’’ he peers down at . his expression suddenly getting serious.
I don’t know what to say.
"You don’t have to say anything, just tell
you are not upset with .’’
I frown "You invaded my thoughts. That’s not fair."
"I am sorry,’’ he apologizes, letting go of
and standing up. I know he is just trying to play . He is not really sorry. I sit up on the bed and he joins
on his side "Am I forgiven?’’
I shake my head "No you are not. You played .’’
He smiles suddenly and this confuses
"What do you an?’’
I sigh, turning away from him. "Do you know what this is?’’ he adds pulling
closer to him. I ignore him even though I can hear him clearly. I am not really upset, but yeah, he did sothing wrong "This is our first fight,’’ he breathes into my ear.
I can’t get upset with his words because of the fact that he is calculating our milestones warm my heart.
"Goodnight West,’’ he calls
by my last na. I close my eyes as I drift off into sleep, completely content with everything that has happened. Even with all the confusion, I feel like my life will be easier with the two of them.
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