No wonder Yan Sijue said that the person Xiaoze trusts has never been him, and she’s the sa.
For soone like him, their first reaction is always suspicion; they’ve never truly believed him. Perhaps when Xiaoze was sent to that small town, he also misunderstood him?
Even Yang Ru is like this... If it were the other him, Yang Ru would absolutely not doubt his orders and would follow them without hesitation. But the current Yan Sijue, maybe because his thods and habits have changed, Yang Ru imdiately doubts him, and after telling her, her first reaction is thinking... he’s cold and heartless, rather than considering there might be hidden reasons.
Thinking of this, Mu Yiliang suddenly felt extrely uncomfortable.
She always blad this part of him for not trusting her, but it turns out she never truly believed him first.
No wonder he said she was just perfunctorily pretending in front of him. She always thought that her efforts could move him, but if it’s not genuine trust, wouldn’t he see through it?
Mu Yiliang couldn’t even bear to recall the mont when pain extinguished the light in his eyes.
"So, should I take you back tomorrow?" Qiao Yebai asked considerately.
Mu Yiliang shook her head bitterly, "He said, if I choose to leave, then never co back."
Qiao Yebai paused and said, "Then stay with for a few days. Think about it carefully. Even if this ti you misunderstood him, it doesn’t an he has beco easy to deal with. Besides..."
He paused, frowning, "Switching between two personalities back and forth, don’t you feel split apart?"
Mu Yiliang pressed her lips tightly, feeling sowhat downcast: "No, just... conflicted. When one personality takes the lead, I can’t help but worry if the other personality is still there. No matter which him disappears from now on, I would feel very sad."
Qiao Yebai couldn’t resist patting her on the head, "Poor you, for loving soone with a ntal illness."
"... Hey!" She glared at him discontentedly.
Although... dual personality is a ntal illness, she still didn’t like hearing him speak of Yan Sijue in that way.
"Tsk... as expected, girls are outwardly focused," Qiao Yebai snorted, "Co on, it’s this ti already; let’s have breakfast first. After breakfast, you can go rest."
...
Although it was confird that Xiaoze is safe, Mu Yiliang still slept uneasily, waking up after barely three hours, before it was even noon.
Recalling Yan Sijue, whom she misunderstood, made her heart feel heavy.
She didn’t know how to face him, and... now he surely hates her? She always spoke well but never acted in accordance, no wonder he got angry.
At that ti, if she hadn’t questioned him right away, perhaps he would have explained and confessed everything to her. But she didn’t give him this chance... no wonder he later spoke carelessly.
Mu Yiliang thought of this, feeling more guilt-ridden and heartbroken.
However, at the sa ti, she felt happy.
Because it turns out, he does care about her and Xiaoze; it’s just that he’s increasingly reluctant to express it, and might even intentionally say the opposite.
Although he said she shouldn’t return again, so what?
Did he forget that she’s still his wife? If he truly wanted her gone, he should divorce her first, but he hasn’t even ntioned it.
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