Chapter 100: Mine.
Darrien.
’’So your boyfriend is not here anymore. What’s bugging you?’’ Alanis asks
with that smug smile still on his face.
He is enjoying this a little too much. He has no answers for . I need to speak to soone that can explain this shit to . the minute I find out that this is okay, I plan to let go completely.
’’It’s none of your business.’’
He laughs ’’Well soone is feisty.’’
I roll my eyes ’’What if I want to do the ritual on Thursday too... with Jabi?’’ I ask him, totally contradicting myself right now. I don’t know what I am doing right now. I want to speed things up so fast. I am getting impatient.
’’Uh... wow. Have you thought this through?’’
I nod. ’’We kissed. At his place. I got so fucking tempted. It was a ss. I can’t continue living like this,’’ I admit running my hands through my hair from all the frustrations.
’’You know what, let’s go get Beau,’’ he grabs
by my arm and leads
into the building.
The place is packed. I look around the crowd on all the tables for my Link. It is like there is this pull. I know where to find him instantly. He is seated on the sa table with Rex and so other guy with long hair. His plate seems to be full from where I am standing. Our eyes et at once, and he smiles, the kind that tugs on my heartstrings.
I return the smile ’’There he is, let
steal him for you,’’ Alanis walks away from
and I watch him go to his mate.
Beau looks up imdiately and I see that look. That look that I have when I see Jabi. The excitent, the love, the pure joy of seeing the only person that matters. Alanis brushes his hand on Beau’s arm and whispers sothing in his ear. slowly he looks up to my direction and smiles before walking up to .
’’So... I hear you have questions?’’
I nod ’’Can we talk outside?’’
’’I’ll leave you guys to it,’’ Alanis walks away from us and I watch him as he sits down next to Jabi.
Hesitantly, I walk out with Beau who just has this warm smile on his face. we get to the front of the rec centre. The night sky looming above us with the stars shining brightly. The wind blows and I feel a chill as I look at Beau.
’’Is it wrong?’’ I ask him, getting straight to the point.
He furrows his brows ’’Is what wrong?’’
’’ and Jabi. I know he is just a kid and I shouldn’t be having the kind of thoughts I am about him. I have tried to control it. tried to stop seeing him in that light but I can’t.’’
He smiles.
Why is he smiling?
I need fucking answers.
’’Because he is sixteen?’’
I nod and run my hands through my hair in frustration. Because he is sixteen and all I want to do is bury myself inside him.
Fuck.
Even just thinking about him turns sexual.
’’You know, age doesn’t matter with us. He would’ve never connected with you if he wasn’t ready.’’
’’He is still sixteen, he is still a child.’’
He shakes his head ’’Yes, he is young, but he is a wolf. Our age is different from humans. Let’s just say right now he is old enough to be with you.’’
I don’t understand him. fuck, all I can hear is him telling
that this is not wrong. ’’What do you an?’’
He sighs, obviously unsure of how to explain this to . ’’Hold on, lem just get soone.’’ He runs back into the building before I can stop him and a couple of minutes later with Rax in his grip.
Rex pushes his glasses up his nose as they both stop in front of
’’Look, I didn’t pay attention when this was taught when we were younger. So, he can explain things to you better.’’ He pushes the guy forward.
Rex sighs with a nervous rumble, still fidgeting with his glasses ’’What do you want to know?’’
This is fucking awkward to . I don’t do all this talking about my feelings. I like to figure things out on my own. Jabi what are you doing to ?
’’Tell him about the age thing,’’ Beau interjects as I am about to speak.
Rex furrows his brow ’’Is it about Jabi?’’
I nod.
’’What do you want to know?’’
’’Is it wrong to want to speed up mating with him?’’
He furrows his brows ’’It is only natural. Mating rituals are supposed to be instant. The minute you find out is when you should be preparing.’’
’’Even if he is just a kid? I don’t know how I feel about violating him.’’
He laughs with disbelief in his eyes. I look at him with a blank expression. I don’t know what is funny, but I guess I will find out ’’You’re serious?’’ he asks.
I nod.
’’How do you violate soone that is yours? The minute you t him; this was going to happen.’’
’’Even though he is still underage?’’
’’He is not underage. We are not humans. This is different. You wouldn’t have connected if he was. He has co of age.’’
’’What does that an?’’
He looks away from
for a second. I glance at Beau who seems to be attentively listening to him. Rex looks back at
’’Think about it this way, for every, one human year, a wolf is five years older. So now multiply Jabi’s sixteen years by five. That is how old he is.’’
I do the math in my head.
’’Eighty?’’
He nods ’’We age differently. You’ve got yourself an oldie, just so you know,’’ Beau laughs out loud.
I don’t know how to comprehend all he has told , but I am fucking excited. This is good news. All this while I have been panicking because I didn’t want to ruin what we have. I have been pushing him away, trying to be a good person when it wasn’t even needed.
’’Another thing. I want to do the ritual at the sa ti Beau does his.’’
’’I can’t say anything about that. I an at the end of the day, it is up to you. It is your choice. like I said the ritual is supposed to be instant. The only reason why theirs got delayed is because of all that has been happening.’’
Beau nods in agreent.
’’I want to do this. I can’t wait.’’
’’I’ll speak to Jules and Alby. In the anti,’’ he stops and stares at
’’No fucking, that shit will ss things up.’’
’’What does that an?’’
He laughs ’’Do not put your dick in him... is that clear?’’
’’What will happen?’’
He shakes his head ’’You don’t want to know. Just hold off until the ritual Is complete.’’
’’Wait, you an to tell
you guys haven’t...’’
He sighs ’’Fucking blue balls this whole ti.’’
Rex coughs nervously, obviously uncomfortable with the conversation. I laugh because this is hilarious. Its been a while since they found out, how have they held on that long?
It is just for two days. I can handle two days without sex with him, but I want to complete the ritual. I want to be one with him. There are no doubts in my mind that I want this.
I just have to find out if he wants the sa thing.
’’Thanks, guys. I really appreciate this.’’
Beau nods and slaps my shoulder with so much energy ’’Anyti, you are family.’’
At this point, I believe him.
We are a family.
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I go in search of Jabi and he is still where I last saw him. the plate in front of him is empty. Alanis stands up from the chair next to him and whispers in my ear ’’Did you get the answers you need?’’
I smile with a nod ’’Yes I did.’’
Sitting down next to Jabi, I grab his hand in mine with a gentle squeeze. He shifts the chair closer to
’’You were gone for a while,’’ he comnts.
I had sothings to discuss with Beau.
’’About us?’’
I nod.
’’Is it bad?’’
I shake my head imdiately ’’Get up please,’’ I ask him.
He stands up obediently and I lead him out of the building. There is sothing I need to do. Sothing I can’t do inside with all those people around. We walk until I get to an empty part of the building. Because of all that is happening, people aren’t allowed to roam around.
’’Is sothing wrong?’’
He asks.
’’Everything is perfect,’’ I push him to the wall and he gasps in surprise. This is
letting go of everything. there is no guilt whatsoever. He is mine, in all ways and there is nothing that will stop .
’’You are mine,’’ I declare as I smash my lips to him for the most exciting kiss of my fucking life.
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