But after all, self deception is just self deception. When the truth cos to the surface and the blow is coming, it will still co.
After taking my aunt back to the grand master's house, my mother never asked my aunt about the extermination of Yu's house.
She didn't think about it herself, but poured all her thoughts on her mother's family into the survivor, aunt, as usual, and treated her better day by day.
However, when the fire is about to spread, paper can't wrap it.
Even if the mother doesn't ask, it has happened. One day, it will take the initiative to co to the door.
The day before my aunt seduced my father, my mother went out and t an old acquaintance in Baicheng.
After seeing his mother, the old acquaintance was very happy and took his mother to the teahouse for a chat.
The two old people t and got along quite happily, but when their mother was about to leave, the old acquaintance suddenly looked dignified. He grabbed his mother, looked around and whispered to her, "be careful Yu Xin. I saw her running out of the back door that day. She was also in the house, but she ran out alone."
Be careful of Yu Xin. She was also in the house when the Yu family caught fire that day, but she ran out alone.
This sentence, like thunder, burst into my mother's mind.
Many mories that had been sealed by her ran out.
She had to face many doubts and everything she didn't want to face.
Mother's face beca ugly. Even for a while, she didn't know where she was.
It was after the old acquaintance called her several tis that she reacted.
The mother is the mother in the end. Even if her heart is pale, she still quickly suppresses her emotions.
Then, as soon as her painting style changed, she smiled, but her smile was a little white.
She said to her old acquaintance, "well, I know what you said. Xin'er told . She said she went to find soone to put out the fire because she was confused. It took a long ti to call people. Xin'er has always blad herself for this."
After saying these words, the mother bit her lower lip to prevent her emotions from leaking out and her fear from being seen.
In fact, where did Yu Xin tell her about it? Yu Xin told her at that ti that she had been outside the house and didn't go back to the house until the fire in the house was almost over. She trembled and said that she was afraid. Her poor appearance almost convinced her mother.
But the little aunt was her sister, the only surviving sister, and her mother finally believed it.
However, fake is fake after all.
Even if the mother didn't expose it herself, her old acquaintance had co to remind her of the truth.
The fact may be there. Now there are old acquaintances to remind her and give her a fatal blow. What about the future? What else would remind her?
The old acquaintance heard her mother say so. Her mother covered it up very well. She didn't see her mother's strange mood, so she left it behind.
She just doubted that it was the massacre. She had no chance to say it before. It's hard to say. Now that she saw her mother, she thought about it and reminded her.
Later, the old acquaintance left without saying a word to his mother.
However, even an outsider could see that there was a problem with the extermination of the Yu family.
As a mber of the Bureau, with her understanding of her aunt and her mother's innate intelligence, how could she not see anything?
She kept everything under pressure and didn't want to face the truth, but her old acquaintance tore it all apart.
The mother didn't show anything in front of her old acquaintance, and even helped her little aunt to tell a lie.
But when she returned to the grand master's residence alone, she still couldn't hold on.
Scenes of the past erged. She knew that her aunt might die, but what should she do when her aunt really died?
But, perhaps, everything is not what she thought?
Even when the fire broke out, my aunt was really in the house, but maybe she escaped from the house alone and went to move rescue soldiers?
Just like what she said, because my aunt's brain was too confused, she didn't move back in ti to save the soldiers, so she ca back very late.
And the reason why my aunt lied to her, maybe she was just afraid?
After such a terrible thing, my aunt should be afraid.
My aunt must be very sad, too.
The mother comforted herself, comforted herself, and even believed herself. The panic she had scattered with her old acquaintance has now beco a good dicine to save herself.
She saved herself with her own lies! Oh!
But in any case, even if the mother lied to herself, at this ti, her heart was blocked, but she was relieved in an instant. Originally, extre fear rose in her eyes, but now she still suppressed it.
No matter how cruel the truth may be, so things are good as long as they look good on the surface.
The so-called self deception is just that.
At this ti, the mother naturally experienced so pain for no reason, even if no one knew the process, even if the pain was finally hidden by her, but so things existed.
However, even if the mother had experienced so pain this ti, even if the mother's heart suppressed her strong doubts about her aunt, for the mother, since this sudden thing was suppressed, it would be suppressed. Originally, she would not and would not ntion it again.
Even on the next day, at her birthday party, her little aunt ca to her and drank to her, she could still feel that she had a deep sisterly relationship with her little aunt.
However, she was drunk that night, who can know whether it was because her aunt deliberately drank more wine for her, or she wanted to get drunk herself?
Drunk, she doesn't have to face reality.
Although, she has always been reluctant to face the reality.
However, if she doesn't look for reality, reality will co to her after all.
On the night when she was ready to get drunk and everything passed, the little aunt put on her clothes, dressed up as her and went to her husband's bed.
Under the guidance of her sister-in-law, she caught all this right.
Yesterday, she suffered a great blow.
Today, another blow ca one after another.
What sisterhood?
What dependence?
What pity her loneliness?
It's just a dream she cast for herself!
If, yesterday, she didn't et an old acquaintance and didn't say those words, if, that night, she didn't drink so much wine and her brain was so flushed
She may still choose to take good care of her sister in front of her, her sustenance to all her mother's family.
No matter what she did wrong, she is willing to forgive her, she is willing to teach her well, and she is willing to wait for her to change
However, there is no if!
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