Why did I feel pain?
Why did I feel like he owed sothing?
Why did u feel like I was betrayed by him?
I don’t like Luca, I never did, why did it hurt then?
My chest filled with anxiety and pain, my heart was filled with sadness, I could still feel her eyes on mine, I could still hear the words that she said to , I could still see the way he looked at , I could still feel everything that was happening.
I didn’t like it, I didn’t enjoy the thought of it, the more I thought about it, the more I felt my chest tighten against my heart, he is not cheating on , it’s not like I even cared for him that ti, it’s not like I could ever care for him.
I was with Conrad when it happened, yet I could not stop the tears that fell against my chest.
The mont I heard the crack of the door opening, I wiped my tears.
"I am in no mood to have any sort of conversation with you Luca." I breathed out, I didn’t dare to turn and look at him, I didn’t want to, most of all, I didn’t want him to see my face, I don’t want him to know I have been stupid and I have been crying.
When I didn’t hear a word, I felt tempted to turn around which I did and my eyes t Ares.
"Did Luca send you here?" I whispered as I settled on the bed, he stood but the door.
"He didn’t- don’t lie Ares," I whispered cutting him off, his eyes were on mine briefly as he stared at , I didn’t know what to say.
"You care for him don’t you, you like him."
"I don’t, I am terrified of him, he knows things many don’t know about , I am not even sure that my husband completely sold him to him without being tornted and threatened. He tried to kill a man and he made watch, he made look at his body, his bloody body, he says things that infuriate , he makes think that he can control , he kept as a prisoner and he forced to et mt family, I don’t like him Ares I could never like him. Luca wants control and it’s sothing I would never give to them, he wants to be what he wants." I spoke, my voice firm, I didn’t let him crack, I didn’t let it sound like I was about to cry.
I watched as Ares headed further into the room, his eyes on mine.
"You still feel for him, even if it’s a little, you would not be here, filled with anger."
"I am filled with anger because my sister just humiliated , I am filled with anger because she made it look like I am a fool like she always had; she always tried to bring down; to hurt ," I whispered against my breath.
It felt like my air was being restrained, it felt like I had no control over myself and it felt like I just wanted her gone, I wanted to hurt her for all she has done to , all she has caused to , I wanted to hurt her for making feel pain, making feel anger and for making feel like she has control over everything.
"Lying is not going to help."
"You don’t know , can you stop?" I breathed out. "I do not like Luca:"
"You are stuck in your room and you wanted him to leave your room because you thought I was him."
"Because I am still mad he dragged out there to et my family, because I am still upset that that he hurt Stanley and he made watch, because I am is still upset that he didn’t let leave the house, I f don’t want to go be a prisoner," I whispered against my breath.
I didn’t want I admit the way I truly felt, admitting myself as I felt it truly, but if I denied it, I would have control and I didn’t want to lose control.
"Can you just leave Ares?" I whispered
Without saying a word he left the room, I felt horrible for what I said to him and the way I spoke; maybe he walked in to try and mask feel better, maybe he walked in because he heard what happened, he may be saying so part of the truth but that’s not what I want to hear at the mont.
I didn’t want to listen to any life about Luca, yet I could hear his words radiating through my mind, I have to be strong, I can’t t her bring down, I wiped the tears that fell against my cheek, I stared across my room for a second before I headed out of my room.
Aria always finds a way do hurt , she always finds a way to try and make unhappy but not now, it’s being over five years since I left the house, it’s being one five years since she saw and she still do the sa thing but not anymore, I want to bring an end to all of it.
I stared at the wall for a second before I headed out of the room, my heart still beating against my ribcage, my eyes filled with tears as the scamd of her face ca rushing back to and I wiped my tears, I am not weak and I would never be weak.
"I am sorry for hurting your feelings," Aria said the mont she saw . What did he say to her, she didn’t have that smile on her face, it looked like she was scared, like she had been threatened, the more I stared, I realized.
"Can we just have a good dinner?" I spoke, ignoring her, she didn’t an what she said. I am sure he threatened her, I am sure that she wanted to die that’s why she said what she said and I can’t let her know that she affected .
"It’s going to mom’s anniversary this weekend," Father spoke and I stared at him, I didn’t say what was on my mind, I couldn’t let him know that I cared.
You already did, my subconscious spoke and I unconsciously rolled my eyes, I didn’t even have any control over myself or whatever.
"Olivia your father is speaking to you."
"Is that why you are here in this city because you want to see her?" I asked, they buried her here, I never asked why because he didn’t let co but when I found out, all I wanted to do was see her.
"Yes, she ant a lot to -oh please," I whispered cutting him off. "Can you not do this, this pretense to be a perfect family, is this because Luca is here, you want to show off in front of the Alpha, that’s pathetic," I spoke, my chuckle filled with bitterness, What did he think was going to happen?
He will find them, he will smile. He didn’t even want to find ; he ca here with his perfect family and he saw by chance and if not for Luca, they would not be here, If I were with Conrad, they would not even think about coming close to .
"Your mother cared for - mother was stupid. She didn’t see through your manipulation and I did and I saw the way you treated her but all she wanted is to make sure that you are happy and you took advantage of her, love is not when soone will stay with you does it’s your mistake, love is when they are willing to let go even if your mistake always going to be a constant reminder, you didn’t care when you forced Aria on us, when you didn’t care that it would hurt her and you didn’t even care that she would be mad when she cry herself to sleep every light, you were singing to your perfect little princess." I yelled.
He can’t want to have a perfect family, it’s never going to work like that,
"This is pathetic, this explains why Luca is never going to find your mate: I see your neck, there is no mark, just a bit of sothing that says you have been rejected, you are nothing but pathetic, and you are saddened by the fact that your father chooses us over you. I an you are just like your mother, pathetic, begging for attention-" she was about to say when my hand made contact with her face
The sound echoed through the room, I stared at her with anger written all over my eyes, she has no idea how she makes feel
"Leave before I do sothing I regret," Luca yelled.
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