The Werewolf's Chapter 193: Can you choose me?

Chapter 193: Can you choose ?

Gyles.

What the fuck am I doing?

Why am I ssing with him?

Why does it feel like I am losing my fucking mind all over again?

The past cos crawling in. those tis in the basent. The loneliness. They all co crawling in. bits and pieces that I tried to forget. What really happened after I was kidnapped.

"Fuck,’’ I shout out to the sky.

I ran out of his room. I still don’t understand how I felt when I heard Blue’s voice or why I even felt anything in the first place.

Maybe because he is yours.

That fucking voice in my head screams. I look up at the sky; I don’t know what is going on. Everything is happening too fast. All these emotions, feelings that I have never felt in all my life. It wasn’t even like this with Roger. There was no confusion, no fear of loss. Now all I feel are those things.

"Get your shit together Gyles." I scold myself. That is a thing I do. I am the only one that can tell myself what to do. I only listen to myself.

I run my hands through my hair, pacing back and forth in front of the house. I left to clear my head but it feels like the fog just intensified. I want to be back in that room with him.

Them.

That fucking voice again.

I keep hearing that voice. I want to push it out. I want to fucking get it out of my head. What is even that voice?

Why is it pushing

to do things that I don’t want to do?

Maybe you should listen to .

The voice shouts at .

I close my eyes. It gets worse. I feel another person inside . almost like coming to this pack awakened sothing inside of .

You are a wolf.

You are .

"Fuck,’’ I cry out.

I need Rex. I need to be in his arms.

You should go be in his arms. He is your mate after all.

This fucking voice. I wish it would just get out of my head. He must know by now that I answered his call. Would he be upset? I don’t want to do anything that will upset him. I like where we are. This weekend bubble that we have been in. They will all be back tomorrow. I wouldn’t get the chance to be alone with him.

Fuck.

I need to be with him.

I run back into the house and in the direction of his room. Once in front of his door, I take a deep breath as I open the door. He is standing close to his bed; his phone is pressed to his ear. He is on the phone with Blue.

Blue.

What a beautiful na.

My favorite color.

I shouldn’t be thinking about Blue. I don’t even know him. the person I know is standing right in front of . He is so beautiful. He is perfect. I walk over to him; he mouths the word phone. I don’t fucking care. I just want to feel him. Rember why he is perfect for . I don’t want to think about that voice. I don’t want to think about the insane thoughts that are running through my mind. I try to block out the sound of his voice. I can hear Blue through the phone. Almost like my abilities are choosing to work perfectly at this mont. I grab him because all I want to do is taste him. all I want to do is feel all of him and he said we can’t have sex. It is unfair that I have to try and control myself when all I want to do is be inside him.

Fuck.

I eavesdrop on their conversation as I lay kisses all over his neck. Rex is trying to stay strong but I feel him weak in the knees. I push him until his back hits the wall hard. I shouldn’t handle him roughly. He is delicate, like a beautiful flower. He is my flower. At this mont, I am trying to control myself. Which is a lot harder than I thought. He is shirtless. His rosy skin is calling out to . I move away from his neck to his chest. My hand is all over him. there are goosebumps on my skin. I feel the softness of his. Almost like he hasn’t worked a day in his life. I will gladly do all his work for the rest of our life.

Shit.

I am thinking about the future.

I close my eyes for a second as I grab his nipple into my mouth. It hardens imdiately as his breath spikes up. I am surprised Blue hasn’t noticed anything weird.

Now I am thinking about him again.

Blue.

I feel his dick against , he is as hard as a fucking rock. Not like there is anything different with . I like that I make him hard. I like that he responds to

well.

My mate.

I ignore the voice even though this is the loudest it has ever been. I don’t want to think about that right now. I want to focus on tasting him. I go on my knees, not taking my eyes off him. He opens his eyes wide, probably shocked by my action. I keep my eyes on him as I pull his shorts off.

Now he is naked in front of .

This is what I wanted when I ca back into the room. He shakes his head imdiately almost warding

off him but it is too late. We have co too far already. "This is not sex. I just want a taste."

I give him the best assurance that I can. I don’t know if I will be able to control myself all through the end of this but I want to try my best not to make him regret this. I just want to show him all the things he could get from this. I want to know how he tastes. I am sure he will be as delicious as he looks. I take him into my mouth and his dick throbs against . I feel it get even harder if that is even possible.

He ends the call with Blue and I am happy that he chose . I am happy that he is here with

and not him. even if it just for the weekend.

His breath spikes as I take all of him deeper into my mouth. I feel him in my throat. He trickles and turns

on. I love the way he tastes. Just as I expected. Sweet with a little bit of salt. My favorite kind of treat. I don’t think I can go back from him. He grabs my hair in his grip and it is hard. The strands of my hair feel tugged at. This is already intense. So, when I bob my head up and down, he responds even louder. I don’t know how many people live in this house but right now, it seems like we are the only ones in the house. I haven’t bumped into anyone all weekend, which ans he can scream as loud as he wants.

No one will be able to hear him.

This gets

excited and I move faster, feeling him shake and shiver against . we keep at it; I don’t want to stop. I like giving him this pleasure. I want this mont to last forever.

God, I don’t want this to be a mont. I don’t want this to be for the weekend. I want this to be permanent.

I want him to want .

The mont I feel him stiffen, I pull into him even deeper, this gets a louder scream from him and I feel him spill into my mouth. He falls to his knees at the sa ti I swallow all of him. he is drenched in sweat. His breath is heavy and hot as he rests his head on my chest. He is still shaking.

I like that I did this to him.

"Wow,’’ he breathes out shakily.

I look at him, slowly wiping the sweat from his forehead. His eyes are still closed. I just made him climax. It feels like the greatest accomplishnt of my life. I am glad that Blue is not in my mind anymore. Doing that with Rex just made

realize just how much I want this with him.

"You have to choose ,’’ I blurt out the thoughts in my head.

He opens his eyes imdiately, confusion and maybe shock on his face "What?’’ he asks nervously.

I sit up properly on the floor "Can you choose ?’’ I rephrase my sentence. I don’t want to demand; I want to ask him to.

Blue is the major contender but I wish it could be . with , he doesn’t have to conform to the deities. He doesn’t have to do the whole mating shebang. He can just be with .

"That’s not how this works Gyles. I can’t just choose you."

"Why not? You said I am your mate.’’

He nods "I think you both are. Sohow, my wolf is calling out to the both of you.’’

I shake my head "I don’t want to share you. I want you to choose.’’

He sighs. I already know his answer before he even says anything and maybe all this is in my head if it is so difficult for him to make a decision.

Maybe this is all .