The Werewolf's Chapter 101: Explore each other

Chapter 101: Explore each other.

Jabi.

I didn’t expect this kiss.

I don’t know what is going on in his head.

One minute he is worrying that my age is a barrier and the next minute he has

pinned up to the wall with his body pressed to mine. I don’t know how to react to this, but my body does all the talking as I grab him by his waist to pull him closer.

This kiss is deep, srizing and makes

long for more. I wrap my arms around his neck, never wanting this mont to end. I still can’t believe all this is happening to . I didn’t think I would ever get the chance to feel this way about anyone.

’’Why do you taste so fucking good?’’ he pulls back slightly, his lips still on mine.

I dive into the kiss unable to give him an answer to that question ’’You’re mine. Fuck, you’re mine.’’ He mutters in between kisses. I smile into his mouth because I want to be his. For the rest of my life.

I don’t know what brought about this reaction.

But I like it.

I like it so much.

His exclamation is surprising to . it is almost like he has finally accepted all of . All the doubts that I could sense in him before seem to have vanished. I like this, a little too much.

He rests his head on my forehead and his eyes bore into mine. That intense stare on his face again. ’’Did sothing happen?’’ I ask him unsure if I should burst this beautiful bubble we are in.

’’A lot.’’ He smiles, closing his eyes.

My eyes stay open as I watch him in his daze completely engrossed in all that he is. This man ca into my life in a flash and completely took over everything. I don’t mind, I am very grateful to have him.

’’I am not running away from this anymore.’’

I inhale a soft breath at his words and then slowly, let that sa breath out. I don’t know how to handle all he is saying. The rush, the excitent of his words. I have been trying to convince him to let go. Trying to show him that this is not wrong and now he is finally accepting .

’’You have , completely. I will never stop you again.’’ He opens his eyes and I stare at the intensity of his words.

I smile because that is all I can do. I don’t have the words; I only have this smile. To show him that this is what I want. I want him too. I want all of him.

’’Are you scared?’’ he asks .

I shake my head ’’I am excited. I have never been excited about anything in all my life, but I can’t wait to share my life with you.’’

He smiles ’’How do you feel about doing the ritual on Thursday?’’ it is a question but from the look in his eyes, it seems like he has already made up his mind.

I don’t know how I feel about it. they taught us about the ritual. It is supposed to be done on the full moon. ’’How will this work with us?’’

He shrugs ’’I have no clue. I want to do this the vampire way. That seems more logical.’’

I furrow my brows ’’What do you an by the vampire way?’’

He sighs and drops his hands from my waist to his sides ’’It just makes more sense if I take control of this.’’

’’What do you guys do. I an with your links?’’

’’We don’t have to wait till the full moon. I just have to give you my blood and have yours. There is this special bond that will be ford at the end of the process. It is not as big a deal as you guys.’’

’’Drink your blood?’’ I stutter.

He nods.

’’The full moon is in two days. Don’t you think it is too soon?’’ I ask him.

’’I want to do this. I can’t wait any longer.’’ He is so assertive. So sure, that nothing will go wrong. I trust him, I want to do whatever he wants. I know that as long as we are together, nothing bad will happen.

’’The full moon is in two days.’’

He nods ’’Yes, we fucking do this on Thursday,’’ he grabs my hand in his and squeezes it assuring.

’’I love you,’’ he breathes out.

My heart thuds against my chest. This thing called love, this thing that I never thought I would experience. Here it is and it has made

the happiest person on earth.

’’I love you too.’’

Saying it now is easy. There is no worry in my mind because he feels the sa way. Having soone that loves you as much as you do is a blessing, and I won’t take things for granted. I will cherish him; I will love him with all I have. I will never let him go.

’’We should go back to your place,’’ he winks. There is a gleam in his eyes. The kind I haven’t seen before.

I love it.

He leads

back to my tiny house; we get in and he is all over . this side of him that he has been hiding. The side of Darrien that doesn’t treat

like a kid. I wished for him to see

as a man and it seems like he is finally accepting .

The door closes with a loud bang and he pulls away from

with a hearty laugh. He grabs my hands in his and pulls

deeper into the living room and then to the couch. This is where we had our first kiss. Right here. I never really felt like I belonged here, in this place. It was given to

by Rick. I didn’t have anywhere to stay once I had co of age. No one wanted , I didn’t have a mate. I was all alone. This place felt like a prison and the longer I stayed the more trapped I felt.

The day I t Darrien at his place.

He saved

and he doesn’t even have a clue. He doesn’t know how much he has changed my life.

Looking at this tiny living room, the lack of mories. Suddenly, I don’t hate it anymore. I had my first kiss here.

With this amazing man in front of .

’’I want to try so things with you,’’ he breathes heavily. Showing

more things that I like.

I nod at once.

’’This is my first ti with a guy. Uh... I know I will like whatever we do but I want to make sure you want this too,’’ he echoes nervously.

He is watching , I don’t know what he is thinking. I don’t have any experience, with anybody. He is the first person that has ever wanted . he is the first person I want.

’’You have to tell

you want this too.’’

I don’t know what he is talking about. Are we about to... I don’t know, have sex?

’’Are we talking about sex?’’

He shakes his head instantly with a slight laugh ’’No... baby no. we are not having sex.’’

I nod.

He goes on his knees and looks up to

on the couch. His eyes peering into mine ’’I want to explore your body. I want you to explore mine. Do you think you can handle that?’’

I nod again, this ti a lot more eager.

He laughs.

I watch him as he reaches for my shirt and pulls it off

instantly leaving

shirtless. He reaches for his and does the sa. Now we are both shirtless. I look at my body and then at his. Complete opposites.

I find myself in awe of his hard, lean fra as kneels before . no matter how hard I try, I can’t tear my gaze from his pale outline to his magnificent form, there is no use. His devilishly handso features shift into a knowing grin as he catches

staring—more like gawking at his physique.

He stands up and I watch him, unsure of what to do next. ’’I want to get our clothes off,’’ he explains.

I nod and reach for my shorts; he grabs my hands and stops

’’I’ll get them off. You seem tense. Is this too much?’’

I shake my head ’’No... this is perfect.’’

He nods and I watch him strip off his clothes. His eyes never stray from mine even when he is completely naked. My eyes drift to his mber, totally engrossed in how beautiful he looks naked. Suddenly I am nervous. Would he like what he sees when he sees ?

I am nothing great.

Too masculine to pass off as a girl and too feminine to pass off as a guy. Darrien is perfect and I am just bleh. ’’Do you want to touch ?’’ he asks still looking at .

Oh my God.

Why do I want to so badly?