Chapter 690: Unbridled Hatred, Unbridled Love (2)
Unbridled... unbridled... Unbridled... unbridled..
The two answers lingered in Shi Yao’s mind for a long ti, but she still couldn’t find a single definite answer.
In the end, Shi Yao replied with two words: “I don’t know.”
“I was also annoyed by this matter. Back then, when I found out that I had a fiancé, he was only thirteen years old. Back then, I didn’t really know what a fiancé was? “I only knew that one day, a car drove to my house downstairs. Then, that car drove my parents and to a very big and beautiful house. The old man in the house was very loving. He gave a lot of delicious food and many candies that I had never seen before..
“Then, my mother told that as long as I beca the fiancé of this young master, I could always eat these candies. At that ti, I was quite happy, but that night, I saw the fiancé that they were talking about. He was a very beautiful little brother. He was even more beautiful than the boys in the cartoons that I watched. When I saw him at that ti, I was also happy. I really wanted to be good friends with him, but he was very fierce to ..
“After that, I was shocked by him. I felt that he was no longer beautiful. He was no different from the devil in cartoons. I ran to my parents and told them that I didn’t want to be his fiancée. My parents were very angry at that ti, especially my father. He smashed the chair and told that I couldn’t refuse him... I’ve never made my parents angry ever since I was young. At that ti, my father said that if I didn’t listen to him, he wouldn’t want anymore. I don’t rember the exact situation. Anyway, I didn’t resist him, and he probably didn’t resist his family either. Our relationship continued just like that...”
“There are so things that I didn’t really understand when I was young, but as I got older, I gradually understood. I have a fiancé, so I can’t be like other girls my age and make friends with other boys. That’s not right, and I can’t like boys either. That’s also not right...”
“How should I put it?”? In any case, throughout my entire adolescence, I’ve always rembered that I have a fiancé who ignores , and a fiancé who might not even know . As such, I can’t be like other girls my age — wanton hatred, wanton love... Even when I have soone I want to like, I only dare to like them because I want to, not because I like them...”
Shi Yao didn’t even realize it herself, but unknowingly, she had already typed out the words that she had been suppressing in her heart for so many years.
After she clicked send, she was stunned for a mont before she realized that she seed to have spoken too much. She hurriedly retracted the long string of words and changed it to a new one, she sent it to Mister Numbers: [ it’s getting late. I’m going to take a shower and go to bed. Bye. ]
Mister numbers didn’t reply to her ssage.
Shi Yao heaved a sigh of relief. He probably didn’t look at his phone, which ant that he didn’t see her long-winded words. Only then did she put down her phone and go to the bathroom.
When she ca out of the washroom, she saw a new ssage on her wechat.
[111111] : [ good night. ]
Shi Yao replied with a ‘good night’emoji before falling asleep.
..
At the sa ti, at the Lin family mansion.
Lin jiage glanced at the ‘good night’emOji Shi Yao sent him on his phone, but he didn’t reply to it. Instead, he stood up and walked toward the balcony.
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